Little bird with broken wings.(SWS+ATL+PTV)

Cass Cass?

I've spent the last two weeks with everyone. We had several bonfires and the girls and I often got our nails done or went shopping. Nick followed me everywhere and spent more time at my house than his. It wasn't creepy and the guys all knew it would be hard for us to be apart. Today's the day we are at the airport. I said goodbye to Cameron and Jace last night along with the girls and it was just me the guys and Nick in the airport with me. We put my stuff away and I turned to them. "I love you guys. I'll miss you a lot. Make sure my baby is okay and come see me when I go home." I said and they all smiled. I held in tears as I hugged Mike and Jaime but I lost it at Tony and then left go hugging Vic in a big bear hug. He made sure I had my pills and told me to call him all the time. I got to Nick last and the guys said they'd wait in the car for him. I waved goodbye for the final time and looked s my sad boyfriend. "It'll only be a month." I whispered and he nodded. "Only a month." He whispered back in a rough voice. I couldn't stand I jumped into his arms and my legs wrapped around his waist as we hugged. He held me and we comforted each other. He sat me down and we kissed with passion not caring about other people's stares. A few pictures were taken and I knew we would be talked about but, I didn't care. I pulled away when they called for my flight. "I love you." I said. "I love you more. You make me a better person. You are what held me back from leaving San Diego. I was waiting for you my love." He whispered and our lips met again and I pulled away. "Bye." I whispered and he whispered it back as I boarded my flight with tears in my eyes. Alex wouldn't have it any other way so I was put in first class and ended up sleeping make of the way with my iPod blasting music through my headphones. I was awake when we landed and managed to get my bags before spotting a familiar lanky singer holding back a puppy like man. I noticed them before they saw me and dropped my bags. I put two fingers in my mouth and whistled. They both looked at me with huge grins I wasn't on the ground for the next five minutes because they had both spun me around. "I missed you guys." I said and they smiled. "We miss our little bird." Jack said and Alex kissed my head as they grabbed my stuff. We all headed out with Jack yapping about random stuff as we got to the car. I talked about my time away from them and handed my extra bottle of pills to Alex. When we got to their house I could barely get out of the car before being hugged again. Rian then passed me to Zack who hugged me. We talked constantly before a beautiful girl came out and told them to let me breathe. I smiled and ran to her. Me and Cassade actually knew each other before this. She was Lydia's best friend when we were growing up. She moved away before high school and I was still young but, I remember our sleepovers and when I went with them to egg a teachers house. She and I just hugged and cried. When Rian told me about her I didn't know she wa my Cass. I could feel her crying and knew she had realized that Lydia's song meant she was gon. We cried and held each other. We heard confused comments but no one dared to pull us apart. She pulled back and looked at me with a watery smile. "You look beautiful. Just like Lydia." She whispered and I wiped my tears. She wiped hers. "I missed you cass cass." I whispered. She smiled at my nick name. "I missed you too wreny bug. And I know we both miss Ly Ly." She said and I nodded. We pulled away completely and walked into the house leaving the confused band to carry my stuff in. She pulled me to their couch and we just smiled facing each other. "Okay so who wants to explain." Alex said and cass giggled at his angry toddler face. "Well Cass here grew up with me as Lydia's best friend. We were the trouble makers of the town. Cass Cass and Ly Ly and their young protege Wreny bug." I stated and they all looked shocked. "Yeah she moved away before high school and I didn't even know that it was the same Cass you were talking about until I saw here." I said and they all looked at us less confused but, with smiles.

Me and everyone talked for hours before they gave up on keeping me awake and they showed me my room and I fell asleep. I woke up gasping for air. I can't breathe. Where are my pills? The counter. The kitchen counter. I sat the down earlier when I took off my hoodie. Crap. My knees wobbled and I tried to open the door. I shaking too bad. I felt my phone and grabbed it. It slipped from my hands and clattered to the floor. Double crap.