Look For The Light|| JILL ROORD .

On the move

A/N: ik it's not my normal posting schedule but Sorry for not updating the book, It's been a crazy few months for me...

It was 5 a.m. I was in an Uber hungover on my way to the airport.  I was tired and still drunk, yet hungover from the night before. Luckily they had alcohol in the airport at some store I'm sure, so that I can clear this hangover.  I had just entered the empty airport, filled with only a few passengers and employees. I searched for an alcohol store and I eventually found what I was looking for. I went to my boarding gate, and slowly began sipping on my tequila, slowly slipping away. I didn't want to leave. At the moment, I only wanted to leave because Jill was As if it was going to make us any closer than London and Manchester. Soon to be Barcelona and Manchester. I sighed as I got on the plane and buckled my seatbelt waiting for the plane to take off.

I soon dozed off and when I woke back up we were landing. I wiped my crusty eyes and began standing up. I was as confused as ever still feeling that alcohol buzz. It was dark on the plane, But everyone began grabbing their luggage and making their way off the plane.  I'd made it out to the Josep Tarradellas Barcelona-El Prat Airport. I'd smelt the fresh coffee smell. But for once in my life, I'd felt free. I felt as if I'd just taken my first breaths ever. At 7:25 in the morning, I actually felt alive. Could be the alcohol though... Eh... whatever it is I like it.

I was just exiting the airport when I saw a sliver of the sun and noticed the beautiful pink-painted sky. I then found a bench that had a perfect view of the sunrise. I sat for the whole two minutes. But of course, the drunk me had to think of Jill. I wanted to share a moment like this with her. I know she would too, seeing as Barcelona Is her dream club too. One day, I'm going to bring her to a rooftop in Barcelona when we both play for them and propose... 

I laughed out loud to myself slightly. What was I thinking? That could never happen. Jill deserves someone who can keep a promise. I simply can't do that. Hence the reason I'm in Barcelona, Drunk me could never face good ole sober Jill. Beautiful sober Jill. So now I hide in Barcelona, and I only have to hide my drinking till I can move into my house. I'm going to Lucy and Keira's. I figured I could handle the love birds for a week or two.

"Wow, you two have a lovely home," I told the two as I stepped even more into their house, Looking at pictures of the two. I eventually got to the living room and sat down on the couch. Their dog, Narla, soon greeted me. 

"She's so  CUTE!" I said as I petted the dog, giving it all my love and attention. I slowly zoned out petting Narla, until Keira asked me what I wanted for dinner.

"What would you like?" Keira asked. I sat and thought for a second. 

"Erm... Know how to make any Spanish dishes?" I chuckled messing with Keira, Knowing she'd only lived here for so long.

 "Ehhh, Yeah I do," she said hesitantly. 

"You do?" Lucy looked into the kitchen from the living room. I just chuckled at her questioning the girl.

"Sure I do." She said trying to seem confident. "Just go set up your stuff in the guest bedroom," Keira said as she rolled her eyes at me and Lucy for doubting her. 

"Wow, it smells amazing in here!" I said as I stretched my arms above my head. I noticed there was a girl with blonde highlights, in the back of her head. I soon noticed this to be Mapi Leon. I didn't know her all too well but she's one hell of a defender. 

"Thanks, You must be Hudson. Great to finally meet you." Mapi said. 

"nice to meet you too!" I said looking around the house, searching for the ginger. "So if you're cooking, where is Keira?" I said confused as to why she was cooking. 

"She went to the bathroom, But even then I wouldn't let her near the stove. She can't cook off the top of her head..." She said quieting down near the end of the sentence. I just chuckled to myself. In walked Keira and Lucy. 

"How's cooking going, Keira?" I said laughing at the girl while Lucy laughed and sat down on the island with me.

"So, tomorrow, you're going to go sign your contract, meet the team, and then I'll help you out with Training, workout, and recovery," Lucy said running me through tomorrow's plans. Which made Mapi's head pop up.

"SHES SIGNING FOR BARCELONA?!" Mapi yelled. I just chuckled at the girl's antics. I think I'm gonna get along with her more than the rest of the group. 

"SHHHHH! it's not supposed to be known yet."  Keira said. 

"Your signing for Barcelona?" Mapi looked towards me, asking me now. 

"Yes," I said and I watched the girl act like she'd just won the Champions League. 

"We're so going to crush everyone this season," Mapi said excitedly.

We finished up dinner and Lucy and Keira made their way to their room. I'd went to mine shutting the door almost all the way. I took my shirt off and got into some shorts and got into bed. Ready to go to sleep. 

I was sitting at a bar in Barcelona, drunk, sipping on a beer. 

"What the hell are you doing Hudson?!" Jill asked me. "You made a promise to me! Why don't you keep your promises? YOU'RE A LIAR!" Jill yelled at me, But for some reason I couldn't see straight, and the world around me began to spin and spin. But there was nothing I could do or say to stop it. 

"LIAR! LAIR! LAIR!" The whole bar began to chant. Yelling. at me. But I was helpless. So I covered my ears and dropped to the floor.  But they didn't stop, they crowded over me. Screaming at the tops of their lungs. 

"PLEASE MAKE IT STOP! MAKE IT STOP! MAKE IT STOP!"  I yelled as I tightened my eyes closed. But then there was nothing. Not a once of noise. Not a sight of light. There was nothing. That was until I saw someone. they began walking away from me faster and faster!  "HEY! WAIT STOP!" I yelled. I began running after the person but once they hit the corner, They were gone. 

I looked around and everything was black. Like I was in my own mind. "No. No. No. No! SOMEBODY HELP ME!" I yelled, only to hear my echo back. 

"looking for me?"  A familiar voice says. 

"For who," I said hopeless, ready to give up.

"For me, Katie Meyer." She said and my head shot up looking for the dead girl. 

"No. No. You're dead, how are you here!" I said terrified 

"Wow. That's how you remember me now?" She said.

"No I didn't mean it like that, But how are you here!?"  I asked her. 

"Well for one, You're losing your mind. Two, I'm not," she said and I only looked at her confused.  She lifted a gun to my head and before I could even think, she shot me. 

I'd felt a soft thing attempting to jump on me, as I woke up Gasping. Sweat all down my body, the bed sheets below me were drenched. I clutched onto Narla petting her, Scared for my life. I slowly whispered to myself, telling myself it was okay. But for the rest of the night, I didn't go to sleep. I sat up in my bed staring at the ceiling, with the nightmare on replay. 

A/N: What do yall think?