Look For The Light|| JILL ROORD .

To little, Yet to late.

A/N: What do yall think about kelley's POV so far?

(Kelley's POV)

A few Days Later...

I Was currently on my way to England, to make sure Hudson was okay, It had been four days since the Sisters had gotten into their little argument. Hudson hadn't been answering my calls, and I'd recently gotten injured, So I thought I might as well go see her to make sure she's alright. To make sure she hadn't kept drinking.

Alex was right. But that didn't give her the freedom to come to Hudson like that. They were both my best friends so Of course I wasn't going to pick who to side with.

I eventually arrived in London, around 6:30 in the morning. I ordered an Uber to Hudson House. I arrived and knocked on her mansion's tall door. After a few seconds, I tried to push the door open, and to my surprise, it opened right up. I continued to walk into the big house. The whole house itself felt so homey. I'd walked into the kitchen, only to feel my mouth drop wide open. Bottles were scattered all around the kitchen, and that homey feeling was gone. The air felt grayer.

But this wasn't something I hadn't seen before from Hudson. In Fact, I'd walk in on her apartment in New York like this, But twenty times worse. This just showed me, How bad it already is. How it only took a few days to strip her confidence bare from her, Leaving her in the middle of the ocean on a raft with no paddle to get back to shore. But unlike Alex, this time it was my turn to try and help. I know how strong Hudson is, But I don't know how strong the pain is.

I cleaned off the kitchen counters and went to go to the living room, where I'd found Hudson Sleeping. She was still in jeans and a Shirt, from what looked like the night before. I'd thrown a blanket over her and cleaned up around her.

It was now 7:30 and I was in the kitchen cooking breakfast for the both of us. I heard Hudson's alarm going off, So I decided to go turn it off. When I looked at the screen, I saw a reminder on her phone. She had a game today. It was versus Man United. I'd started to shake her and call her name to get her up.

She got up and ate her breakfast at the table in silence, as she looked around her apartment. The silence was awkward. She knew I knew. She felt guilty. She had that look on her face. The look she would always make when she was just a little toddler running around. Except for this face I couldn't recognize. This face had grown eye bags under the eyes, and 5 little pimples on it. This wasn't the same face The Hudson I know had. This face had grown to stop caring, about the world, and about herself.

"Have you showered since Alex's" I broke the silence. "No." her voice no quieter than a whisper. After that, I sent her upstairs to take a shower so we could leave for her Game today. after some time she got out of the shower, and got ready to leave. Thankfully it was a home game. When We got to the stadium, we parted ways.

(Hudson's POV)

I was in the locker room with the rest of the girls. It wasn't awkward or anything, But something felt off. I gave up on trying to catch jill gaze. She was upset with me. I felt her anger also beaming off of her, and the fact she wouldn't even look at me killed me. Just as I was standing up to leave a staff member peered her head in. "Hudson, A woman saying she knows you and wants to see you is here, Shall I let her in?" she asked me. This brought everyone's attention to me, even Jill's. "um... Sure?" I say unsure, I figured it was Kelley.

The door opened and I felt my heart sink right into the floor. "Hey, Huds!" Gabrielle said. "what... what are you doing here?" I could feel my breathing start to slow down, almost like I was running out of breath. "I kinda need some money... Only 400 pounds." She said like it was nothing. "It took everything inside me not to scream at you at my birthday party last year, and here you are again... You are absolutely... Pathetic" I said in a low-toned voice.