Toxic Motivation

A Short Summary

I wait for Cyrus in my car it's already 10:06pm. I take a blunt out of my ear and spark it, I turn my car on to crack my windows a bit , that's when I remember I brought a bottle last night. I dig in my glove compartment box and pull out the half of casamigos I had left. *Gulp* I take a big shot back then hit my blunt again . I turn the radio on and hear they got future playing . I sit in my car and listen to the music and get lit.

10:22 I see a orange mango 2023 dodge charger pull up I know this not Cyrus hoe ass. I say laughing *Ring ring* "hello?" I say taking another shot *Gulp* I feel my lips burn a little from the alcohol "yoo my boy I'm here come down" she says "this you in the orange car" I say laughing loud "You better know it" she say laughing as well. I roll my windows back up and shut my car off , I grab my blunt and my keys then I head out to get car making sure I locked mine with the botton.

"I fuck with this" I say as I sit down in the car . "This my baby right here" she says smiling at her car , She looks over at me and looks me up and down slowly . "Ehh not bad" she say and she reaches over to me and slide my hood off , then she looks at me again "Now that's better" she says smiling and we take off.
"So what the fuck was your issue earlier" I say looking over at her and taking a shot *gulp* and she looks over at me and grabs my bottle "I killed someone" she says taking a shot as she drove with her knee. I stare at her for about 3 seconds and I start to hysterically laugh she's truly funny to me.

I stop laughing after 2 minutes as realize she wasn't laughing at all , I quickly turn my head and body towards her "Wait .. are you serious?" I say starring her in the face to see her reaction. *Gulps* she takes another shot and looks over at me for split second and then back to the road "Here" she says passing me the bottle . We both sit there in silence for 3 minutes which felt like 30! "Why?"

I finally open my mouth to ask , she bites her bottom lip as a sad look comes across her face. "Let's just say she and her boyfriend smoked the money i was saving up for my REC Center , I was supposed to open a month ago , It was gonna be for the children in my neighborhood so they had something to do instead of watch they mommas get doped up and shit , then at night I was gonna turn it into a shelter for the homeless to sleep" she says .

"The Sad thing is They both knew that and still took the decided to smoke my money" she says as she looks in the the mirror on her side of the car . "Why'd you give them 11 thousand in drugs?" I say sounding a bit confused. "Damn are you 12 My nigga" she says with a tone in her voice. "My fault I was just curious to know" I say taking a shot back *gulp* she chuckles . I don't know if it's because I killed my dad and brother , That I felt really connected with her in those moments , or maybe I'm just insane either way I'm glad she trusts me enough to tell her what's going on I thought to myself.

" I gave em that much because I knew her boyfriend , he was actually someone I l and trusted very well , plus I let him in FBA and he put in work , that's before he starting using the Snow White , I didn't know he was using it until I went over to his place one night and seen him and his now dead bitch snorting my shit , but even then I told him he's just gonna have to reimburse me .

He cried to me telling me how sorry he was and then he asked to loan another 6 thousand worth which I didn't mind because I get my bricks for $1,900 a piece , I also just love to see my family Win hence why my crew named FBA ,but anyhow he went to my oops as gave the drop up on my homebody and he ended up getting shot , it's more to the story but I'll have to tell you that later she says as we pull up to Keisha's place.