All Or Nothing

Fuck That

            •RONNIES POINT OF VIEW•

I wake up feeling an extra warm body behind me I slightly turn my head seeing Cyrus right behind me literally! That's when I felt her arm around my waist Uhh WHAT THE FUCK? I thought to myself as I laid my head back down trying not to wake her. I don't know why she has her arm around me but I wouldn't lie I felt really comfortable so I'm not gonna move unless she does.

I look around the room and that's when everything from last night hit me like mike Tyson . I felt myself get sick , and I quickly jump up and run to the bathroom locking the door behind me . I quickly lift the toilet seat up and throw up . "You good?" I hear Cyrus shout from the other room over the bathroom fan . "Yeah" I say in between throwing up.

My dearest friend Andy ! I could've been there to save you I thought to myself and I start to sob loudly as I lay on the floor as I cried and cried even more thinking about our last moments together. How could I be such a fool and let Andy out of my sight !
I need to go see her I thought as I get up and walk to the sink to clean my self up.

•CYRUS POINT OF VIEW•

"Just let me know if you need anything.." I say rolling down my window so I can see Ronnie's face
"Alright" she whispers as she throws her shades on , she turns around and heads towards the entrance to the hospital. I wait till she gets in then I pull off , calling Ty back since I missed his call this morning.

"Yo? Where you at?" He says sounding agitated "Nigga don't clock me Ian ya bitch ! But I was about to head over to the trap" I say to him as I make a turn onto the highway. "Bet I'll see you in a few then" he says "Well what did you want?" I say putting the phone on speaker "I'll talk to you in person bout it folks" he says and I knew what that meant "Say that" I say and I hear him hang up.

Shit sometimes I get so sick of this lifestyle... I be wanting to disappear but on the other hand I'm tryna build this shit up from the ground up with my folks , it's just so much shit that comes with the game and you gotta make sure you ready for it . I get interrupted by my thoughts from my phone ringing . I look at it to see who's calling and it's Zoey , I swipe over and answer it .

"Daddy? Where you been I miss you" she says in her sweet little tone "I've been dealing with some shit baby" I say licking my lips and smiling to myself
"You said you was gonna take me shopping daddy.." she says pouting a little "I'm gonna have to cash app you baby girl cuz I don't have time for all that right now" I say zooming past the yellow light.

"Okay baby well I know how hard you work , I don't need nothing today I still got the money from our last date .. baby you take care of me well enough- oh and my mom said thank you for the flowers you sent this morning.. that was so sweet of you daddy" she says sounding so happy... "Anything for her.. hey ima have 3 of my guys come and watch over your place till this situation I got going on blow over , you'll have one with you at all times and two at the house" I say driving faster .

"Why? Is everything okay..?" She says "Yeah baby ima call you later" I say "Okay I love y-" I quickly hang up . I didn't want to tell her I didn't send those flowers ! But I know exactly who did- she's trying to test me this dirty bitch is done for ! I thought to myself as I slowly pull up to my old neighborhood.

I see a few of my guys outside the trap strapped up and I park my car and get out "Yo Russ" they says as I walk up and dap each of them up "What's up" I say as I walk into the house I see Ty , Bam and Mia all sitting down by the table "Cyrus you not gonna like this" Mia says looking at me worried as she Daps me up "What? Spit it out damn!" I say getting irritated.

"They saying JM killed Jermey last night" Ty blurted out and I shoot him a quick glance and then look back at Mia and sigh "FUCK" I yelled as I kicked the chair leg that Mia sat on . "Cy what you want us to do?!" Bam bam said and I wipe my mouth off with my hand as I tried to think . I really want to kill that nigga but I know Ronnie just lost her friend and I don't wanna see her cry honestly.

"Just let me handle this.. I got something for they asses" I said as I quickly walk out the door and back to my car. Fuck now I gotta deal with this shit again , I sigh and start my car up and head home...