Toxic Motivation

A Helping Hand

•CYRUS POV•

I feel so much better after that showering and eating
and sadly I'm starting to remember more of last night , I remember telling her to kiss me like what the fuck is that all about.. I shake the thought away as I walk out the house seeing the small snowflakes stick to the ground. I zip up my hoodie and quickly walk to my car and head to mono who was one of my big buyers luckily he was only 10 mins away.

I pull up and wait for him to come out , sometimes he takes a little long but I didn't mind since he's always got my money up front . I pull my phone out and go to Facebook seeing bam tagged me in a post - Like what type time she on I thought to myself as I skim through it , the post basically is her apologizing and telling me how much she appreciates me etc.. she didn't say anything about what happened last night but I knew why she was doing it and I shake my head seeing Ronnie calling me my heart falls.

My car door opens up and I see mono hop in "yoo folks my fault for talking long , my BM in the crib tripping" he says dapping me up and I laugh "Well when she smokes some of this good weed she gone be ight" I say and he laughs "That's a fact" mono says as he pulls out the money "2,550" it's all there my guy "he says and I take the money as I pass him the weed "I threw you a extra 10gs in there" I say counting the money.

"Good looking folks , I'm Rey go fuck with this right now!" He says sounding hype and I laugh "Ight let me know how it smokes" I say and he nods his head as he quickly gets out the car and runs back into the house. I finish counting the money seeing he actually gave me a extra $10 and that's why I fucks with him I thought as I pull my phone out seeing Ronnie's missed call from a minute ago . I bite at my nail as I called her back...

•RONNIES POV•

I finish getting all the boxes and shit out my trunk , and walk up the two flights of stairs and quickly set them down on my living room floor and I rub my lower back "shit" I mumbled. I heard my phone ringing on the counter and I walk over to it seeing it was Cyrus calling me back. "Yoo" I say putting my phone on speaker as I start to go through everything "What's up you called?" She says jumping to the point "Yeah-uh , do you know how to set up a tv mount?" I asked walking over to both the 75in tvs I just brought .

"Huh? I can't hear you" She says and I walk back over to my phone picking it up this time and repeat what I asked "Oh yeah , you don't know how? That shit easy and they got directions" she says as I hear her car making a clicking sound as if she was turning . "I've never been good with that type of stuff" I say lying.. I truly just wanted to hang out with her and discuss last night.

She doesn't say anything so I do "So uh can you come help me?" I say walking around in a circle as I twist at my hair. "Mhm.. I gotta do a couple things tho so I'll be there in a hour" she says and I low key smile to myself "Okay- oh shit wait do you have a tool bag? I don't have one" I say almost forgetting to mention that "Yeah I got one" she says "Okay bring that before you come" I say and I hear her say okay before I hang up.

I raise my arm seeing I was sweating through my shirt a little damn I thought to myself a I laughed a little. I fall down on my huge bean bag not even realizing I brought all this stuff , I check my phone seeing it was 4pm and my eyes light up ! I've been shopping since 10am , I ran to Best Buy twice , hit Walmart up once , and just came from this small local store that had some pretty cool stuff.

I didn't even realize it was gonna snow today , I need to get some winter clothing I thought to myself. As I download Amazon , I decided I was gonna get a couple things off there , might as well get a couch .. I would have some movers come out but I don't want all the attention I thought as I typed the fake credit card name into the account "Jowalon Lee Merchant" is the name I chuckled to myself as the information was accepted, I typed the address in and got to shopping...

Before I knew it I wake up to knocking at the front door I didn't even realize I had feel asleep with my phone in my hand , I rub my eyes with my free hand as I jump up to go open the door I see Cyrus standing there with her back against the wall through the peephole. "Hey" I say as she walks in she mumbled something but I didn't hear her "What?" I say shutting the door behind me. "I said what's up" she says looking around at the bags and boxes on the floor.

"Damn you was on one today" Cyrus says and I chuckle "Yeah I had to get a couple things" I say scratching my shoulder , she nods "I see" she says before walking over to the TVs I noticed she had a bottle of tequila in her hands which was already cracked open and drunken. She had on all black Nike sweat suit on with her black and white dunks , she takes off her hoodie and I noticed she had a fresh hair cut with the fade going on , I bite my bottom lip looking her up and down , thinking about our kiss...

"You hear me?" She says turning around and looking me in my face , I quickly snap out of it "No what you say , sorry!" I say looking back at her "I said I forgot my tool bag down in my car do you feel like running out there and grabbing it for me?" She says digging in her pocket for her keys "Oh yeah I can" I say walking over to her , but she tosses me the keys and I head out the apartment and down to Cyrus's car.