Toxic Motivation

Pleasure

                     •RONNIE POV•

"Cyrus , you ready?" I say knocking on her door , we was gonna hot box the bathroom in her room "Yeah come in" I walk in the room seeing her standing there in her boxers and a long sleeve shirt that had graphic designs on it "The bottom of my pants are wet I'm gonna go throw them in the dryer , go head on in" she says nodding her towards the bathroom , I take one more glance at her , seeing the tattoos that covered her legs "What?" She says looking at me and then down at her legs "Your ashy" I say as I walked away I heard her laugh.

I heard the dryer start and a few moments later I watch as Cyrus comes back in the room shutting the door and walking over to the bed putting her black sweatpants on. She comes in the bathroom and puts the towel under the door and turn on the hot water in the shower so it could steam up , Clearly this wasn't her first time I thought to myself as she sits on the edge of the sink while I sat on the toilet.

"So why skiing ?" Cyrus asked as I sparked the blunt.
I blew the smoke out before answering "I honestly don't know" I say rubbing my forehead with my free hand "You could've went to Japan or Egypt but you came here" she says laughing "And you came right with me" I said feeling a irritated with that comment she made "Sure did , I hadda get away-" she stopped talking and looked away from me . "I know , that's why I asked for you to slide" I say watching as she kept her head down. After a few moments I tried to passed her the blunt "Uh ,You good?" I asked noticing she was stuck in a gaze.

She snaps out of it , wiping her eye with her sleeve before taking the blunt from me "I also can't be on no damn plane right now" I say laughing. "Oh yeah... do you miss it? Scamming?" She asked me with wide eyes , I watched as she smirked . I nod my head yes , and that was the honest truth.. "You needa be teaching me so I can hop on that and stop dealing this crack" she said before taking a puff , I started to laugh at her "Cyrus you wouldn't understand even if you wanted too... You see , Me , Andy and John been doing this for years" I said in an exciting tone watching as she looked a little bored .

"Go on.." she said slowly nodding her head as she blew smoke out her mouth. "It's just a lot" I say nibbling on my finger "Yeah well , I don't give a fuck I still wanna know .. one day" she said giving me a look , I chuckled "Okay... so what were you doing at my house that night ?" I said changing the subject. She passed me the blunt and laughed , I watched as she bit her bottom lip. "I wanted to talk to you." She simply said as she stood up and stretched her back .

"About what?" I said getting a little intrigued as I sat up. "I don't remember" she said quickly sitting back down I rolled my eyes "Why can't you just say.. you always playing these - mind games" I looking her dead in the face , I could tell she wasn't expecting that by her face expression "What are you talking about what mind games ?!" She said in a serious tone. I shook my head and took another hit . Here she go playing fucking dumb I thought to myself.

She repeats herself and I say there smoking the blunt being quite . I watch as she shrugs her shoulders as if she didn't care anymore and neither did I ! "Here" I say holding out the blunt to her "I'm not tryna play mind games with you..." she stated "But the thing is , you are! And I'm sure you know that!" I snapped at her she gave me a face like here we go again but I didn't care to be honest.

"How?" She said as she ash the blunt in the sink , she turn the water on to rinse it out "Cyrus I-I'm sure you know how I feel about you.." I say looking down at my socks. "No I don't , how do you feel about me?" She asked as her voice cracked a little , I felt my heart pick up the pace , and my palms being to sweat I looked back up at her seeing she was staring directly at me , I started to feel nervous , I don't know if I'm even sure I truly like her. "Well?" She said in a demanding tone.

"You know" I say looking away "So your saying you like me" she said , I could feel her eyes locked on me
"I didn't say all that" I said chuckling nervously as I turned my head back towards her. "..Eh I guess I should've known that day you kissed me in my apartment.." She said confidently, I scrunch my face up "You were trying to kill me , I was trying to get away" I say shaking my head "Ok sure." She said and I got a little defensive "Bitch I did! And I still can't believe you tried to kill me over something I didn't have anything to do with.. what makes me think what would've happened if you didn't miss and the bullet hit me" I said .

I watch as she stood back up looking as if she just got bad news "I don't know.. but I don't wanna think or talk about that , that day was a mistake on my part and I'll apologize for shooting at you , even though I thought you were a Op" she said with her hand over her head , I smiled "Thanks for finally half ass apologizing" I said in a sarcastic tone , I could tell Cyrus truly meant it because of her look on her face.

I felt my stomach tingle "Why are you smiling like a weirdo?" She said chuckling nervously , I didn't say anything but just took in this moment for a second.
I watch as Cyrus walks back over to the sink and leans up against it so she's facing me. "I'm glad I didn't shoot you." She said after a few moments as she slowly nod her head as if she was agreeing with her self. "Yeah now look at you , all up my ass everyday" I said jokingly as I waited for her to say something smart but she didn't , she laughed with me.

We both finished smoking the blunt and quickly run out the bathroom shutting the door behind us. I go sit on Cyrus's bed , slouching up against the headboard , watching as she sprays the room with some of her cologne. I was pretty high , I felt really calm and relaxed. "I like that strain" I said as she came and plopped down next to me , I begin smelling the cologne and thought what a great fragrance. "Me too" she said grabbing the remote and turning the Tv on.

I watch as Cyrus scrolls through different channels , I stared at her perfect jaw line , seeing the tattoos just slightly below it , I watched as she slowly blinked noticing how long her eyelashes were , she looked.. Pretty in that moment. I smiled as I thought about the last kiss we shared realizing how much we been through and that I truly did have a crush on Cyrus. "I-" I began to say before I shut my mouth she looked over at me "What?" She said with her low red eyes , she was clearly just a high.

"Nothing" I said chuckling as I looked at the Tv "What you were going to say?!" she insisted and I laughed nervously as I felt my stomach begin tingling , my face started to feel hot "I like you Cyrus" I said quietly looking away as I blushed . She didn't say anything for a moment , then I suddenly felt a soft warm touch on my hands , I slowly turn my head seeing Cyrus looking down at my hand slowly tracing over my veins I felt my body shiver. I closed my eyes as I took in each second , I slowly opened them seeing Cyrus staring at me , I felt my body melt and everything else slowly began to fade out as I looked at her perfect face.

She slowly began to lean in with her eyes still open , I wanted to jump on her but I didn't ! I slowly leaned in as I stared her in the eyes. The moment I felt her soft smooth lips I closed my eyes , I slowly began opening my lips , letting hers intertwine with mines , we locked lips once again and this time I felt the passion behind it. A thrilling sensation I've NEVER felt in my entire life , I felt my vagina being to soak and I knew I as wet. "mm" I quietly moaned I felt Cyrus's hand move off mines to around my neck , she gives it a small squeeze , before gently rubbing her thumb against it I moaned a little louder "Mmm" I said felling my vagina begin to thrust . I heard Cyrus breathing in deeply before she slowly begins pulling away for me.

I sat there with my eyes closed for a moment, Hoping - Wishing she'd come back . I slowly opened my eyes seeing she was blushing a little , I watched as she wiped the side of her mouth with her thumb. I felt my vagina begin throbbing , I was so shocked I honestly don't know what to do! "What was that for?!" I said excitedly , sounding a bit out of breath as I try to keep my composure. My vagina throb hard once again ! It's been so long since I had real action and I'm ready to lay it down on the line for her ! "I-" she said before she started chuckling .

She puts her arm over her face as she laid back against the headboard , she looked a little shy with her rosy cheeks I smirked watching her , I begin to chuckle with her. I can't believe she did that I thought to myself. "Well.. I'm gonna go lay down.." I said getting up off the bed smiling to myself , I walked out the room and didn't look back. That was by far the best kiss we shared yet , I thought as I grabbed my book bag off the couch and go in my room locking the door behind me...