Toxic Motivation

The Kiss

                               •CYRUS POV•

I woke up with the biggest headache ever. I look over seeing Ronnie knocked out with her hands in her boxers , I look around the room seeing the empty bottle of Taylor's port we drunk last night , that's when I remember Ronnie and I kissed again.. why the hell would I let this hoe kiss me.. shit ! I thought to myself as I quietly got up and walked to the bathroom , I had to pee to bad I hope this bitch got toilet paper I mumble under my breath.

I run over to the toilet and release everything not even caring that the door was open. After I get done I flush the toilet and begin washing my hands , that's when I felt pain coming from my side , I look down seeing patches attached to my stomach were now covered with blood , right Bam shot me..

I shake my head and began washing my face with water , once I get done I look around for a extra tooth brush , that's when I noticed I had a hickey on my neck , my mouth drops open.. no the fuck she didn't ! I lean closer to the mirror to truly examine it. THIS BITCH GAVE ME a hickey ! I slap my self on the head . I don't even remember that, everything went blur after the kiss..

I began to rub my temples trying to remember what exactly happened.. god please tell me we didn't do anything , I begin to panic.. I walk back into Ronnie's room and watch as she slept so peacefully. I tip toe over to the bed trying to be as quite as I possibly could, I grab my phone which was on a charger , she must've did that for me. I grab my phone and my sneakers and tip toe all the way out the apartment , shutting the door behind me.

"Cyrus?" Mira says as I pass her running down the stairs. I don't say anything I just pull my phone out once I got to the bottom I quickly slide my shoes on and order a Lyft ,Which was coming in 4 mins. I start to get nervous thinking about what we might've done last night , my head starts pounding. Fuck I need some Advil I thought to myself as I wait for my ride to come.

Zoey calls my phone and I sigh what the hell does she want I thought to myself as I answered "Hello? Baby I heard you were shot at last night are you okay?!??" She says sounding worried. My Lyft pulls up and I get in "I'm fine" I say and I hear her sigh in relief "Thank god! I've been calling you since 3am why didn't you answer your phone?" Zoey says and I roll my eyes "Aye stop clocking me! I'll see you soon" I say hanging up the phone .

I pull my phone out to check my neck , can't believe Ronnie did this.. how far did we take it last night ? Did I like it ? Like I have so many questions, but I won't be asking Ronnie shit ! I don't want her to know I remember anything from last night even tho I truly don't , hopefully it comes back to me..

•RONNIES POV•

I wake up noticing Cyrus wasn't in bed anymore . "Cyrus?" I shout but didn't get a answer I check my phone seeing it was 8:14am and that I almost got a text from Bam , asking if Cyrus was okay and to call her later on . I don't say anything back because I think she's weird for that I don't care! Id never purposely shoot at anyone if I didn't have the intention on actually killing them.

I get up and go to the bathroom , I needed to get some furniture today .. some tvs.. I got a lot of shit I gotta do i say to myself as I quickly brush my teeth . I'm not sure when Cyrus left but I had a greattt night
Hopefully she did too. I smile as I thought about our kisses , and how she opened up to me about not wanting anyone to touch me while she's around.

I felt my stomach get butterflies, I look up at my self throw the mirror noticing how hard I was smiling . I haven't felt this happy in a while , who knew all I needed was a make out session with Cyrus ...

         •FLASHBACK FROM LASTNIGHT•

I lean away from Cyrus , who looked kinda shy after the second kiss. "What?" She says laughing a little as her eyes sway side to side "Nothing.. I just didn't expect this" I say smiling as I scratch my head "Folks shut up... don't make it awkward"she says laughing and I join her . "So you gonna go change those now?" She says pulling at my green boxers I suck my teeth and quickly hop up to grab another pair of boxers.

I go over to the bathroom and change myself in the dark , I walk back into the room where Cyrus was all in her phone recording herself as she smoked "Better she says without even looking" I toss my green boxers aside and get back in bed with Cyrus. She passes me the blunt and she take another sip of the bottle. "So who likes dykes now" I say without thinking . "Bitch!" She says quickly turning her head at me and I laugh.

"You hype as shit" she says and I laugh , because it was true ! "Nahh I just didn't expect that .." I say looking at her as she goes back on her phone. I don't know if it was the liquor , the blunt or my pussy but I just wanted to kiss her again. I watch as she looked at a football video on Facebook . "What are you looking at?" She says while she's still watching the video. "Obviously you" I say looking away "Why?" She says getting more comfy in the bed.

"I- I'd like to kiss you again to be honest.." I say looking away. "Didn't I say if you wanna do something do it" She says without hesitation I lean towards Cyrus , she turns her head and stares at my lips "Come on" I say and she makes a face before leaning close I watch as she closes her eyes and I do the same. I feel her body heat touch me before her actual lips .

She softly kisses me , I felt her hand creep up around my neck gently and something happening.. I think she just made me wet? She slowly starts to move her lips more passionately making this now a make out session , my mind can't even process what's happening.. I break away slowly kissing her ear I lick my way down to her neck and begin sucking on it. I swear I can hear how loud Cyrus's heart was beating and that turned me on even more.

I start to slowly slide my hand up her leg and she smacks it ! "The fuck? Chill out!" She says breaking away from me . I mentally face palm my self in the face "I'm sorry" I say genuinely meaning it "Chill out wit all dat shit folks" she says as she lays down and I chuckle, bitch please you was just all in my face I thought. I lay down next to her and I must've been pretty tired bc I didn't even bother to shut the light off before heading to sleep.

•FLASHBACK OVER•