All Or Nothing

Missing You

                      
                             •RONNIES POV•

Today marks a week since me and Cyrus shared that kiss and since the whole shooting incident with her and bam. I've been texting her but she hasn't responded back to me, after she hung my TVs up , we talked for a bit and she left , I haven't heard from her since... I even texted Mia to see if she heard from Cyrus but she told me she hasn't.

I'm kind of worried , but Cyrus is grown and knows how to handle herself I'm sure she's okay. I've pretty much just been spending time fixing up the place. I even got a big picture frame of me and Andy hung up in the living room above the black couch. I haven't felt at home in so long , it feels amazing being in my own place again! I get a knock at the door and it makes me jump a bit , I slip my feet in my brown Ugg slippers and quickly put the YouTube video on pause , wondering who it may be.

I look through the peephole seeing it was Mira , I unlock the door and swing it open "Hola!" And I smile , me and Mira has been hanging out , she's been helping me out and I really appreciated it little does she know. "Hey come in" I say stepping away from the door and heading back over to the couch. I heard her shut the door behind her and she comes and walks over and sits down.

"So tell me why Kim's been out all hours of the night! She didn't get home till 3:57 in the morning!" She says sounding a little frustrated. I shake my head "Yeah I heard y'all arguing a little bit last night" I say chuckling a little and she laughs and puts her hand over her mouth looking a little bashful "Oh my god Ronnie I'm so sorry you had to hear that bullshit!" She said and we both started to laugh.

"It's cool bro I know how that shit gets, that's crazy of her to do for real" I say grabbing my weed jar that was on the table , Cyrus had left her weed here that night and I kept it , I'm sure she doesn't care. I get the wraps off the table and begin to open the lid "Yeah! Then I told her after this year is up I'm moving the fuck outta here , she can have that dump! She doesn't take care of the shit anyways! She goes to work goes out and party and does whatever the fuck else! I wouldn't be surprised if she's selling pussy!" She says and I chuckle .

"Who knows.. you need to follow her ass one of these days and see what she's up too" I say licking the blunt closed. Amira nods her head "I should but fuck that! I've been fucking with this lil shawty.. we been real discreet tho.. like yesterday I got to see her for 30 minutes but it was really great, that's why I ain't tripping bout lil shawty with her Hoe Ass!" She says and I spark The blunt.

"Anyways .. have you seen your lil shawty?!" She says taping my knee real fast and I shake my head "nope". I told her I had started to like someone.. obviously Cyrus but she doesn't know who it was.
"Not since I told you we kissed" I say and she nods her head "Maybe the kiss was bad" she says and I cut my eyes at her , she begins to laugh "shut up" I say chuckling. I mean what if the kiss was bad and Cyrus didn't want anything to do with me.. I started to get a little worried and I guess she saw it on my face.

"Nahh , she likes you.. these girls be wanting time nowadays.. I mean look at my sneaky link ! Her ass hardly talks to me" she says as I pass her the blunt.
"Yeah till we get snatched up by somebody else!" I say and we both begin to laugh. I truly didn't mind her presence , Mira was the type of person I need to be around.. but Cyrus is the type of person I Want to be around and since she wasn't answering Mira would have to do for now.

"You hungry?" I say getting up and walking over to the kitchen "Uhh what you got?" She says , I open up both doors to the refrigerator which was packed with food "You want some pop corn chicken , with some fries?" I say pull out both the bags "Nah it's okay , I gotta go pick this hoe up soon.. shit what time is it?" She says and I pull my phone out seeing it was 4:27pm I told her the time and she jumped up "Damn I'm late" she says running over to me passing me back the blunt , she daps me up "Thanks for listening to me gang!" She says and I nod "Bye" I say putting the blunt in my mouth.

She looks back and smiles before shutting the front door. I finish putting my pop corn chicken and fries in the oven before putting the rest in a seal container and back into the freezer. I grab my blunt and walk over to the front door locking it and flopping down on the couch and getting under the covers. I turn the video I was watching back on and spark the blunt. I Caught myself watching a stud on stud couple , they were both pretty funny and I love their relationship.

Sometimes I wish I lived a normal life and got a regular job , all this would've never happened and Andy would still be here. I sigh thinking about how much I missed her , our time was cut so short. I start to think about John and how he's been doing. I haven't heard from him in a while maybe I'll give him a call I thought to myself..