All Or Nothing

In My Bag?

•CYRUS POV•

I wake up feeling exhausted from everything that happened last night. I get up walking to the bathroom seeing I looked a mess , and a haircut is definitely needed. I text my uncle letting him know I was coming in for a cut soon , I get out of our messages seeing Ronnie's contact right under his. I don't understand what I did wrong to the bitch I thought to myself as I made a bowl of cereal and sat down on the couch looking outside through the blinds that were cracked open.

I get a text from Mia asking if she could come over , I texted her back letting her know she could slide. I go back to me and Ronnie's conversation and started to scroll up and read our messages. Do I miss her company? I mean She was pretty much my only friend , "eh fuck her" I said in a low tone before shrugging my shoulders and taking another bite of my cereal .

I look outside seeing a group of my folks walk down the streets with their hoodies and hats. I get a knock at the door , and I grab my gun off the table and tiptoe over to the peep hole seeing it was Mia. I eased up a little , I unlock the door and let her in. "What's sup folks!" She says sounding like she was excited to see me , I nod towards her "sup?" I asked wondering what she was doing here , "So I know I haven't really been around since the whole night at Bams- Are You okay? I- I wanted to give you space" She says standing in front of me .

I walk away and head back over towards the couch "I'm sure you heard about bam and that's why your really here .. to tell me I could've found another way well your wrong Mia! The bitch shot me!" I shouted , standing up to show her my scar. She puts her hands up as if I was gonna shoot her "Cy I'm not saying that! Come on.. But all I'm saying is she told me she was aiming for her cousin and that she was drunk..." Mia stated and I walk over to the sink dumping my food down the drain and turning the disposal on.

I take a deep breath before turning around and facing her "That bitch lying to you and you know it.. Fuck Mia... wh- what are y'all fucking ?! Why you all in my business folks! What I chose to do to Bam was hard on me but that bitch ain't my folks No more ! And if I gotta get you out my way too you know I'd have too , we got rules to this shit and you know that!" I say leaning up against the kitchen sink looking her dead in her eyes , she quickly breaks eye contact and shakes her head "Really??! Where the fuck is all this coming from! Why you disrespecting me like that folks I'm just trying make sure we all good!" She says putting her head down some.

"Nah you a fucking GOOFY , ain't seen u in a couple weeks , but I bet you made sure to be around bam.. and that's cool but your lame to me folks , you gonna have to make this shit up or soon you gone end up like bam ... now I got shit to do so if that was all-" I say noding my head towards the door. "Folks is you coo?" She says looking at me confused "Did something happen?" She asks and I nod "Nah , nothing happened you just wasn't there for me as a friend and I don't respect that , you know I always made sure you was good! Hell the whole FBA! Once bam got kicked out you know it's nothing to be said to her .. you thought FBA wasn't gone tell me you was sneaking around , you went to go see her in the hospital! Get out and lock the door behind you.." I say lowering my voice ,I put my gun on the counter and walk into my bedroom.

I open up my closet and dig around for an outfit , When I heard her shut the front door , I sighed , I know Mia well and she knows me well... That's why she know she was dead wrong for that , if it was anybody else I'd put 'em right on they back no hesitation! I thought thought to myself and I put my sweatpants with the matching sweater on , I throw on my grey new balances to match the outfit color and I grab couple hundreds before shutting my light off. I quickly run to the bathroom to freshen up.

I grab my phone seeing it was still opened on me and Ronnie's messages , getting frustrated with the fact she blocked me I decided to send her a text anyways "fuck you and I'm sorry for being a ass,  forgive me?" even though I don't know what I did.. I know she wasn't going see it because I was blocked and I was glad.. cause I'm not sorry for shit really I huffed as I turn my phone off and stuff it in my back pocket.  I grab my keys of the counter along with my gun , making sure the safety was on before putting it on my side.

I get in my car and wait for it to heat up , turning on my favorite playlist before pulling off, I start to roll me a blunt to have on the way. *Knock Knock* I look up seeing it was my one of neighbors "Heyy,what's good Russ!" Kasey said , I fucked her a couple times way back then , she had some good pussy too but she's so clingy.. sucks she fell a victim to these drugs , she's been clean for a couples months now tho kinda got no choice since she got 3 kids and one on the way so I heard. "What girl?" I say laughing cuz I already know she ready ask for something "Can you drop me off on the flats?" She asked and I shake my head "Nah that's opposite of where I'm going , that's like 10 mins away where ya baby dad he can't take you?" I say looking up at her

I start to roll the blunt closed "Now you know he ain't gone do shit for me!" She says and I laugh "Come on or let me use your phone so I can call a ride!!" She says leaning closer to my car."Aight get yo ass in but you gonna have to find ya way back! I got a hair cut to go to shawty you fucking with my time!" I say in a joking way , she laughs and walking over to the passenger side , "Thank you Russ! I appreciate it baby!" She says I nod my head , and turn the music up and spark my blunt...