All Or Nothing

Missing ?

I wake up and check the clock next to my bed it's 10.17am I decide to go on google and create a fake instagram page to check on Andy . She hasn't posted any new photos . I click her instagram story , I see a posted a photo of me saying "Missing" , I tap on my screen and it take me to the next story . I see she has a old photo of me , her and John and the rest of the foster kids we grew up with. I tap over again , I see a photo of me and her "Please Contact me or @John902 if seen , she was last seen going to the gas station on Baker Street wearing all black" Shit These mfs think I'm missing. I wanna call them and tell them I'm okay but I just don't wanna talk to them right now honestly.

I shut my phone off and I get up and walk over to my balcony, I stand outside letting the sun hit my face. "I need to smoke" I say but the doctors said it's best I hold off until I'm able to get at least 80% healed . I let out a sigh and walk back in my room. I decide to go to the mall and get a few outfits since I've been wearing the same 6 outfits since I moved here . I head into the bathroom. I shut the water on and take my robe off. I let the hot water run through my hair. I haven't been able to get a hair cut so my hair grew a lot . I wash my hair with my favorite shampoo "coconut cream" . I hurry up and wash my body a few times then I get out the shower wrapping my hair and body up with a towel. I wipe the steam off the mirror and began brushing my teeth. I head out the hot bathroom and into the cool room. I sit infront of the AC and let myself air dry After 15 mins I get dressed.

I don't have anything here none of my jewelry and I truly miss it . I threw on my ripped skinny jeans , my black and white dunks and a fresh white tee. I'm gonna find a barbershop to go to before heading to the mall. I look on my phone for the nearest barbershop which was about 4 blocks away. So I headed out my room making sure I grabbed my wallet , keys and phone.

I get to the barbershop which wasn't too packed thank god , I hate sitting long . I sit down and look around to see who has what I'm looking for . I see at least 2 guys outta the 7 there that I would actually let cut my hair. I go up to one of them and ask how many people he had waiting . He said 2 which isn't bad but that's taking too long , I go over to the other barber and this guy tells me he's booked up for the day . I walk back over to the first guy I talked to and asked if he could cut me after he was done with those other two people . "Sure it'll be about 1 a hour 45 you can wait here or come back" he says calmly. *ehhm* I clear my throat "Ight ima go grab some lunch I'll be back" I say without cracking my voice. I head out the shop and go sit in my car I got parked down the street.

I decided I wanted some McDonald's which was about 13 minutes away . I put it in my GPS and head over there. "Okay so I'm gonna read your order back to you, you asked for a Medium fry , two cheese burger and 4piece nugget with a bottle water" the lady says. I try to yell a little "Yes!" *ehhm* I clear my throat. "Is that all?" She asks , "Yes!" I say pulling my car around to the first window . "$15.92 is your total" I hand her a $20 and tell her to keep the change . "Thank ya" she say smiling handing me my receipt , I wink and roll my window up. My Jeep has tints so she can't see in here . I head to the second window and grab my food and go park in the parking lot to eat.

It's been about an 1 hour and 27 minutes since I left the barbershop , so I decided to head back hoping he all ready for me. I get there and see nobody in his chair he waves for me to come up and I do . "Ight ma what we doing what ya shit today?" He says "Fade the back , side and a shape up" I say as I stare at myself through his mirror. "Gotchu folks" he begins cutting my hair.

"Here u go" he passes me a mirror so I can look , "All ima say is I'm outside tonight" I say laughing a lil . He laughs too and take the mirror , then he sprays alcohol on me , I give him $50 and we exchange numbers. "I'm Marcus" he says shaking my hand "Ronnie" I say as my voice cracks. "Well Ronnie if you need some tree while you in town my niece got some good shit and for great prices just let me know" he says nodding to me. "Bet" I say as I head out the door , I check my phone and see what time it is 2:06pm. I put the GPS in for the mall and see it's 56 minutes away I get in my car and go.