Toxic Motivation

Truth Be Told

*CLICK* the gun goes off but it jams she looks down at me and throws a punch with all her weight , I dodge it but she quickly comes with another and I get hit in the head . She jumps over to where the gun was and I , quickly jump on her back "BITCH STOP" I shout throwing a punch and landing it right on her she falls on her face.

"NOW IM LEAVING! FUCK YOU!" I scream at her
I grab her gun and walk out her bedroom door , i head back into the living room to quickly change my shirt since it was ripped a . How dare she try to say that about John ! She doesn't know me like that . I put on a all black shirt and throw my sneakers on .

After I get done packing all of my things I grab the gun that jammed and the one she gave me and walked back into the bedroom. I see Cyrus sitting over on the bed texting someone on her phone.
"Here's your guns" I say putting them down on the dresser. She looks up at me "Why you kiss me?" She
Says looking back at her phone. I truly don't know why I even kissed her. I just stand there looking at her , she throws her phone aside.

"You was better off punching me" she say's laughing "I- I wasn't trying to fight you" I say looking at her she stands up "Well now you gonna have to , because I don't do that gay shit" she says pulling out her bandanna from her pocket and wrapping it around her hand "Then your gonna have to deal with John lying to you" she also says laughs sarcastically.

"Why do you keep saying that?!" I say getting irritated as I scratch my head "Well you said you found the company right ? And that John dealt with all the information... so my thing is how did you get caught up if you said it never happened to you before!" She says getting smart with me .

"Nigga- anything could've happen that doesn't mean John had something to do with it" I say getting smart right back. "I don't think you realize how grimy your quote on quote brother actually is" she says moving her fingers "Shit you really sound crazy - here I thought ghost was!" I say walking out the door i hear her walking up behind me "Don't try it Cyrus , I'm not a threat to you" I say walking towards the front door .

"Your goofy as hell I don't wanna see you on my side again and if I do i won't hesitate next time" she says as I pick up my bag I turn around "So come do it , why do you keep letting me walk away?!" I say standing there for a few seconds I take one last good look at her , before turning my back and heading out the door. I walk over to my car - get in and set my bag on the passenger seat and I pull off.

•CYRUS POINT OF VIEW LASTNIGHT•

I get a call from my lil nigga Dre "Yo my nigga , what's good Russ" he says , that's what people call me on the streets I only give the lil bitches or people I'm cool with my full name . But to these hoe ass niggas it's always gonna be Russ "Shit - what's up why you calling me so late boy?" I say looking at the time noticing it was only 9:14 pm.

"Oh my fault Russ I was just calling you to tell you I just see Ghost and that Nigga JM at the park on your side" he says , I hear his friends in the background saying how I was gonna kill them this and that , "So it was just them two together? What was they doing?" I say standing up and grabbing my bags and my keys I tell zoey to get up and she does "No it was actually two other people they look like dykes" he says .

"Oh yeah? Did they have cars like what was they doing Dre?!" I say getting antsy "They was just standing there talking looked like ghost and the other dyke has a little argument and then the dyke left - she pull off in a all black jeep looked brand new-" he says before I cut him off , what did the dykes look like?" I said.

I don't know why but I got this bad feeling in my stomach "Uhhh I don't know let me ask my friends" I hear him ask if anyone of them seen what the two dykes looked like , another kids said yes so he gave him the phone "Hello?" The teen says "Yo this Russ - what did them two dykes look like ? Not ghost the other two?" I say as I head out the door and to my car where zoey was waiting in the driver seat for me.

"Well one was dark skin and tall , at least like 6ft with dark brown locs - the other was brown skin like 5'8ft or so and she had a fade around with a curly top... she had some of sweatpants on and she drove a black jeep with tints... to be honest I never seen them before around here and they ain't have no colors on only JM and Ghost." He says and I instantly know who he's talking about .

"This her?" I say sending a picture to Dre's phone of Ronnie ,me and bam bam. I wait a few seconds before it delivers and I hear him say yeah. "Bet that's all I need to know - tell Dre I'm Rey cash app him $100 you take $50 and tell him keep the other $50" I say hanging up the phone. "Baby where we going?" Zoey says starting the car up "We going back home I gotta take care a few things" I say giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"Cyrus come on! We just got here! Why do we have to leave!" Zoey says sounding irritated "I'll take you shopping later" I say holding her thigh. I don't even know why I brought this bitch all she do is complain.
My sister comes running out the house and over to my side of the car , I roll my window down "Baby sis where you goin?" I smile at her and tell her I gotta run back and let her know I'll visit another time. She looks at me confused "but you just got here a few hours ago" she says. "I know but it's hard to explain right now, I just gotta handle some business." I say back. "I love you and I'll see you soon be safe." She leans in the car and quickly gives me a hug before we pull off.