Toxic Motivation

Pathetic Pt 2

•RONNIES POV•

"I told her about a kiss - I didn't say the kiss we shared.. and I was actually talking about Willow!" I say lying straight through my teeth , Cyrus throws her head back almost in disgust, as she made a face.
"You's a lying ass bitch!" Cyrus shouted and I put my pointer finger up to my lips indicating that she was too loud and she repeats her self but in a more appropriate manner. "Okay I'm lied but I swear she doesn't have a clue.. but as for you - your acting like a fucking child! You walk around this city so tuff but over here being childish over a kiss , and this time you were the one who kissed me the fuck!" I say standing up.

She looks at me with coldness in her face and in that moment I felt a little scared "Ronnie sit ya ass down" she says without blinking , her tone.. was very polite yet alarming and I felt my stomach flutter , so I did as told and sit my ass down. I watch as she starts speaking but I couldn't hear quite clearly .. I watch as her chest pumps up and down as she took each breath. I slowly look up as her lips , as she spoke I slowly zone out.. "Well? Are you gonna say something?" She asked and I quickly snapped out of it , "I'm sorry I zoned out , can you please repeat what's you said?" I say looking her in the eyes and she looks away and takes a deep breath. "I said I know I'm the one who kissed you , I don't know what was going on in my head- sorry I did that .. I- I uh .. I'm actually embarrassed about it so if we can stop bringing it up now and act as if it didn't happen I'd appreciate it" she said in that same tone it took everything in me not to zone out again.. what's going on with me I thought.

"I'm sorry too" I say and she looks up at me and starts biting at her thumb "For what" she says as her eyebrows raise in confusion "Kissing you in the first place.. you've been nothing but nice to me- well in your own little way.." I say and she starts to laugh and I join her . After we stop I had to ask her something , "So .. why did you feel embarrassed?" I ask and she looks up at me "Really? I think you know the answer to that" she says looking me up and down and I make a face at her "What?!" I say wanting her to say it "Because bitch your a dyke! Now let's wrap this shit up" she says wiping her hands together as she stands up.

I sit there with my mouth open , "Bitch come on before Dave and Busters close" she said and I shake my head "I'm not going anywhere no more" I say kicking my shoes off "Girl you got a lil place and all of a sudden a homebody , let's go out!" Cyrus said and I shake my head "You boring bitch" she says and I suck my teeth "I don't give a fuck" I say chuckling.
"All right well let's watch that new movie I was telling you about" Cyrus says and I nod my head in agreement.

She walks over to the couch and sits down next to me almost touching my arm , I watch as she picks up the remote off the table and turns the tv on. I turn and look at the tattoo she had on her neck and she turns her head "What?" She says. "Nothing" I say looking back at the tv she goes to Netflix and starts to puts her info in "Is that a M or N?" She asks squinting a little "N" I say sitting back into the couch more. I started to smell her scent , Cyrus's natural scent always smelled like a light hint of ginger. She smells so good , that's when I got the hint of her cologne which was light as well but smelled really really good.

                                •CYRUS POV•

"That movie was real good" Ronnie says and I nod in agreement. I check my phone seeing a few people texted me needing some weed, I check the time seeing it was pretty late "You tired?" Ronnie says and I look over at her "Not really" I say lying a little.
"You wanna hop on the game or something?" She asks and I nod , I watch as Ronnie gets up and walks over to the PlayStation , turning it on. I get up and grab our empty plates to throw them in the trash. I walk back over to the couch grabbing my woods and weed off the table.

"So what we playing?" I say breaking up the weed and putting it in the wood. "Uhhh I got Fortnite , call of duty.. basketball.." she says looking over at me as she sat down , she passes me the red controller. I take it out of her hand and watched as she smirks , I look over at her confused but don't say anything. "Let's play COD" I say and she nods "Zombies?" She says looking up at me , I grab the blunt off my lap and begin to roll it.

"Don't matter" I say fixing the tiny hole in the blunt.
I get done rolling around the same time the game loaded up. "Pick ya character" I say , "Whenever I play I'm always the black guy" she says and I look over at her and laugh "Really?!" I say and she nods "Yoo that's weird .. me too" I say chuckling. I watch as she smiles "Yea that's a crazy coincidence" she says as I pick my character, I wait for Ronnie and decided I was going to spark the blunt now.

We played the game for about 40 mins before we both ended up dying on round 10. "Folks! We was fucking them up!" I say holding my hand out Ronnie laughs and daps me up "No real shit ! They lucky they had me in the corner , if we had two more players it would've been over for em" she says and I laugh "facts" I say yawning. "Yo ass tired now huh?" She says and I stretch "yeah" I say rubbing my eye.
"You can crash here" she says and I shake my head "Ima head to the crib" I say getting up , "You sure?" Ronnie says and I nod "Yea , I gotta do something in the morning too anyways" I say looking around for my keys which were on the table "Alright well get home safe" she says "I will.." I say grabbing my jacket. "Don't forget , your food" she says and I turn around "Now Ronnie .. you know I don't want that shit" I say and she laughs.

"Well I thought I'd ask.. so your not mad at me no more right? Like are you gonna answer my texts when I text you , now?" She says and I stood still with my hand on the door ".. I guess?" I say before quickly opening it and shutting it behind me. I jog down the stairs and quickly walk to my car. That girl acts obsessed over me I thought as I started my car up , I wait for it to heat up before pulling off.