Illusion of my dreams

What's mine stays mine

" idiots, hurry!"

Bills voice yelled trough the mansion, his boots audible from a far. I was tense. My eyes glared at the door keeping me away from all that noise. We were about to leave for the fight.

I felt tired and my head was spinning with dizziness. " fuck! Were gonna be late!" Bill shouted, his voice low. I wasn't capable of standing up anymore and just continued to sit in the corner of the bedroom, rethinking my life decisions. I knew Bill would go crazy if he knew I wasn't ready to go yet since he was in a hurry. Suddenly the door flew open and Bill barged in.

His eyes pierced into mine making me feel even smaller then i was already feeling.

" get fucking up you whore!"

He hissed at me.

He stomped over to me and snatched me by my hair before pulling me to my feet. I tried not to cry as he slapped me across my face.

" listen you bitch."

He murmured before leaving the room.

His footsteps faded away into the dark hall leaving me alone now. I inhaled deeply before making my way downstairs to the livingroom where everyone was gathering. " we're leaving now." Bill said as he grabbed his keys.

I looked over at Laure who was looking extremely anxious. I tried to get closer to her, unsuspiciously.

" Laurie."

I whispered into her ear making her wince.

" what?" She hissed back at me. " are you okay?" I asked. She looked down at the floor not responding. " Laure? It's okay to be scared." I comforted her. " yeah I know, it's just..what if we die?" She asked as we exited the mansion.

Fresh air blew into our faces as we invaded the area. " we won't, I'll protect you." I made sure. She smiled a bit before getting chucked into the backseat of Toms car.

I got seperated from her because Bill took my hand. He led me towards his hellcat. " what are you doing?" I snarled at him trying to free myself from his grip. " one car isn't enough to drive all nine of us." He chuckled before opening the car door for me. " so, we will be driving with four cars and I'm driving you." He pushed me into the front seat.

Bill shifted over to the other side of the car and hopped inside.

" let's do this."

He said with determination plastered on his face. His hands were tightly wrapped around the steeringwheel which made his knuckles grow white.

I was afraid of what we were going to have to deal with. I could tell from the way Bill spoke about the Bamboo Union that they were pretty dangerous. Bills eyes were locked on the empty street as he
drove away from the mansion.

I looked behind me trying to find the other cars. The only person I could look at right now was Laure.

She was the reason I held on. If I would find myself being all alone in this horrific situation I would just end my life straight away but right now I couldn't. I couldn't do it because of her, my best friend.

I glanced over at Bill, I tried not to admire his beauty since he was a horrible person and horrible persons aren't supposed to be this majestic.

Bill noticed me looking since he seductively glared over at me, playing with his tongue ring.

I quickly looked away and acted as if I had been staring out of the window the whole time.

" i saw you."

He muttered with a slight chuckle.

" what?"

I asked trying not to be too obvious.