Illusion of my dreams

Mabel

My eyes slowly opened and I found myself next to Erika who seemed to be unconcious. My heart sunk as I saw her face, pale and full of blood and glass. I couldn't exactly remember what had happened since it was all one big foggy memory.

I started to get worried as I noticed Erika's breathing slowing down.

Did anyone call an ambulance?

Did anyone notice us?

Did this even happen or am I dreaming?

Suddenly I felt stinging cramps coming from my stomach. I quickly looked down to see a big blood stain on my shirt. My heart started racing and panic fogged my brains.

The front windows were all shattered because of the crash we took and the glass had flew onto us as I must've braked. I felt sick as I looked back at Erika. Suddenly I felt a huge wave of guilt shower over me as I glanced at her.

Why did I even feel guilty? She deserved this all but something about her made me feel something. As if she had some sort of power over me, I couldn't let go of her anymore. I rested my head against the scratched leather seat which was the only thing keeping me warm. I allowed my eyes to close tightly and could hear loud sirens coming from a far. I felt so lightheaded and eventually drifted back into unconciousness.

I woke up by hands being placed onto my shoulders, slightly shaking them as an attempt to wake me up. My eyes shot open and I met gazes with a doctor who was wearing a blue suit.

" what?"

I mumbled as I looked around, remembering everything again.

A huge waterfall of memories crashed down on me.

" please help her."

I stammered with a shiver trailing down my spine as I looked over at Erika who was slowly bleeding to death. " fucking help her!" I yelled at the doctor who just continued to drag me out of my own car. " what the fuck?! Help her first." I muttered as I exited the car with the doctor. I had a throbbing headache and my heart was beating trough my chest as I got pulled away from the car, leaving Erika behind with some other doctors who were anxiously surrounding her.

My eyes were burning and I quickly blinked the sudden tears away. I felt so ashamed, I never showed emotions and I would like to keep that so.

The doctor placed me in the ambulance and gave me a bottle of fresh water.

" what's going on?"

I asked as I looked down at the bottle and back up at the doctor who was checking papers.

" you got into an accident sir."

He explained before throwing the papers into a small closet that was placed next to the brancard.

" I don't have to be here, I'm alright."

I hissed before standing up.

I pushed the doctor aside and tried opening the door, no succes. " sir lay down right now." He angrily snarled at me as he grabbed my shoulders. I was disgusted by his touch and rolled my eyes. He really thought he was all that. " what's going to happen with the girl?" I asked with a slight glance. " she's also going to the hospital, just like you." The tall doctor said whilst making his way over to the steeringwheel.

I sighed in disbelief as I heard him starting the ambulance and turning on its sirens, waking up the whole neigbourhood.

We took off and I fell asleep as we drove our way to the hospital. All my worries has disappeared for a second as my eyes closed. Peace was given to me but it got instantly taken away from me as I got brought inside by multiple doctors.