Illusion of my dreams

He has been acting strange

I walked my way to Toms room, guilt hovering over me. I didn't know why I felt like this?

I shouldn't be feeling this way, it isn't who I am. All I wanted was to speak with my brother right now. He would definitely understand my struggles. I neared his room and started hearing sounds.

" what the fuck?"

I whispered to myself as I placed my ear against the door, trying to hear what was going on. Finally I dared to open the door, my mouth fell to the floor. I was flabbergasted.

" Bill?!"

Tom yelled before pulling a blanket over him and someone else.

" get the fuck out of here!"

He screamed, fear strongly audible in his low voice.

" Tom? What are you doing?"

I said as my palms started sweating.

" none of your damn business, now get the fuck out of here you idiot!"

He shouted.

I just stood still in the doorframe, not knowing what to do. I had no idea who the other person was but I had some suspects. " dumb fuck, go away." Tom hissed as he peeked his head out of the blanket he had been pulling over his naked body.

I sighed before running out of the room, slamming the wooden door behind me as I did so. I rushed down the stairs, my eyes burning.

What was going on with me? I knew that girl wasn't Laure. Laure was inside her room with Erika, recovering. The first person to pop up inside my mind was Dia. She and Tom had been acting very strange lately, a bit too strange. I had been noticing them much more.

Tom was hiding something, or someone. I squeezed my eyes shut before sitting down on the couch, frustration building up inside of me.

Too much feelings were racing trough my body. I wasn't used to this, I never let my guard down. At least I thought I didn't. Erika ruined my life. She knew what she was doing, that little bitch.

The worst part about it was that somewhere, I kinda admired it. It felt good, but ofcourse, too good to be true. I never got good things so why would I get it this time? She isn't different from anyone else, she's just like the others, so no reason for this shit. I was confused.

•Toms POV•

" I'm gonna check on them."

Bill murmured before heading out. He had been giving me weird looks this whole damn time.

It felt nice knowing he wasn't watching every move I made. I could finally do whatever I wanted without having a pair of eyes on me. Dia looked at me, licking her soft lips.

I quickly looked the other way trying not to interact with her gaze anymore. Eventually the others made their ways up stairs so we were all alone now. I glanced over at her, playing with my lip piercing, admiring her face. " Tom." She whispered as she shuffled closer to me.

" Dia."

I chuckled whilst snaking my arm around her waist. " why can't you just fuck me already?" She sighed making me wince.

" what?"

I whispered being confused.

" you heard what I said."

She laughed as she twirled one of her beautiful black locks around her finger. " fuck me." She said whilst pulling my arm. " oh alright then." I smiled being completely ready.

We stood up and stumbled against the kitchen counter whilst aggressively kissing. Her lips touched mine, her hands placed on my neck. I started walking backwards, still holding her.