Illusion of my dreams

2:51 am

" fuck you!"

Tom yelled as he staggered back from Bills punch. My eyes had grown wide whilst they followed the interesting fight that was playing infront of them.

" stop please!"

I begged whilst tears streamed down my face as I watched the fight. Tom had fallen onto the floor with a loud thud and his nose was bleeding from the amount of punches he had accepted from Bill. Blood fell onto the carpet underneath him whilst he cupped his nose.

" that's what you get for raping my girl!"

Bill yelled before kicking Tom in his balls.

He groaned in pain as Bill kicked him. Tom didn't continue to argue, he had given up.

" get the fuck out of here!"

Bill shouted whilst strongly pointing towards the door.

Tom managed to get up, his nose heavily bleeding as he exited the room. Suddenly I felt strong pain coming from my leg. I had totally forgot about the wound that had formed down there since I was too focused on the fight. I quickly cupped the bleeding shotwound again and slid down the wall onto the floor. Bill stood infront of me, disappointment and guilt plastered on his face. I could tell by the way his eyes gazed into mine that he was deeply hurt.

I felt guilty as well but couldn't show any emotion since they were too vulnerable at the moment.

" sorry."

He sighed.

" what?"

I asked, being in shock at his words. This is the second time he had said sorry to me which was incredibly much If you think about it. Bill's a sadist, narcissist and an alcoholic so you wouldn't expect those words from someone so cruel as him but somehow he managed to utter them.

" I said sorry."

He confessed, shame showing on his face.

He walked over to me before allowing his bruised body to collapse next to mine. I couldn't hold back tears anymore and started crying. He quickly wrapped his arms around me, causing a form of comfort to surround my body.

" it's okay."

He started muttering whilst rubbing my back in circular motions.

" you're safe now."

His hand was holding my head whilst he pressed me agaisnt his chest causing my tears to soak his shirt.

" this wasn't how I planned your life to be."

He started.

" you weren't supposed to make it this far."

I was confused by his words.

He made a thousand of thoughts rush trough my head whilst I sobbed In his chest.

" sorry."

Third time?!

There was something wrong. It wasn't possible. He couldn't say sorry. He never means it. He gently allowed his hand to grab my chin and slowly lifted my head up to face him.

" you're too young to experience all of this."

He sighed whilst staring into my eyes, lust expressed on his pale face as he did so.

" sorry."

I suddenly said whilst more tears escaped my dazed eyes.

" I don't want to cause y'all trouble. I mean, I know I've been a pain in the ass lately, drugged, drunk, I don't know what I'm doing Bill, I promise I really don't."