Illusion of my dreams

Motel 6

Loud music filled the air and people were aggressively dancing to the beat whilst the discolights reflected onto us. After a few drinks I sauntered over to the bouncing crowd and quickly blended in. I allowed my body to dance and I tried to get all the thoughts out of my head.

The alcohol had managed to quiet down my mind a bit which was what I was hoping for and the music didn't allow me to think clearly so it worked.

Carefree I danced to the blaring music and laughed at women who passed me by.

I could notice people staring at me but I didn't really care anymore. Alcohol rushed trough my body and everything was a blur.

" let's go!"

I heard a man yell with cheerfulness in his voice as a new song came from the large speakers standing in each corner of the club.

He high fived his friends and patted their backs as they chugged back multiple drinks. I missed the times when I would get drunk with Bill and our own friends. I missed how easy life was.

I looked away from the friendgroup and started making my way back to the bar. I accidentally bumped into some girls as I tried getting to the bar.

" watch out where you're going!"

One of them shouted at me as I hurried away from them.

The blondines glared at me with anger.

I ignored their nasty stares and had finally made it to the bar. A bartender quickly walked up to me and took my order.

Whilst I sat down I could feel tears burning in my eyes again. Why couldn't I get her out of my head? Everything i did, she was still there.

I blinked the salty tears away and tried fogging my brain with more alcohol.

I drank and drank and drank until I couldn't feel my body anymore.

Everything had gone numb and the feeling of euphoria took over my mind.

I chuckled before stumbling away from the bar, leaving multiple empty glasses behind. I sauntered closer to the mass of people and joined the them as they danced. I couldn't physically feel anything anymore and I felt like some sort of floating body which wasn't real.

Nothing felt real at that moment and everything was silent. I couldn't even hear the blaring music anymore and I couldn't manage to see clearly anymore.

I had lost all my senses but I didn't seem to care. Suddenly I laid my eyes on a tall blonde wearing a beautiful black dress and chunky jewelry.

She instantly caught my eye and her beauty spoke to me. I licked my lips before walking over to her, not noticing a man had his arm wrapped around her waist.

" hello gorgeous."

I smirked at the woman.

She was so familiar but I was way too drunk to identify her. She didn't answer and her head hanged low.

" what do you want?"

The man snarled at me, protectively pulling the girl close to him.

" Is she taken?"

I dared to ask.

" you want her?"

" yeah absolutely."

I chuckled whilst checking the woman out.

That black dress was so majestic and her eyes were glowing as the discolights reflected onto them.

Her blue eyes.

" oh thank god, have her."

He replied.