Lovers to enemies- Bill Kaulitz

⭒ Lovely ⭒

I always wonder what type of person I am to everyone, including myself. I appear to be cold, unfriendly, and just invisible, But the truth is I have so many emotions; that's why when I'm alone in despair and I see Bill walking towards me with a bright smile, the real me reveals herself. Because I love him, I'm head over heels for him. My eyes unwind, and the feeling of bliss flows through my body. The best part is that he loves me, too. Or he used to.

2 years ago

Everything started around two years ago when I was 16 years old. I had just moved from Italy to Germany due to my parents' messy divorce. I had a hard time settling in. I was not being bullied or anything like that, but for some reason, I could never make any friends no matter how hard I tried, and home was not good either. I am an only child with a single mother who blames me for the divorce, so she always acts like I don't exist.

Eventually, all those events led me to emptiness and the need to be loved and accepted.

After a long day at school, I started walking home when, all of a sudden, I saw a random grown-up man checking me out. I decided to ignore it, thinking he would just go away, but that was not the case. I felt chills down my spine. His gaze was so strong that I started to walk faster.
I felt his hand grab my arm while his hands were covering my mouth as he pulled me towards an abandoned alley where there was not a single soul.

"Please let me go," I cried.
"Why would I? You are such a pretty girl; don't you want to be with an actual man?" he grinned while pulling my hair.
"Please, I won't tell anyone. Just let me go. I'm sorry," I said in desperation.
He had me pinned against the wall, and he knew he had power over me; I was too scared even to fight back because I knew I would lose.

I was terrified, and I started to look towards the entrance of the alleyway to see if anyone would be able to help me. All of a sudden, I saw a boy who was in the same grade as me. I wasn't sure of his name, but I saw hope.

"Help me! Please," I yelled as loud as I could , and sure enough, the boy ran towards us.

Boy: "What are you doing get off her!" He said while pushing the man.

"What the fuck! It's not even any of your damn business," the man said angrily, and before he could even grab me, my savior grabbed my hand. We ran away where more people were walking so the man couldn't follow us. We did not say a word. I did not know where he was taking me, but I didn't care. I felt at ease. I never believed in miracles, but this just made me know such a thing exists.

When we knew we had lost him, we started walking mindlessly. I looked up and started staring at him, making sure I got a good look at his face. He had jet black messy hair with an eyebrow piercing, beautiful brown eyes, and the prettiest pink lips. The way he dressed was unique, and I couldn't help but admire his beauty.

After a while of walking, he finally said, "Are you okay?",
"Yes, I think I'm fine. I'm just a bit scared, but where are we going?" I replied looking around.

I looked down and our hands were still together creating warmth, I stared at his big hands that somehow looked manly and started to blush.

"Honestly, I don't know, but let's just sit down in this park," he said, pulling my hand while walking towards a public park.

We sat under a tree, and then he spoke.

Bill: "My name is Bill, by the way; what's yours? And do you go to my school? I know I have seen you around."

Sera: "My name is Seraphina, and yes, I just recently transferred there," I answered, fidgeting my hands.

We stayed quiet for a few minutes before Bill asked, "Are you sure you're okay?" You are still kind of shaking".

Sera: "Honestly, I'm not. I just don't have the words for it, and I feel disturbed, but I know I will get over it eventually."

Bill: "Well, I will be here next to you until you feel better. Is that okay?" Bill replied to me.

"Yes," I said in a shy voice.

He put his hand on top of mine, and we stayed in the park for 1 hour. My legs felt weak that I couldn't stand up,I was shocked I never had anyone save me like that, risking their life along the way or even caring about me like he did. Even though we had just officially met, he still wanted to stay next to me, and for that, I'm grateful.

That was the day I fell in love with Bill Kaulitz.

Bill: "I want you to be safe, so..... how about I walk you home, Sera?" Bill asked while standing up and extending his hand.

Seraphina: "Are you sure it's getting pretty late? I don't want to cause you any more problems, and why are you calling me Sera?" I said, chuckling while getting up as well and taking his hand.
"He is such a gentleman my heart is melting" i thought

Bill: "It's your new nickname. Although I think your name is majestic, it's too long for me."

Sera: "It's getting cloudy. I don't want you to get stuck in the rain," I said, worried.

Bill: "Don't worry about me, sweetheart," he smirked.

Sera: "Let's just go," I said with a huge smile.

Maybe it was the amazing breeze caressing my face, or maybe it was the heat of the moment that made me grab his hand. I was really brave and proud of myself, but I also worried: What if he didn't want to hold my hand? I kept overthinking, but all Bill did was look toward me and give me a warm smile while squeezing my hand tighter.