Lovers to enemies- Bill Kaulitz

⋆ ★ Im Not in Love ⋆ ★

✧ Toms POV ✧

Throughout that whole event I kept quiet, I know why she did it, why she hugged me and I accepted it. Nothing mattered during that moment, for her it was just a facade but for me, it was more. Even though i felt happy, all my feelings turned into anger, how can she even forgive everything Bill does? It really pisses me off. I am sure that after this little stunt bill pulled sera wont take him back, and i would be so proud of her, but what then?
Unconsciously I walked towards George's house, I was thinking too much I didn't even notice but I know I need to talk to him.

✧ Knock Knock ✧

Georg: "Tom what a surprise, what are you doing here" he said holding the door open
Georg: "come in man, make yourself at home"
Tom: "thank you georg, im not sure but i really need to talk to someone" i said as i walked up the stairs to georgs bedroom
Georg: "Ofcourse, im all ears" he said sitting on his bed.
Tom: "im not sure where to start or what i even want to talk about" i said sitting down while fidgeting my fingers.
Georg: "its about sera right?" He said taking a deep breath.
Georg: "did you finally realize you have feelings for her?"
Tom: "Yeah" i said looking down at the floor
Georg: "i know tom, you are in a difficult spot, but im glad you realized, honestly everyone can tell" he said scoffing
Tom: " Deep down I always knew, actually I liked her first but she was with Bill and I couldn't do that to him" without knowing I started spilling all my feelings, those feelings that I kept quiet for years.
Tom: "No matter what i tell myself, no matter how hard i try im always there worrying about her. I hate that she's having such a hard time but im also mad at her for accepting it"
Tom: "i want to save her"
Georg: "what else?"
Tom: "i want to be with her"
Georg: "Tom you know that out of everyone im closest to you, I will always be rooting for you and giving you the best advice i can so you don't make mistakes" he said looking at the ceiling.
Tom: "i know, and i also don't want to be selfish, she loves bill, not me. Even if she did like me, I can't do that to bill, he will hate me forever"
Georg: "i want to give you an answer, but im also lost. I can tell you to wait before you make any rash decisions that will change everything, maybe let it play and just be there for her as a friend" he exhaled.
Tom: "Yeah i understand, it is for the best." I stood up and walked out of Georg's room.
Georg: "do you want to stay here?" He asked fallowing me out.
Tom: "no, i need to face bill" i said hesitantly.
Georg: "right" he said opening the door
Georg: "walk home safe" he said, with a smile that told me "everything is going to be okay"
Tom: "georg, you really helped me a lot, with just listening to me i feel liberated," i said smiling back.

I arrived home, it was around midnight and the house was dark. Maybe Bill went to sleep, I thought, and my heart felt relieved. As I walked towards my room I saw that the light was on and I felt uneasy, I knew what was going to happen. I opened the door and I found bill sitting in my bean bag, with a look of detest.
Bill: "you're home." He said with a heavy tone.
Tom: "yeah im sorry im late"
Bill: "where were you? Did you go see sera?" He said angrily"
Tom: "why would i do that? I went to see georg" I said matching his tone.
Bill: "Why were you with sera?" His anger was more than clear, but i kept quiet.
Bill: "I know you care about her, and i know you care about our friendship group"
Bill: "wait i take that back, you don't care, you just pity her" he said calming down.
Bill: "you did this so she would be distracted and wouldn't be as upset with me right, you did this for me"
Tom: "......" what is this man even thinking about??? Is he? Gaslighting himself?
Bill: "It's not like you love her so that must be the only reason, you wouldn't do that to your brother" he said smirking in relief.
Bill: "Anyways thanks for helping, she wasn't as upset and forgave me, we even made love (lie)" he said getting up and closing my door with a smile.
He walked away, without a chance to even say anything. He left behind air that took over my room with disparity, that's what he does. It doesn't matter if I'm his brother, and he's right, im not in love, it really is just pity.

٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡ wow bill manipulates very well ! Even himself (˶˃⤙˂˶) im sorry this was a short and boring chapter but i will upload the next one as soon as possible! ♡⸜(˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ i really appreciate the support and i want make this the best fic possible so after every chapter i will ask some questions to improve (๑•᎑•๑)