Lovers to enemies- Bill Kaulitz

⋆ ★ Hotel ★ ⋆

It was the day after, me and Cristina had woken up around 12 pm, i slowly get out of bed and checked my phone. I had a lot of missed calls and texts from bill, all saying how he was sorry and if we could talk.
Sera: "im going to go meet bill" i said with a sad and draining look.
Cristina: "do you want me to walk you?" She said wiping her eyes.
Sera: "don't worry im okay, i need a little bit of time to think"

I got ready and started to walk towards the hotel he was staying. What will i even say to him? Or what do i even want him to say to me. I don't want to think anymore, im tired of overthinking, im tired of being just a spectator. I don't deserve this it shouldn't be like this.

i arrived and I saw bill waiting for me outside, leaning against the wall, looking very handsome. I slowly walk towards him.
Bill: "sera"
Bill: "im sorry" he said with a sad face.
Sera: "im tired bill." I said avoiding eye contact.
Bill: "sera, i never wanted to talk to you that way, you must understand, I don't like when he's near you. You know he likes you and it gets me jealous"
Sera: "It's not that Bill! It's fine, i get it, but that's not what hurts me" i said holding back my voice and feelings.
Bill: "I don't understand sera, i give you everything" he said so defensively.
Sera: "Bill, i saw how you look at other girls"
Sera: "i see it all the fucking time, im not stupid bill! I saw you yesterday looking at that blond girl!. You used to make me feel like i was the only girl that ever mattered and now i feel like im just there." I said without holding back any tears.
Bill: "what are you talking about seraphina? All my attention is yours, do you just wish for more of me? Or do you wish for someone else" he said angrily
Sera: "Bill don't even turn this on me, where did you go yesterday?! When you disappeared. Where bill?"
Bill: "sera, do you even know what your saying? My manager asked me to sign some posters for some special clients, and that "girl" is our new tour manager" he said so angrily and desperately.
sera: "wha-" bill cuts me off

He aggressively grabs my face and kisses me deeply, and passionately. It felt so real. I was so angry at him for making me feel this way, but I couldn't stop kissing him.
he aggressively slams me to the wall and with one hand he pins both of my hands. I could feel his breath get more heavy, like he physically needed more and more of me. With his other hand he would run it through my whole body. It was so addictive. I pulled out of the kiss and he quickly grabs my face and pulls it closer for more. "I'm going to show you how much i love you Seraphina" he said. My knees felt weak and i also needed more. "Yeah?" i said smirking at him. I had forgotten all my anger, and exchanged it for erotic feelings.
Bill grabbed my hand tightly and he took me to his room which was on the last floor, with an amazing view from the city.
bill: "are you still angry baby" he said looking at me from up to down.
Sera: "i am" i said looking away
Bill: "good, I like when you are angry, do you want to hurt me?" He said while slowly getting closer to me.
I stayed quiet
He got right infront of me and pushed me towards the bed.
Bill: "yesterday you looked so good, i have been so desperate for you" he said while slowly biting my neck.

My skin got goosebumps by every kiss he gave me on my neck, it was such an addictive feeling. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment.
Bill's hands kept wondering lower and Lower, he slowly lifted up my skirt and started caressing my thigh and rubbing them faster each time, every stroke made us more desperate.

bill: "I love you" he said looking at me deeply with such love.
Sera: "i love you to" i said leaning more closer for a kiss.

This was something that i had craved for such a long time. Bill quickly took off my shirt and threw it on the floor, he also took out his shirt and his muscles were mesmerizing. I couldn't help but touch them. "do you like it?" He said smirking. I couldn't help but just keep quiet, and just get closer to kiss his whole chest. My body kept heating up by every touch. Bill pinned me down the bed, holding me tight, and pulled down his jeans. As he got closer to me i could tell he couldn't resist anymore.
The face he made was satisfying, i felt powerful. Every movement felt really good and I could tell he was enjoying it."Fuck" was all i could say, I couldn't help but bite my lip.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

Sera: "I really love you" i said while putting my head on bill's shoulder.
Bill:" i love you to sera" he said while kissing my head.
Bill:" i had an amazing time" he added
Sera; "i aswell, maybe we needed this" i said closing my eyes

≖‿≖  i hope this dirty chapter was up to standards although im a bit ashamed ('ー｀) ( ́ ◕◞ε◟◕') Also! I might not update in a few days because I'm going on vacation with my boyfriend ｡◕ ‿ ◕｡god forbid he knows i write this ( °̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥◡͐°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥) ( °̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥◡͐°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥)