Lovers to enemies- Bill Kaulitz

*ੈ✩‧₊˚Claws *ੈ✩‧₊˚

✧ Bills POV ✧

It was a normal day, and I was heading to my math class, when on my way there i spot a girl with red hair, i have never seen her in the school before. I walk faster to catch up while taking a closer look. Wow she's really beautiful.
Bill: "hey, are you new here?" I asked as I walked next to her.
Girl: "yes! I just transferred from Hamburg, my name is Olivia" she says with a nice smile.
Bill: "show me your schedule, i can show you around" i say.
Olivia: "you are so kind, i was actually lost, thank you!" she said as she hand me the piece of paper.
Bill: "oh we have a lot of the same classes, we can spend a lot of time together" i smirked.
Olivia: "maybe" she smiled shyly and continued to walk at my pace.

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It was Friday and today was my date with Seraphina, honestly I don't want to go but im sure she would be upset if I don't.
Olivia: "bill!" She said walking towards me.
Bill: "hello Olivia, how are you doing today?" I asked.
Olivia: "pretty well, but i have a favor to ask" she said looking at me with bright eyes.
Bill: "what would it be?"
Olivia: "Can you accompany me to a cafe?"
Bill: "Am I your only friend?" I smirked.
Olivia: "yes" she said with a smile.

Today I'm busy, but I really am eager to learn more about her, anyways I can be 10 minutes late and I'm positive Sera wouldn't mind.
We arrived at the caffe and kept talking, we found out so much about each other, she is a very interesting person and she told me she was a singer as well.

Bill: "Really? I'm also in a band" i said proudly.
Olivia: "No way! What's your band called? Wait i know, Tokio hotel?" She said smirking.
Bill: "So you knew who I was?
Olivia: "Ofcourse, I wouldn't have asked you to a cafe otherwise." She said calmly, taking a sip of her coffee.
Bill: "how about we go to my studio to see how well you sing"
Olivia: "i would love to"

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Time passed by fast, her singing was amazing and we kept thinking of ideas for future songs, I glanced at my phone and saw 13 missed calls from sera, when i looked at the time it was 16:35. "shit" i said running out the studio, Olivia fallowed. "What happened" she said confused and out of breath. "i had to do something" i said. "Go home Olivia we can hang out another time" I said as I locked the studio and went to search for sera, my love. I fucked up so bad.
The sun was still bright and I started to walk to her house, so I could at least explain and everything would be over. I'm sure she would understand, she always does anyways.

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As I was walking past the park close by sera's house, i saw a familiar face, it was sera. My heart stopped and I felt anger throughout my whole body, especially when I recognized Tom's back. I stood there like an idiot until I snapped back into reality. I rushed towards them and without thinking I pulled Sera off him.
Bill: "What do you think you're doing?!" I said holding her fragile arm tight.
Sera: "we were hugging?" She snatched her arm and  shrugged with a straight face.
Bill: "Tom, thank you for helping me keep sera busy, but you are not needed anymore. We are leaving" i said as I grabbed her arm again and turned around, not giving Tom a second to talk.

☆ Sera's POV ☆
"im sorry tom, im sorry for dragging you into this, im sorry for being selfish and petty" I thought as glanced back at tom, while bill was dragging me by my arm.
Sera: "where were you" i said in a cold tone, i harshly remove his arm.
Bill: "sera i was with a collaborating artist, it was work related, we were at the studio" he stopped walking and stood in front of me, caressing my face and tucking my hair on my ear.
Sera: "most of my day i spend it thinking about you, thinking about what excuses you would make and if i should forgive you. I thought about it so much, but now no matter if it's true or not, i feel nothing."
Bill: "im sorry sera, i promise we were really working"
Sera: "whatever bill, im going home im tired" i said as i waked away.
Bill: "sera wait! Let me stay over we can talk about it" he said fallowing me.
Bill: "sera" he said trying to walk faster to catch up
Bill: "Sera stop ignoring me"
Bill: "Seraphina!"
Bill: "Then do you want to talk about you and tom? Huh what was that about?" He said angrily as he stopped.
Sera: "oh shut it bill, stop acting like the victim, frankly it's getting old and its embarrassing" i said as I turned around and looked at him with disgust.

I arrived home, and I laid in my bed.
I did it, i stood up for myself, yet it doesn't feel as fulfilling as I thought it would. I'm lost. There are times when all i can do is just feel, but i wish i could translate those feelings into words, and understand them. Maybe that way i could know what to do. When it comes to bill im blind, im a complete idiot. I'm still in love with the person who saved me, and I Long for him, yet i have him. Everytime he flirts with a girl, everytime he makes a fool out of me i just stand there and take it, like nothing. Even the thought of ending things sounds absurd, what is wrong with me?
When i saw bill walking, peacefully, it pised me the fuck off. He knew I would forgive him, so I acted on impulse and made him jealous. I know Tom said yes, but either way i feel awful, i really don't deserve him. If only tom had saved me then, i know i would have been happier.

☆ Knock knock ☆

i snapped out of my thoughts and look at the window, it was bill. "what" i said as I opened the window. "Sera, can I come in your room and talk?" he said with an upset look. I paused and i was conflicted. "Fine" i said as i sat on my bed. "there goes my self respect" I thought as i cringed.

Bill: "im really sorry sera"
Sera: "for what? Be specific" i said as i looked down on him
Bill: "i have been a terrible boyfriend, im sorry sera, i know how excited you were for this date, and i ruined it all. I know I haven't been putting as much effort as i did back then, But i love you Seraphina, i really do, with all my heart. My job is busy, i have to constantly work hard, and have a good image. It's hard to balance it all, but either way it shouldn't be an excuse."
sera: "..."
Bill: "i know that's not all, my darling. You are the only one i have eyes for, and truthfully i always come back to you-"
Sera: "the hell does that mean??!" I said in shock
Bill: "don't misunderstand sera,i know you don't like it when i walk with other girls or hang out with them but they are just my friends, throughout my whole life it was just me tom, gustav and georg but now with the fame, i feel seen, I promise you are my number one and they are just fans who admire me, i wont make you uncomfortable anymore sera, just forgive me this once, please sera i beg you'
Sera: "I don't feel like im your number one bill" i said looking away.
Bill: " you are" he said getting closer, with his irresistible charming look.
Sera: "Do you promise?" I said as I couldn't help but blush.
bill slowly leaned and gently kissed me, i fallowed and we couldn't help but be overflowed by emotion. a few minutes passed. "Bill im really tired and i would like to be alone...just tonight" "sure my angel, i will visit you tomorrow" he said giving me a final kiss.

i laid back in my bed, staring at the ceiling and contemplating my choices, wow i really have no self respect ,bill i could never escape your claws, no matter my efforts.

(¬_¬")💢 Bill really thinks he can gaslight us (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ get a grip Sera!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ i hope you all enjoyed this chapter <3