☆ A few months later ☆
Sera: "our anniversary is close" i said with a warm smile.
Tom: "what?" He said chuckling
My heart stopped. I had forgotten, even tough we had fixed issues, bill is no longer by my side all the time.
sera: "im sorry tom, i just started speaking nonsense" my smile faded.
Tom: "is it because of bill? Where is he?" He said looking around.
Sera: "probably walking with another girl, its nothing new" i said with a straight face.
I went to class and put my head down, I can't be thinking of this. No. Either way its not right. I am his girlfriend and i feel like no matter what i do i am second, or not even.
This week its our anniversary and I don't want to give up. So I can't be focusing on the bad, i just need to do the best. Can.
RING
Class ended and i raised my head slowly, my cheeks all red and i turn to see the door, my eyes brighten as i saw bill waiting for me.
Sera: "bill!" I said as I raced trough the door.
Bill: "sera!, i missed you so much"
Sera: "i also missed you"
Sera: "have you given a thought on what to do for our anniversary?" I asked
Bill: "im sorry sera i have been so busy with the band but how about you planned it and i will be there Friday and im paying everything, i promise " he said kissing my forehead.
Sera: "deal" i said, i was so happy.
Since bill was busy, tom helped me planned everything, first we would go to a fancy restaurant, then we would go to an interactive aquarium, then to a movie and lastly to a park. I wanted everything to be perfect so i made a reservation and payed the tickets for the movies and for the aquarium.
It was finally Friday, our anniversary. The day i had longed came by in a flash.
Sera: "im so exited" i said
Tom: "i think it will go perfectly, bill is very lucky to have you" he said warmly
Sera: "thank you tom, you are always there for me, infact im so lucky i have you"
Tom: "i wish i- "
Sera: "who is that?" I said interrupting tom as i looked straight in the hallway.
I saw bill walking with a girl I haven't seen before, she was beautiful. Her hair was long and ginger, her make up was flawless and her body was perfect.
Tom: "i think that's the new girl, i heard she transfer schools" he said shrugging.
Sera: "oh" i was speechless, and Ofcourse i was uneasy, she was perfect.
Tom: "lets go this way sera" he said pulling me towards a different hallway.
Sera: "okay tom" I didn't know how to feel, should i be worried? I mean it was normal now but I can't shake off the feeling. I can't be overthinking now, today was going to be the key to repair our relationship.
Once i arrived home i put on my favorite song, and i went to shower. I put on the best clothes i have and made sure my make up was flawless, i took my time looking beautiful for bill, it was our first date in a long time and it has to be perfect. After i got ready i started walking to the restaurant, making sure i got 10 minutes early than our agreed time. I waited by the entrance on a bench and started using my phone. We agreed to meet at 13.
It was now the time and bill was not coming, but I don't expect him to be on time, and I don't mind waiting a few more minutes.
10 minutes turned into 20 and then 30.
Host: "I'm sorry lady, you must claim your reservation in 10 minutes if not we must give your table away" the host said with a sorry tone.
Sera: "im sorry i will, im just waiting on my boyfriend" i said, my eyes were burning, i wanted to yell and cry, but it would be to embarrassing.
Host: "don't worry m'lady i will make an exception and wait a bit more, how does that sound" she slowly smiles and pats my shoulder.
Sera: "thank you" i said with a smile and tears.
I was still outside, hoping bill would at least make it, he promised to be here. My tears couldn't stop and i started to cry slowly, i cover my eyes with my hands and i felt so hopeless, This is so embarrassing, I couldn't help to fall deep into my own self pity. "Sera?" I heard, it felt like someone came to save me, i recognized that voice and i felt a knot build up in my throat. I look up and its tom and georg. My eyes could no longer hold all the feelings that i had, and i started to cry, so much that my tears overflowed my eyes and I couldn't see. "Tom" I murmured. "Sera whats wrong?" Tom said as he quickly embraced me. I couldn't say anything, i just cried, his hand was placed at the back of my head stroking my hair softly. "Sera tell us what happened" georg said leaning in. "Bill didn't come" i said holding onto tom. They both didn't say anything. "Maybe he comes in a bit, don't worry you still have the rest of the date" georg said trying to comfort me. "The reservation will be canceled and im sure he's not going to, and i still have everything else reserved" i said crying more. Tom slowly pulled away from the hug and wiped my tears "don't worry sera, we can join you." Tom said looking at me deeply. Georg kept quiet and stared, "you should go with tom, i have an appointment later on today, otherwise i would love to go" he said as he stood up. "Okay " i said while wiping my tears . "I will catch up with you guys later then and Sera, don't feel upset" georg said as he hugged me. "Thank you georg" i smiled.
Tom: "lets go eat sera, i bet you are hungry" he said as he stood up and entered to the resturant.
Sera: "okay tom" I quickly fallow.
Host: "im glad your boyfriend made it!"
Sera: "my friend is joining me instead" i said while smiling.
Host: "well that's just better!" She said with a cheeky smile.
We talked and talked, but Of course it was nothing new, we always do, And Of course the food was delicious. Although my heart ached, I was happy. We finished eating and went walking towards the interactive aquarium.
Sera: "I love this place so much!" i said smiling brightly, "i adore fish and being able to touch them and feed them" Tom: "I'm so glad i joined you, i have never been here before" he said smiling.
Tom was so gentle with me, i could not wish for a better friend, even tough bill is not here i had so much fun.
☆ ☆ Toms POV ☆ ☆
I don't know why i said i we would accompany her. I need to keep my distance. She is my brothers girlfriend, but i always want to help her, no matter what. She was so upset and as a friend of hers its my duty to make her feel better, right? I see what bill does to her, and i just feel bad. That's all.
We had a very good time at the aquarium, and now we will go to the movies. I'm to nervous to actually pay attention to it tough, this feels like a real date and most of anything i feel guilty.
Sera: "how was the movie did you like it?" She asked
Tom: "it was really good" i said looking away.
Sera: "liar. You didnt even pay attention" she said smirking.
Tom: "im sorry sera i have just been distracted" i said laughing.
Sera: "what is it? You can tell me anything" she said with concern.
Tom: "do you think we should hang out like this? I said concern.
Sera: "Ofcourse! We are friends we can hang out, its not like we like each other" she said smiling
Tom: "you're right" i said with a forced smile. I was just thinking to much, to her this is nothing.
Sera: "lets go get some ice cream and walk around" she said pulling me by my arm.
Tom: "sure"
We went and grabbed icecream to finish the day. we walked around, the sun was setting and the breeze was light, we didn't need to force anything, we could spend days together and never get bored of each other.
Sera: "thank you tom" she said
Tom: "Ofcourse sera, i had a lot of fun to" i said looking forward.
Sera: "This to, but i mean you are always there for me when i need you the most, its like you always save me from the bad feelings" she said,holding back tears.
Tom: "sera-" i said, as I caught myself stepping closer to embrace her.
Tom: "im always here for everything" i quickly stop myself and step back.
She walked forward and hugged me tightly. She broke all the barriers i put. To keep myself sane.
Sera: "are you in my side tom? Or are you feeling bad for me and doing this for bill's sake." Even tough she was hugging me i could tell her expression changed.
Sera: "even if me and bill are going through a hard time, im not going to ask you to choose sides, but i trust you wont back stab me"
I stayed silent, it felt as the universe took a deep breath that stopped time, in the moment i was left confused but I didn't want the moment to stop. All i could do was speak my truth.
Tom: "I promise, sera im not going to hurt you ever" i exhaled as the relief of saying this left my body.
Sera: "Im going to be contradictory" she stopped for a second. "As my friend, can you do me a favor" she whispered.
Tom: "anything"
Sera: "can i use you, for only one time" her tone straighten, And i felt chills down my spine. This request made my heart beat faster and I didn't know what she was planing, it made me uneasy, but, i could never deny seraphina.
Tom: "you know the answer will always be yes"
Sera: "then lets stay like this for a bit" she said a she placed her head above my shoulder, getting more comfortable. Her hot sweet breath kept hitting my neck, and her arms gave me warmth. I couldn't help it , I tighten my arms that were wrapped around her and caress her.
⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ I'm back!! (╥‸╥)im sorry for not updating sooner, i actually wrote this part time ago but i was lost as to what direction the story should go, no matter what i wrote it just didnt seem good enough ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა non the less i will always try to find ways to improve the story ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ thank you for all the support, its the only thing that motivates me, i really really appreciate it,you lovely people ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡
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