✮ 3 weeks later ✮
I decided to ignore this feeling, i guess i have a few issues but i need to trust my man. Although it still doesn't feel the same, bill is caring and sweet to me but he has been using his phone a lot and he seems more detached from me. The band came back from the tour 3 weeks ago and it sometimes feels like he's still there. After that night tom has also been keeping a slight distance, maybe its paranoia, but I really notice these things. I'm not stupid.
Bill: "sera! My love" he says running up to me from his classroom
Sera: "bill!, how did your test go?"
Bill: "that doesn't matter, guess what i got a call from my manager. You know that concert in Milan? They said you can come with us". He said hugging me
Sera: "What!! That's amazing, im so exited to visit my old home" i said while we were walking towards the ceffeteria and sitting down next to the rest of the band.
Tom: "i heard the news im so glad you will be joining us" he said while eating his lunch.The rest of lunch i kept glancing at bill, but he seemed distracted by his phone. It was normal by now but it still made me a bit upset. I know he loves me still so I shouldn't be clingy.
✮ 1 week later ✮
The flight was short and the smell was nostalgic. This was my home, and although i missed it i came back happier than before. It was the day before the concert. Tom and bill wanted to explore the city and Ofcourse i took them.
Bill: "this city is amazing he said while admiring the buildings"
Sera: "just wait till you try this gelato, its the best one in the whole city" i said excitedly while entering the shop.saràphina? sei tu? *seraphina? Is that you?* said a male, with a deep but charming voice.
My heart drops, hearing that voice brought me so much feelings back, mostly nostalgia. I look at him. While just having a second glance, he confirms its me.
Seraphina, come stai? Non ti sento da tanto tempo, Tutto bene? *how are you? I haven't heard from you in a while, is everything good?*
he walks closer to me and goes in for a deep hug, he slowly pulls away and kisses me in the cheek, while staring at me with such passionate eyes. Bill, baffled and angry, quickly pulls me away from him and hugs me from behind, wrapping his arms behind my waist, like he was claiming his territory.
Bill: " so who's this sera?" He said without taking his angry glance off the man.
Sera: "bill, this is Lorenzo. My ex boyfriend" i said looking down at the floor.
Sera: "Mi dispiace di non avertelo detto, ma mi sono trasferito in Germania, È stata una decisione rapida e non ho avuto il tempo di salutarti" *sorry for not saying anything, i moved to Germany, it was a fast decision and I didn't have time to say goodbye*
Lorenzo: "Mi sei mancato, ma chi è?" *i missed you, but who is that?* he said staring at bill and then moving his glance to tom who was just watching and staying quiet.
Sera: "Lui è il mio ragazzo, si chiama Bill ed è suo fratello Tom" *he is my boyfriend, his name is bill and he is his brother, tom* i said while feeling bill's hug strengthen.Bill: "sera we have to go" he said staring at Lorenzo with a smirk.
Sera: "yes okay bill"
Sera: "Lorenzo, sono contento di averti visto, ma dobbiamo andare, ne parliamo più tardi" *lorenzo it was nice seeing you, but we have to go, we can talk another time* - i said while giving him a final glance and turning around.bill pulled me closer, and as we were exiting the store I felt a hand grab me, to stop me from going, i quickly turned around and see Lorenzo with a longing face.
Lorenzo: "Aspetta sera, possiamo davvero parlare di nuovo, che ne dici se mi dai il tuo numero?" *wait sera, can we really talk again, how about you give me your phone number*
Sera: "Non sono sicu-" i get cut off by bill
Bill: "don't touch sera with your hands" bill said shoving his hand away from mine.
Lorenzo: "im sorry man" Lorenzo said with very broken German.Tom started to walk out of the store while bill pulled me away from Lorenzo to follow tom. I was shocked a bit, it was a little overwhelming seeing my ex, but bills jealous side was really attractive.
Bill: "what did he tell you" bill said looking annoyed
Sera: "He just asked how i was, and if i could give him my phone number" i smirked, i added more fuel to the fire, i could have lied to make him less angry but i really wanted him to get more jealous.
Bill: " im glad we left" bill said while holding me tighter
Bill: "and you didn't give it to him right" he said with an angry face.
Sera: "Ofcourse not bill" i said smiling from ear to ear.
Tom: "i should of brought popcorn, i didnt know what was going on but the tension was like a movie" tom said laughing.
Tom: "but why was he so comfortable with you sera?"
Sera: "he was my childhood friend, even after what happened we always promised to care for each other" i said while glancing at bill, worried that he will get more mad.
bill: "well you can stop now, i will care for you. You really don't need him or to even know he exists." Bill said in an annoyed tone.Even thought, he is angry about it I'm grateful he cares, it reassures me more of our love.
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It was now late, and the band started to get ready to play, this time i waited backstage. As always the band gave an amazing performance and everyone was cheering for them. Time passed by quick and Ofcourse there was an after party, this would be my first time to join them, and i am very exited. It will feel like im getting closer to bill, in his own safe world.
But maybe it was a mistake after all.
≧◡≦ I'm so sorry if this was a little boring, but the next chapters are going to be way better! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧im already working on them (ミ ̄ー ̄ミ)

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