TERI MERI YAARI

~13~ heartbreak

HEYYAAA PEOPLE!!

HERE WITH THE NEW CHAPTER!!

IKIK ITS VERY LATE BUT UMM.. LIFE'S VERY HECTIC.. AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIND TIME AT ALL.. SO THE THING IS THAT- YEAH UPDATES MIGHT BE A BIT LATE... BUT I PROMISE TO COMPLETE THIS BOOK SO YOU PEOPLE WON'T BE BETRAYED HEHE.. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS HAVE PATIENCE AND VOTE.. YOU CAN DO THAT FOR ME RIGHT?

COPING UP WITH EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE RN IS BEING VERY DIFFICULT BUT I AM TRYING MY BEST TO BALANCE IT.. I HOPE YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND AND KEEP SUPPORTING ME CONSTANTLY LIKE YOU GUYS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DOING..

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KABIR'S POV:

I could see her face being with sorrow, and it would be a complete lie. Infact I could feel something piercing through my chest and making me bleed like there was no tomorrow. I just wished for her to notice that. I just wished for her to notice that even I hated that I have to cancel our plan. I was dying to spend my time with her as much as she wanted to. In fact I would love to shower all my time on her and only her. But right now, there is someone else who needs my attention as well, and I know if nandu knew about it, she would not at all feel bad.

And I do want to tell her, now is the best time I guess, as there is no one around us, I can tell her peacefully. I don't know how she's going to react but I will have to tell her no matter what. I started walking towards her, finally gaining the courage to tell her everything. And by everything, I mean a lot. 

me and Mihika have already shifted to calling from texting. We have each other's numbers now. And by looking at the amount of time we talk to each other, I don't why I feel this progress might lead us somewhere unbelievable. Somewhere I've always wanted to be. And now might be the chance. 

I mentally prepared myself for her reaction as I sat down beside her on the bench and she looked at me with sad yet curious eyes. This is what I like about her, no matter how sad or angry she is, she doesn't act on impulse, she always waits and listens to the reason behind whatever the incident is and then tries to understand it. I love this act of hers and hate it at the same time, because always being understanding isn't good. This could lead her to sacrifice or adjust on things that she shouldn't. But who was I kidding? ain't I an a**hole myself? ditching her like this for some other girl? but the reason is genuine. I wouldn't have left her if the reason wasn't genuine. 

I inhaled a deep breath and looked at her with a nervous smile. 

KABIR: umm, ok so I have to tell you something important and I want you to be calm while I tell you.

NANDINI: *sigh* I am always calm, Kabir. Just tell me whatever you want to. 

I nodded at her followed by a hard gulp. I knew she wouldn't scold me, hit me, neither would she tell me something that would hurt me. But still, even the thought of hurting her or her being in pain because of me didn't settle well with me.

But it is what it is, I have to let her know. 

My heartbeats starting racing and I was running out of breath. I held her hand slowly and gulped once again before speaking.

KABIR: Nandu, the thing is...

This was it. Go for it Kabir. 

KABIR: the thing is that... I have been-

*ring*

*ring*

*ring*

Shit! fvck! fvck! fvck! 

I'll kill whoever this is! 

I had mustered up courage all these days only to be freaking disturbed by this phone call. 
It better be important or else I swear I am gonna destroy someone or something today.

I retrieved the phone and checked who was it. But the name on the screen calmed my anger down. 

Yeah, it was Mihika. 

I looked at Nandu and I could already tell she was disappointed. I gave her a pleading look and said..

KABIR: its important. Please?

She just sighed and nodded while I went out and picked up her call again. 

What she said nearly made my heart stop. But all I know is, I had to be with her right now. This conversation has to wait. Once again. 

END POV. 

TIME SKIP

NANDINI'S POV:

Enough!

Enough is enough!

I don't even know what to say at this point. I am known as the most understanding person in our friends' circle, agreed. But everything has a limit and so does my patience. I was sad enough when he told me that we had to cancel our plan, or more like, HE had to cancel the plan that HE himself made. I was pissed off for real. 

But me being me, no matter how annoyed, sad or angry I was, nodded like a good girl and waited for him to continue his explanation. 

It didn't hit me hard when he told he had to tell me something. I had seen this coming from pretty far away. Because, its not only me who sensed the changes between us. He sensed it too. And now, even I think its high time to confront whatever this was and get away with it. It's better for me to confess my feelings towards him as well. This way, either I'll know if my feelings are going to be reciprocated or I'll atleast get a clear view so as to completely stop this shit and focus on my future. 

Though the thought of latter happening shattered me. 

I was patiently waiting for him to proceed when he sat in front of me but all he did was to get me even more enraged. Who the hell attends a call when something so important is being discussed? And what he did next broke the limit. 

He left.

That too without telling me. 

To hell with it!

This is too much! I mean, I've been trying to be supportive and understanding all this while and all he does is leaves me in the school all on myself and proceeds to go somewhere that he claims is very important at this point. 

More important than me. 

And I just felt sad and broken. 

I looked at the text he sent me 15 mins ago and let out a huge sigh. 

Keep the window open tonight. We'll continue this later. Gotta go somewhere that's really important.