Beyoncé
At home
"Beyoncé I'm sorry please forgive me, i feel so bad for let my husband get to you." Kimberly has been calling me on some text app number.
"Call me again and I'm gonna get out of character stop fucking calling me bro." I said hanging up.
I was in my bed watching tv and this stupid ass girl won't stop calling me. I'm so close to calling her out of her name and I'm really trying not to.
I just want to be at peace but she just won't leave me alone. I wanna get my one on one with both her and her husband two mentally ill motherfucker. I'm going to get my day with him though, trust. He don't know what he got himself into just watch.
I'm going back to work tomorrow and I'm happy, I can't wait to be back in the gym with the girls. The game is what I live for. I have physiotherapy later today.
I'm hungry right now and I don't know what to eat. Uber eats is expensive as fuck on the other hand I do want Onika to come cook for me but I know I'm going to have to do a lot of begging.
Speaking of onika I really like her but it's like I know she doesn't wanna cross that line with me but I mean we already took it there. She knows her self worth and that's one of the reason I like her and behind the mean demeanor she's one of the sweetest souls you'd meet. She's also family oriented and love hard.
And I'm just me a broken soul I've never been loved properly by anyone that I've been in love with it's always some shit with them and it's tired to always try and see the good in people and there's no good in them.
I know sometimes I'm too selfless and I need to be more selfish to protect myself from these fucked up people. I just want to be loved right and experienced a love that was made for me I want someone that is willing to compromise with me and fight for what we have is that too much to ask for?
Understanding the person you're with is very important and one of the things we fail to do, nobody wants to take time and get to know each other then when they end up in relationship they are regret it.
Like love is not as hard as people make it out to be, because if you love someone things come naturally and won't feel like work. It's something that you're willing doing because it makes you happy making them happy cause you know that they would do the same for you.
I'm a sucker for love and in this generation that's like a curse, a lot of these fuckers don't appreciate that.
I finally got out of bed and went to the bathroom to freshen up I know the midget will be here soon and she's grumpy and I don't want deal with that right now.
When I finish my hygiene, I sat on my bed and went to TikTok to watch some videos. I was scrolling for about an half an hour and I got a call from the midget.
"Bey I'm outside and I'm not-" I didn't even let her finish I hang up the phone I don't got the patience for that shit. I took up my wallet and key and head to the pantry and took up a Welch snack and a Gatorade.
When I open my door and look in onika car I can see she furious I started laughing. I locked up my house and got in her car.
"Listen here you big ear, long neck, small teeth Fiona looking-"she said while pulling off.
"Fiona is a reach, but go off."
"I don't give a shit don't hang up on me again, I don't do no shit like that to-"
