TPOT has been cancelled due to health risks, and Two does their best to be optimistic. Receiving support from friends can sometimes lead to more problems
Warnings!!
This book contains gore, violence, themes of ED's and other disorders such as BPD a...
warning: this chapter contains mentions of murder/death
Prison was awful. Four had caused so many problems with the other inmates that he was isolated almost all the time. No cell mate, sitting alone, under a constant watch. He was pissed at everything. He always avoided me, not even glancing at me. I didn't want to be around him either, so I didn't push my luck this time. Maybe if I had done that to begin with, all this wouldn't have happened.
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On that first night, after Four had been dragged off, I was led to a cell that I was gonna stay in until further notice. I sigh at the sight of that shaky blue form sleeping on the bottom bunk as I walk in, the door being closed and locked loudly behind me. I did my best to be quiet as I climbed onto the top bunk, running through the events of the past week. I felt my eyes tear up as the weight of everything hit me once again.
I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X.I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X.I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X.I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X.I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X.I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X.I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X.I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X. I killed X.
I. Killed. A. Person. I ruined my entire future and ended another's with a single motion.
I invaded these people's lives and made it all come crashing down.
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Beep...
Beep.... Beep...
"He's dead brah.." "He's not dead you idiot, the heart beeper thing is still going." "Oh.."
Muffled voices came from off to the right, slowly becoming clearer. I tried to move, but a horrible pain shot through my body, so I opened my eyes slowly, squinting to the bright light of the afterlife. No, this wasn't the afterlife.. This was a room. A hospital room. I caught a glimpse of something blue moving on my right, and my stomach dropped. Four? I wasn't sure if I was scared or happy to see him again, but I couldn't help but notice my disappointment when Six leaned close, wide eyed and studying my face.
"Holy shit he's awake!" He turned to.. Nine? I couldn't turn my head to look, but the voice sounded like hers. "Holy crap brah.." Nine came into view. I didn't die? Where was Two? Why did these two stay with me?? A million questions ran through my head as Six waved impatiently at me, Nine coming up next to him and frowning. "Helloooo? You alive??" Six asked. "Whatt.." Was all I could get out, completely confused.
I ran through what happened last night- last night? What day was it?..... I ran through what happened that night; I got into an argument, got pushed, and got hit by a car. Jeez, that's embarrassing. I forced myself to sit up, pushing past the pain. I wasn't going to let myself be some kind of vegetable, waiting for these nurses to come baby me.
Seeing the confusion on my face, Nine explained her point of view. I wasn't even listening, I was too focused on if my insurance would even cover this visit.. And if Two was alright.. I didn't need Two, nor Four, nor Six or even Nine. I was perfectly capable of taking care of myself. Interacting with Two was what got us into this mess in the first place. Why did I feel bad for them?
