❝Chapter 17❞

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╰┈➤Awful memories.

╰┈➤Awful memories

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Alastor's POV

My neck was tied so that they can ensure me everywhere in the hotel. This fucking sucks i wanna scream out loud, or murder someone brutally.

I hissed and locked myself into my room without a single word to anyone. He's Lucifer, the king of hell, my power is nothing to him also he sealed my powers, the deals from Husk, niffty and the others was destroyed by him.

"(Y/N)..." I crazily mumbled her name again.

It's been two months when Charlie freed her from here. I could no longer sense her here in hell so probably she's above the earth.

Charlie is eager to change my ways. Since then i avoid talking to her or to anyone in this pathetic hotel. I held my head with the both of my hands thinking about (Y/N) again.

I can't say it but i admit that everything that had happened is all because of me. How is she now? I am pretty sure she's also pregnant with our child, again. A hellborn one.

I showed a hopeless smile and laid my back on the door, closing my eyes thinking of how i should renew this.

Shall i accept Charlie's offer to be redeem? If that will happen, i will definitely be free from this prison.

Dreams, voices and hallucinations started to eat me up, "fuck." I curse whispered i didn't get out from my room from the moment she left hell. I want to cut this smiles, i want to cry but I can't even tho my chest hurts.

I heard a knock on my door, i wonder who is it? Lucifer concealed my powers alright. Then i unlock the door and saw Charlie, "Al, someone wants to see you." She said, my eyes widen wishing that it could be her.

Charlie led me to her office and saw.... "Rosie?" I called, "Alastor!" She ran up and hugged me.

"I was worried about you! what happened to you Alastor?" Rosie's voice was full of concern. I didn't answer until she stopped hugging me.

"...." I look on another direction, Charlie cleared her throat and said, "I will leave you first.." and left.

"Please Alastor, tell me." I sighed and closed my eyes, "I'm sorry Rosie... I need (Y/N), I love her so much and I've become even more crazy with my love for her." I was having a mental breakdown until Rosie hush me and embrace me again.

"That's not love Alastor, I hate to break it to you, but that's called obsession."

"I don't care! I want her here, I won't be okay without her! It's been months since she came out of hell! I have nothing against Lucifer's power." My eyes were in tears, Rosie understands that even when I wear this fucking smile it hurts me.

"I'm here Alastor shh." she rubbed my back gently while i sobbed. "If you really love (Y/N) that much..." That's it and his true aura came out, I can feel it. "... I can do something Alastor, listen."

After an hour of conversation, I realized that she was right, Rosie was right even though it was disgusting to do.

'Pretend to change... Even if I don't want to.'

Evilness can't resist me. I want her back. That's right, I'll just pretend that this plan works, in order to get out of Lucifer's hands, I have to do it.

"Also Alastor," Rosie began, "You need to transform into a human." Rosie smirked evilly.

I grin to her, "Of course, it's easy to do!" I laughed a little. Good thing Charlie's father isn't here, he went out somewhere else.

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Your POV

It's been months since i escaped hell and i managed to turn myself into a Human. I missed this old self of mine thank Charlie she lend me the book.

I got accepted into a nearby job and temporarily got an apartment. The job is easy, especially if you're a maid into a café beside your apartment.

The world is modernized, their transportations and gadgets are slightly new to me since Hell has their own modernity as well. Earth sure changed a lot, kids are spoiled and teens destroying themselves in liquors and bars.

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It was 8 in the evening, i went back to my apartment and locked it. I sighed and walked directly to the bathroom.

Calming myself, water runs down on my body and gently touched my neck. Alastor bit it and caused a bruise on it. Rethinking everything

Please, I want to forget those nightmares. Thanks to Charlie I got out of hell.

Alastor... No, I don't want to remember anymore.

(Let's assume that this is your theme song for the both of you)

After taking a shower i changed into my PJs and hop on the bed, turning off the lights and stared at the ceiling.

I rolled over and hugged my pillow to fall asleep. As i was trying to sleep i feel someone's embrace behind my back, "You're not fully dressed without a smile."

'Al?'

I quickly turn around and saw no one. I groaned and shook the thoughts off, "Get out from my mind Alastor... I don't need you." Lies. "I don't need your fucking presences..." Lies.

'Must i keep lying to myself?'

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