Under The Sunset (Stan x Reader)

Complicated

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"Mhm,"

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I groaned and turned over reaching for my buzzing phone. It was another day, another morning, only difference is a white light was shining slightly outside my black curtains since it was early and rained all night yesterday.

I blinked looking at the timer that had went off. "Fuck my head," I muttered grabbing it and then wincing. That's what I get for downing several bottles of alcohol again.

After what had happened with Y/n yesterday the guilt I was feeling was strong. And me being me I took it out on myself and drunk myself to sleep. I couldn't get the face she made at me out of my head, she looked so disappointed and fuck that hurt.

I didn't know I could get hurt by her like that.

Then again I didn't take in account I'd like someone like this again. Y/n makes me stupid when it comes to my emotions.

But I'm not apologizing for what I did. Kenny had it coming...After all I had given him multiple warnings so I feel like what I did was deserved. I don't like how touchy he gets with her, and she should see that too. She's my girlfriend not his.

...I should have did the same to Tolkien when I noticed him getting close with Wendy. I balled my fist, maybe she wouldn't have left me for him. If I'd have kept him away she wouldn't have even had the thought of cheating right?

Whatever, it doesn't matter now does it? What's done is done and I'm over whatever we had. I need to start getting ready for my group. I think we were gonna teach them to make food outside or something?

Carefully I began to get up grabbing an outfit and walked to the bathroom downstairs. As soon as I walked out of my room the light hit me and I hissed. "Fucking Christ-" I walked down the stairs rubbing my eyes.

I walked past the couch heading to the bathroom and paused mid way through noticing my red and blue hat on the couch and I grabbed it taking it with me.

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"And that concludes our morning fun. Now who's ready for food?" Bebe asked smirking and the teens around me perked up. That's one way to get rid of the exhaustion in them.

As we began walking back I was suddenly tapped on my shoulder. "Hey can we talk?" Kyle asked me and I took my headphones off. I looked him up and down and sighed.

"What is it Kyle?" I asked finally when the campers were out of earshot. "Are you okay? I know you're dealing with a lot and I just wanted to ask. You've had your headphones on all morning," The redhead asked me and I crossed my arms. "If you mean the whole Stan thing I'm angry about it yeah... It's not the only thing but you know," I replied and we began walking again but slower.

He paused and looked at me, "If it's not too much to ask. What else is bothering you?"

I looked at him and then glanced to the muddy ground under my boots. It reminded me of when I first came to camp and how I would be leaving soon. "My family," I said and he raised an eyebrow.

"There's just a lot going on back home. A lot of shit I have to fix and deal with you know?" I continued. Then my eyebrows furrowed, "I just don't know if I'm ready to go back to all of it."

He hummed, "That's fair, life is the worst."

I blinked and looked at him, "No advice that's a first. Is it only exclusive for Stan?" I joked and he chuckled. "No- It's nothing like that, it's just I don't wanna give my opinion on something I hardly know about. I know Stan, but I don't know you that well. But knowing you as I do so far, it's probably just as difficult as Stan is alone," He smiled slightly and that got me to laugh.