Long time No see

Her pov

"Baby, wake up you still haven't decided what you're wearing in engagement?" My mom's angelic voice comes to my ears
"Mom please let me sleep " I yawned and was about to sleep just to get smack on my ass from one & only, Mads
"Ouch"
"Get up drama queen it already 11 am and Mahek is going bananas over your dress, " she said looking confused at why my family was creating a ruckus about my dress.
My mom explained, "Because Madison, marriage is celebrated like festivals in India. Not only the bride and groom but the whole family involve in this & knowing Mahek, she is a perfectionist and she wants everyone to look damn good at her wedding. And this girl here" Mom said smacking my head " didn't even decide what she was going to wear. Poor Mahek taking stress for nothing " my mom glared at me
"Ok Mom I will go today " I yawned again. I am so tired, Mads & I were watching Vampire Diaries last night. But she ditched me, she told me she was going to get some snacks from the kitchen but after half an hour she didn't come, I went to check on her and there she was blushing at my brother's flirting skills, I decided to leave them alone and I started my series and one after one episode, I lost the track of time and now this is my state.
I took a shower and got ready for the shopping and dressed in a casual top and pants

At the breakfast table,
I took my seat beside my dad,
"Good morning princess, where are you going?" My father asked looking at my outfit
"Shopping Dad" I sighed, I hate going shopping for traditional clothes.
My dad laughed looking at my bored expression
"Ana, I will not tolerate this attitude, tomorrow is my engagement & you didn't even pick up your dress" Mahek said shaking her head in disappointment
"Sorry di, but don't worry, I am going today, I will come home with a dress" I assured her, she was still looking not sure
"Who are you going with, Princess?" Dad asked
I was about to answer when the gate of the dining room opened and there was Ahaan standing 6'5ft tall, all in black looking smoking hot. Rolex watched on his wrist, one look from him, any girl would be on her knees for him.

It reminds me of the time when we were in school, he was hot at that time also and looked so much more mature than other boys. He never used to talk unless it was needed. Even though he had friends most of the times he was quiet even when everyone was talking and gossiping. He never used to take part in any gossip or conversation if that was nonsense. He has always been this cold and calculated type of person. Nobody can tell what's going on in his head. Every girl was dying to date him. I even saw him taking girls in his car, after looking at that my heart hurt but I still didn't give up. I still wish why didn't I give up. How did I even think he would say yes to me, to that ugly, fat pimply girl. I got so much better as I started taking care of myself but still the heartbreak & lack of confidence is still there. I still remember his words. I always thought he was cold and calculated but not heartless, but that day he proved me wrong, he was heartless, rude and cruel. He never talked to anyone in this manner even with his enemies but with me, he looked at me as if he was disgusted by me. I could never forget that moment, that moment was the actual start of my misery. I don't blame him for everything that happened as I had been bullied by everyone way before & I took it all without complaining, but after that day, I felt like I was broken and after that severe bullying, I lost all my hopes and dreams and decided to not to stay here anymore. The memories of those days still sent chills down my spine.