Long time No see

Micheal pov

You know there's always someone in society for whom people used to say that you should stay away from that person and in my case that person is me. People around me always used to say that I'm mad & crazy. They tell their kids to stay away from me but what's wrong with me? It's just because I like boys. From the start, everyone used to stay away from me when I showed interest in someone who was of my gender. Even my friends started staying away from me as they feared that I might get a crush on them or that I made them gay as being gay is some disease.

At first, I was hiding things perfectly then I met a man who was around my father's age, he got it that I love boys. At first, I was really happy that he understood me and that I could tell him everything but I was wrong. One day he took me to his house and raped me the whole night. I was helpless and before I cope with the thing that this person I trust was a monster, I got raped. In the morning he threw me out of his house. I cried on my way home as I reached home.

My mom opened the door and saw my condition, she thought I was out all night, I must have been with my friends or I was in bad company but she didn't know that what happened to me was worse than being in bad company. She was scolding me and suddenly I started crying loudly. She looked at me and she realised something was wrong and she asked me. I got so weak that I told her everything.

First, she got stilled, she was seriously listening to me. I thought she would feel sympathy towards me or she'd hug me and tell me that she was going to put that man in jail but instead, she held my hand and took me into the storeroom and turned on the lights. She locked the door of the storeroom so no voice could go outside of the room. I looked at her and her face was looking so angry like psycho angry. I got scared looking at her face. She came towards me and started hitting me, and she started slapping me, I cried and told her to stop but she didn't. When her hands got tired, she started hitting me with a rod.

I was crying and shouting and telling her to stop but neither she was listening nor anyone could hear my voice as the door was locked. She was cursing me that she was ashamed that I was her son. Like how could her son be gay? She was hating me for that. I was bleeding but no one was there to help me. Dad was out on a business trip and Victoria went to summer camp so only me and mom were alone at home. She kept me in the storeroom for two days straight without giving me food and she didn't even give medical kit.

For two days I was in that dark room bleeding from head to toe. No food no light only the sound of my ragged breathing. After two days, she let me come out but she threatened me not to tell my dad or anyone, if I ever said anything, she was going to do worse. It continued for 2 years, dad was mostly out for business purposes so Mom used to beat me for her satisfaction and Victoria was always in some camps or classes.

Those two years were so traumatic for me after two years Dad started noticing things & then one day Dad got to know that Mom was mentally unstable and he also got to know that Mom used to beat me, he got so mad at her and now Mom is in custody. She has been in life imprisonment and finally, I was relieved but after two years of torture, I was not the same anymore. My thoughts, behaviour, mindset, mental state everything changed.

I started hating women except Victoria. Everything about women's just pisses me off. Dad and Victoria both were ok with me being gay but people around us are not. So we shifted from place to place. Dad admitted us to school and then for the first time I saw a guy, the definition of the perfect man. His height, personality, style etc everything attracted me towards him and that guy was Ahaan.

He was so different from other boys like so mature and always said things at the right time no mask nothing so pure and simple. He was like that. I started following him, noticing him. Every girl was head over heels for him and I hated that but he never showed interest in anyone except her. Each & every day I got so obsessed with him that even I don't know the limits of my obsession.