In the heart of darkness

13

  I can feel our connection strengthen and solidify, all he had to do was mark me back and they would never be able to hurt us by keeping us apart. I turn on his knee making sure to wiggle my ass just a little and I smile when I feel his struggle.
 
  He wanted to touch me just as much as I wanted to touch him. I could feel his urge grow so I subconsciously pushed my shoulder against him so he knew I wanted it to. Then he snapped and he sunk his teeth into my shoulder and I moaned. If I thought it was good before it's nothing like now. My hips buck against him as he takes my breath away while also pissing my parents off but now I didn't care. I would follow the rules as long as I had him.
 
  As I helped mum with breakfast all I could think of was the time I had wasted hurting him. He was mine and I was his and I was so stupid to think any different. My body craved him. It felt like we were magnets attracted to only each other and the longer we went without touching each other the harder it was to focus. I needed him like I needed air and without him I'd never breathe right again.
 
  When the food was finally done I ran to the table as he opened his arms. I jump on him, straddling him and sinking my lips against his. He chuckles against my lips as I sigh in relief burying my head in the crook of his neck. His grin lights up his face, I've never seen him smile so much ever, but I loved that I was responsible for that.
 
  "Ewe can you both get a room seriously your ruining the pancakes"
 
  Lexi snipes at us, I roll my eyes
 
  "No there is no way in hell they are allowed near a room with closed doors ever"
 
  Scott snaps at her
 
  "Ok put each other down and eat"
 
  But I don't want to move, I pout, not liking the thought of sitting on anything that isn't him. Before I can move he piles food on 2 plates and pulls them over as his grip on my waist tightens
 
  "It's fine she can eat on my knee"
 
  I grin while digging into the food and I moan. Damn but I did love food. I devour it only stopping when I notice Carter hasn't eaten a thing, he was so busy looking at me
 
  "Why are you not eating"
 
  I mindlink him, He swallows a lump in his throat as his eyes watch as I bite into a large chunk of pancakes
 
  "Because I can't get the image of you putting stuff in your mouth out of my head"
 
  I choke on my pancake as it goes down the wrong hole, I cough and splutter as I try to take a breath. Carter panics and hits my back as mum hands me a drink.
 
  "Damn are you ok?"
 
  Finally the pancakes moves on and I take a gasp of air
 
  "What have I told you about eating so fast"
 
  Dad scolds me, if only he knew why I choked and I couldn't help myself as I threw my head back and laugh.
 
  "Real damn smooth carly"
 
  Cleos attitude just makes me laugh harder banging the table
 
  "You are crazy, eat up slower this time"
 
  Carter pushes the plate towards me and suddenly I go bright red at his eagerness. He smirks, digging into his own pancakes, giving me a chance to breathe.
 
  "Any idea what you want for your birthday Carter?"
 
  Mum asks him getting my attention, he shrugs
 
  "No you know I don't care about that stuff mum"
 
  She grumbled something rolling her eyes as I finish up. I get up taking my plate to the sink and I start cleaning up thinking about Carter's birthday. Carter grabs the rest of the dishes and he starts to help me as our parents go out to smoke
 
  "You don't need to get me anything, the fact that I have you means I have everything i've ever wanted"
 
  I smile turning to him
 
  "Why did you wait? How did you have all these feelings for me and watch me walk away from you over and over again?"
 
  He looks surprised by my question, turning to dry the dishes
 
  "Because I loved you so much it made it easier to watch you walk away. I knew one day you would be ready but I didn't want you to lose you in the middle of all the responsibility. I lost my innocence the day you were attacked in the park at Ashley's place. After that moment everything was different and it never should have been. But I don't regret it for a second because you are the most important thing in my life and you always have been. So I knew you would come back to me someday. I just never realised how good it would feel on that day."
 
  He drops the last of the dishes on the counter for dad to put away and he grabs me around the waist and he kisses me. I moan as I taste the strawberry syrup on his lips mixed with his own strawberry scent. His tongue prods at my lips as he pulls me tight against him. I open my mouth accepting him, I groan when I taste him, then suddenly he lifts me into the air and he places me on the countertop. I wrap my legs around his waist pulling him closer as I devour his mouth as my own, memorising every touch and locking it in my brain to enjoy later.
 
  It's like the world fell away around us, nothing but us existed. I didn't care about the rules or my parents. I didn't care about the world or it's problems. I care about him and me and our connection. It was like an electric current shooting through me and into him connecting us and making us one. Every touch I felt twice. I knew what it felt like for him to touch me just like I knew what it felt like to be touched by him. Nothing else mattered but us.
 
  Well until I'm suddenly yanked backwards, a ferocious growl rips out of Carter's chest as he snatches me back and holds me tight to his chest as he glares at Daniel behind me.
 
  "Don't touch her"
 
  "Well stop touching her so much! Pg-13 means pg-13, this is not the definition of pg-13"
 
  "And what is the definition of it in your opinion?"
 
  Carter snaps back holding me close to his chest as our parents walk in from outside
 
  "I'm not sure to be honest"
 
  Mum groans rolling her eyes
 
  "They are allowed to kiss, even if it's gross but they are allowed to kiss, hold hands, sit on each other. Lay beside each other. But that's it"
 
  "Now that we have established that can you all go away so I can continue"
 
  I snap at them all mum snorts shaking her head
 
  "No you need to get ready for school in your own damn rooms"
 
  She points between us. I huff rolling my eyes but I jump of the countertop and I walk upstairs, shadowed by my dad
 
  "Are you seriously going to follow me upstairs?"
 
  "Yes I need to make sure you shower in your room"
 
  I rolled my eyes, they were all ridiculous.
 
  ''Oh really? And If we had free reign what exactly would you both get up to in a shower''
 
  "I thought you were on my side"
 
  I say back at Cleo slighly
 
  "I am, but you are still young"
 
  "Don't be Ridiculous"
 
  I answer stomping upstairs and I head for my closet pulling out some clothes and laying them on the bed. I have a quick shower and I get dressed deciding on a blue flowy flower summer dress and my doc martens. I let my long hair fall naturally, pulling just a little back and securing it with clips. I added a little mascara to open up my eyes and finish with some lip balm.