In the heart of darkness

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  My mind closes and my eyes open as tears stream down my face. He had never shown me that before and I was completely blown away.
 
  "You see, it's always been me and you against the world"
 
  He whispers I nod my head unable to talk so instead I smash my lips against his own, pushing him back against the couch. He moans, grabbing my hair in one hand and my ass in the other. I take control of the kiss and I show him that I am his and he is mine and nothing or nobody could or ever would ruin that for me.
 
  I pull on his bottom lip so he would open his mouth, when he does I deepen the kiss immediately. My heart felt like it was going to explode because I love him so fucking much.
 
  My hips move against him as I tangle my fingers in his hair. I opened myself up to him completely and I projected all of my feelings into him. I show him everything. I show him the love I have always had for him, the love that I thought didn't exist but really I was just living a lie. I have loved this boy every damn day of my life even when he drove me crazy and now it's like it has multiplied. It had grown larger and larger. So big I couldn't contain it, I couldn't describe it, I could only show him.
 
  He moans as all my thoughts flick through his brain. Every memory and hidden feeling. Suddenly I'm on my back on the sofa with my legs around his waist. One of his hands ran down my face as the other ran down my body and over my ass. He squeezes it pushing himself against me and I groan. I was soaking wet and pg-13 meant only over the clothes touching but I needed him so badly. I couldn't focus on anything but him and how he felt against my body.
 
  Every spark making my body come to life underneath him, every tingle reminding me this was real and he was mine, then his scent and how he tasted. Damn I wish I could recreate how he tastes and eat it all day everyday.
 
  But suddenly he is ripped of me. We both growl glaring at my brother Mark as he smirks at us, then I realise we were in the living room and my face goes bright red as Ashley, mum and dads are standing there watching us.
 
  "This rule is bullshit, you know that right! If I walked in on any of you lot I would have stepped outside so you could finish but no you just had to go ruin it"
 
  I snap, crossing my arms over my chest. Cleo walks to the back of my head and she slams the door beyond pissed at the interruption
 
  "Maybe so but if you remember we didn't actually walk in on you both. We were here and then the next thing I look and that happened"
 
  Jaxon scolds me wagging his hands at us
 
  "You still really haven't let them do it have you? Damn kids did I teach you nothing. It's called lie or do it anyway because really what the hell are they going to do"
 
  Ashley tells us shaking her head earning a glare from dads, mark snorts
 
  "It's sort of true and the worst of it is you dumb dumbs have the ability to hide your scent"
 
  Mark let's Carter go shaking his head like he's disappointed in us. Carter comes back to me pulling me on his knee.
 
  "Would you both stop? They only have a few weeks left to go, they have come this far, they can go the rest of the way"
 
  Scott tells them.
 
  "Seriously dad your ridiculous"
 
  Ashley shakes her head as I lay back against Carter he kissed my cheek then my throat
 
  "Fuck this"
 
  He growls pushing me back down to where I was and he kisses me again. I giggle as he deepens the kiss
 
  "Oh for heaven's sake can you both stop we have guests"
 
  Carter ignores dad and I feel him lift his hand and everyone starts to laugh. I ignore it sinking into the kiss.
 
  "Carter do not flip the bird at me you little fucker now get off her she has to go get a dress"
 
  He groans pulling back and kissing my lips gently
 
  "Fine, but we call back seats"
 
  He gets up and lifts me with him, I wrap my legs around his waist and grin at him as dad hits him round the back of the head
 
  "What the hell was that for you old fart!"
 
  "For flipping me the bird and I am not old you little shit"
 
  Daddy Scott slaps him around the head again. He groans as I rub the spot and glare at dad.
 
  "Haha she loves me more"
 
  He taunts him, running away with me in his arms and out the back door.
 
  "Little fucker"
 
  I hear him growl from inside making me giggle as Carter takes a seat on the daybed outside. He pulls 2 joints from his pocket and he hands me one lighting it for me. I freeze looking to mum as she glares at him
 
  "What are you both doing you can't smoke"
 
  "Oh please we ain't going to die we are hellhounds, we smoke regardless. Might as well get a little buzz from it."
 
  "Mum, seriously chill out, this place has gotten so boring. I both smoked and had sex and I turned out great. Just let them do what they want"
 
  Ashley tells her shaking her head, mum chuckles
 
  "Says the one that won't let Archie even play video games"
 
  Ashley screws up her face
 
  "That's because he's a kid, he should be out rolling in mud, getting dirty, riding motorbikes and stuff not stuck in front of a tv all day like his goofball friends"
 
  "Archie doesn't play video games like ever?"
 
  I ask, smirking at her. He definitely does because I play him every chance I get the kids amazing. A little killing machine.
 
  "Nope never"
 
  Carter snorts and I glare at him. He bites his lip looking to the roof.
 
  "What was that"
 
  "Nothing just thought of something funny it doesn't matter"
 
  "Carter Mcgregor I am your big sister and I know when your lying to me"
 
  Me-Carter
  "Don't snitch. Lie lie lie"
 
  "Nothing just dads thoughts, jaxon farted and Scott smelled it so he blamed mark and mark can't remember if he did or didn't fart so he's standing there thinking about it"
 
  I snort and laughed hysterically at what he said, it was so random it completely took me off guard. Mum starts to laugh as Carter chuckles. Ashley seems to ponder it then she smiles
 
  "That's actually really funny, it must be entertaining hearing people's thoughts like that"
 
  "Yeah until it's thoughts about how your dads are going to fuck your mum as soon as you leave the house"
 
  He tells her screwing up his face mum snorts. Ashley sticks out her tongue as Cleo quivers in disgust in my head
 
  "That is gross!"
 
  She whines
 
  "He didn't have to say it, now the image is in my brain!"
 
  She snaps, throwing gross image after gross image at me