2nd May 2024
Loud screams and roars split the air, mind turning blank.
Ground covered in blood,
a voice projected_
One day, I may take this life but I shouldn't.
I wanted to have top notch archery skills like Xiang Liu.
The wound has been patched and is non-life threatening.
I wanted to be the best poison master like Xiao Yao.
The wound has been patched and is non-life threatening.
Within my eyes and through my mind rolled back all the memories.
I didn't really want to live here....
I may not survive in this place but still trying.
The wound had been patched but now why is it life threatening?
She really didn't think for a second about jumping . She went in full force because the pain she was having was too great that she wanted to get rid of it all as soon as she could. But it wasn't me...
I don't know who killed her, but you know who killed me.
The irony is how people would only listen to the side of your story once everything is too late, once you're dead.
"Do I have to prove it by death?"
The wound had been patched but now why is it life threatening?
I really didn't realise, perfume is to smell good for people, but all I knew was, it is not to smell bad.
Why is your perfume so fresh but the human inside you smells so bad...rotten...it wasn't me, wasn't it you...?
The wound had been patched but now why is it life threatening?
I wanted to be one of you,
wanted to be one of them.
I thought for several times,
what shall I do to become one of you?
All of you will never admit how evil you have been.
You're all just gonna pass by saying, you don't really remember...
You'll look back and think they are good people.
Everyone plains themselves.
It is a feeling of being defenseless.
Don't make someone's life bad just because you are miserable. Don't make someone's life bad just because you are smart.
I wanted to pull another arrow inside my mind but my heart was jumbled and I couldn't do it anymore.
I'm sad and angry, but that's all true.
"It's just a nightmare, the moon may sing to this soul."
Now the ground is covered in blood and blood is spreading like a plum blossom.
This is the translation of a soul who upon hearing this story one day said, "Only you know, I know, the sky knows, and the ground knows, I will never tell anyone else!"
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_Land Of Lotus °• ✿
PoetryIt's not hard to remember what my lines are when expectations were not kinda melodramatic. It is a time to mourn the loss of the most beautiful treasures I was forced to relinquish, a tender goodbye to fragments of my heart's desires.
