I don't know how to get rid of the idea of you all

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Skyless dream and you know sometimes stars don’t gleam.
I thought they'd hear me one day—
you realise after everything ends and 2 years later, you won't discuss any longer cz my existence didn't matter, right? So why not stop spending breath for me? I'm no good and ya I feel extremely upset and frustrated over things which you might think is simple but ain't. And and and not everyone in the world is like you all, it's just my luck..... Maybe a fate... Time will not return this face, nor rewind to a softer place.
When you look back, if you ever do— I hope you'd know I  gave you names for every pain, of memories dimmer than the night. So that you won't be in my tales or skies, and now I should sleep beneath the light. No, I think I should keep my name, it's my name right? The character I've played since COVID hit, right?

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