Her and I ✩ Hailee Steinfeld (G!P) ✔️

LI

| Hailee's POV |

We returned back home safely. I had to carry Y/N up to the mansion since her feet were getting swollen. She didn't like the effects of being pregnant, but it was worth it. I didn't mind carrying my girl.

Finneas and Claudia walked through the door — Billie, who sat on the counter shoving Takis in her mouth, jumped off and weakly ran to her brother first. She jumped in his arms and she was lifted into the air, the siblings' reunion brought a smile to my face.

"I thought you were fucking dead." Finneas whimpered at the thought of losing his little sister, his grip on her tightened, the hug never dispersing. Claudia soon joined when Billie mindlessly opened one of her arms to allow her future sister-in-law in on the hug.

I set Y/N down on the couch and kissed the crown of her head when I realized that she was sleeping. I admired her form for a little longer, she had no idea how beautiful she was, and throughout this whole pregnancy journey so far, she's been nothing but glowing.

Billie finally let Finneas and Claudia go. She wiped her eyes before any tears fell and looked at me. "It's been 6 months, huh?" Her eyes drifted between me and Y/N.

"Too long, Eilish." I cracked a small smile to lighten the slightly depressed mood. "She missed you like crazy." I pointed back at my girlfriend, Billie chuckling slightly. I paused for a moment, my voice growing quiet and a little shy. "I missed you."

Billie's eyes softened. "Hailee, it wasn't your fault." I immediately looked at her. "You tried your hardest, you saved Y/N and honestly, that was all I wanted. Was for her and you to be okay. I watched from above, before I came back, I watched you crash through the window. I was scared." She lowered her voice as well. "I thought Y/N would lose you too..."

"She didn't." I exhaled slowly. "I fought to stay with her, to stay alive even when I wanted to slip away and rest." I sat down at one of the stools by the kitchen island. "I'm glad I didn't die now. Otherwise, we wouldn't have two precious babies on the way." I looked back at my girlfriend, a smile adorning my lips.

Billie laughed and playfully punched my shoulder. "Knocked her up before wifing her up. Crazy." She joked around and I joined in on the laughter. "Man, I need more food in me. I still feel hella weak." I shook my head with a smile and stood up to grab some frozen burritos from the freezer, I quickly heated them up.

Billie started jumping with excitement but quickly stopped because of how sick she felt, yet she still managed to smile and laugh her way through the pain. I never knew how she did that; smile through the pain. It didn't matter what she went though or what was said or done to her, she just always painted this mask on her face.

She made everyone else feel better while she slowly broke down inside. It was something I admired about Billie — her ability or more like her mission to make everyone else happy. She liked seeing everyone else smile and laugh other than herself.

"Here." I placed the burritos in front of her and chuckled when Billie devoured them. Finneas took a seat beside her and I made sure to get him and Claudia something to drink along with a small snack.

"How far along is she?" Billie asked, gesturing to Y/N with a mouthful of food in her mouth.

"Almost 2 months now." I answered with a soft sigh. My eyes drifted over to my girlfriend; she looked so perfect. The way her hair fell and the way her chest rose up and down when she would breathe so calmly as she slept. The muscles in her face were so relaxed and her body too, she just had perfection radiating from her.

"Hailee." Billie snapped her fingers in my face, smirking when she caught me staring at Y/N. "You're so down bad." She started to laugh — it was in a teasing way, but also in a way that she was happy for us both.

"Yeah, I guess I am." I sheepishly rub the back of my neck with a small chuckle as well. "I put her through so much and she still stayed. Even when she had the chance to leave... she just stayed."

"Well." Billie shoved the last bite of her burrito in her mouth, licking her fingers and looking at me after swallowing it. "Y/N fell in love with you, there was no way she would run from something like that. You're crazy, Haiz, don't get me wrong but Y/N saw something in you that made her not run. Otherwise, she would've been out that door long ago."

She was right. My only question was what Y/N saw in me? I didn't even see much of me, I wasn't special and there wasn't anything good about me.

I'm a mafia boss for fucks sake.

Though, I'd leave it all behind just to safely start a family with Y/N/N. Without question, without hesitation... I would definitely take her, our babies, Flo, and the O'Connell's with me to my vacation home in Hawaii.

This business was my whole life, but Y/N is my future. And my future is way more important. Now I get why she was so concerned with our kids growing up with the business.

I wouldn't want them to go through what I did.