Of unsound mind.

Part 4

Am I my brother now.

Chandler came down to the old house, he brought me something to eat, and a change of clothes, he said don't worry he got underwear from my room, as far as clothes Liz would've wonder why he had my clothes.

I told him what he brought me will have to do, I asked him to make sure Liz doesn't see him when he comes down here, he said she won't and right now she's in the living room listening to our dads talking about me. I asked him did he hear what they were saying, Chan said only that Jeff hasn't found out anything about my where abouts so far, but grandfather was putting more men out to find me.

I stared at Chandler he asked me why I am staring at him like that, I told him I know we're twins but I think he's more handsome than I am, he told me don't start talking weird, I told him to get his mind out of the gutter it's not sexual, he said we're identical as far as looks.

Chand said he better get back to the house before our folks wonder where he is, he gave me my old cellphone he said dad never turned it off, but don't call him just send a text, he said he'll see me later he's meeting CJ at the gym; he's been using my car. Chand left and I finished eating, I thought to myself if I watch what I say I can pretend to be my brother and find out what my dads have planned for me.

 After I ate, I showered and got changed, damn dressed like this I can pass for Chandler, I walked out of the old house and went through the woods to the main house as I got closer, Bandit II ran up to me and started barking. I heard Liz say hush up dog, Bandit kept barking at me, Liz came around the rosebushes and said she thought I went to meet CJ; I told her I am later.

Bandit still kept barking at me, she said what's the matter with that dog barking at me like he doesn't know me, I told her he gets like that I reached down, and Bandit tried to bite me. I had to hold it in, or I'd throw his ass across the yard and Liz would know I wasn't Chandler, she told me to get up to my room and make the bed up, she doesn't know what's gotten into me lately since I'm dating Blake, so that's the dudes name Chand is dating.

She went back to her flower garden and I put Bandit down, and I walked towards the house, I went in through the kitchen and walked up the backstairs to Chands room and I made his bed, I looked around and saw a picture of Chand and another guy that must be that Blake dude, Chand can do better than that if he has to mess with dudes.

 Daddy Pierre came into the room he said he thought I was gone, I told him I had to do something first, he looked at me and said he sees that I changed clothes, I told him I didn't like what I had on, dad looked at me again and said any plans after I leave the gym, I told him I might see what Blake is doing. He said good I don't need to come back here with a book in my face all the time.

Dad said he's glad I found someone special, the dude in the pic came in the room he spoke to dad and said daddy James told him he could come up, dad said he'll leave us, and he walked out of the room. That dude closed the door and walked up on me and kissed me right on the lips, if I backed away, he might suspect something, so I let him as I rubbed his ass.

he backed away from me and said something is different about me, I asked him what he meant, he said most times I barley want to kiss when my folks are here, and today I rubbed his ass, does that mean I'm ready to go all the way with him. I said he's not fucking me in the ass, he looked at me and said stop being dramatic, I know he's a bottom.

I told him I was just being sarcastic I knew that, he walked up to me and stared into my eyes and started rubbing my dick, I don't know what came over me I was hard, the dude said he knows what I want and he unzipped my pants and pulled them down and went down on me, I rubbed his head and said suck this dick bitch. Blake looked up at me, but he never stopped sucking me, I told him I just got caught up in the moment.

Dude was sucking me so good I busted a nut in his mouth, he pulled away and ran into the bathroom, I could hear him spitting my come out, I smiled that's what the little bitch gets for sucking dick. I bent down to pull my pants up, and the door came open, it's Liz, she closed the door and told me to wipe the carpet clean, damn she saw my dick, Blake came back in and said did he hear Liz's voice, I said yeah that was her.

I walked in the bathroom and started cleaning myself up, dude stood in the doorway, I said damn can't I have some privacy in my own house, he closed the door, and I finished getting clean. I hope he just leaves, after I finished, I opened the door and dude is still here, he said what's up with me I've never came in his mouth before. I told him like I said I just got caught up in it, and besides if a dude suck dick it's bound to happen, he said again something is different about me, he said he'll call me later and left the room, he's lucky I didn't make his bitch ass swallow, like I said Chand can do better than that.

I went downstairs and daddy James is in the living room he just got off the phone, he asked me did I hear from my brother, I said no, and what's going to happen when he finds him, he said he may have to send PJ which is me out of the country to get the help I need.

I said couldn't he just come home and be with people who love him, dad said he can come home once he gets the help he needs. I told him I think PJ was really getting help until that kid died, dad said what does that have to do with PJ, I told him they were friends, and it must've hurt PJ losing a friend that's probably why he left that place.

Dad said right now he just wants to find my brother; I asked did he hate PJ.

Son, I love your brother, I just want him to be alright, I want him back home too, and live his life, just like you do, I told dad no matter what PJ says he loves him too. I walked out of the room, yeah, he says he loves me, but he wants to send me away again, when the time is right, I'll fix him.

I went back to the old house, and I texted Chand, I told him don't go home come to the old house first, we have to switch clothes. He responded back please tell him I didn't go to the main house, I told him I did I had to see all of them, he told me if I don't want him to tell that I'm here stay away from that house.

 I hit up my friend Jax, he said my father's man came to see him, damn I'm something else escaping out of that place, I'm a bad ass, I told him to be careful they'll be watching him for now on, he asked me where I am. I told him it's best he doesn't know, he said a lot has happened in a year, I told him he can fill me in later, I asked him did he know the dude Chandler is seeing, he said as far as he knows there just friends why.

I told him I just wanted to know was he treating my brother right, Jax said again all he knows is that their friends, I heard a noise outside, I looked through the blinds and saw Jeff coming towards the house. I just hung up the phone, damn did someone see me coming back here, I got my clothes and kicked the plate I ate out of under the bed, I climbed out the window and closed it behind me. I stayed behind the house, I could hear Jeff in the room he said all clear, a few minutes later I saw him walking towards the woods that was close, dad must've had him check this house out.

I opened the window and climbed back in, I heard something damn someone else is here, I just stood there, Chandler came in the room, he said I look as if I saw a ghost, I told him Jeff was just here, we switched clothes and Chandler wasn't wearing any underwear, he has changed.

 Chandler don't get mad at me or your friend, that dude your seeing came to the main house, we had oral sex, Chandler asked me why I did that, I told him I had to, or he would've known it wasn't him.

Chandler said if that dude cared about him, he wouldn't have done that, he should've known I wasn't him that says a lot about him, I told him if he had found out about me there would be trouble. Chandler left and I smiled maybe he'll break it off with ole dick sucking Blake.