Y/N Riddle

Capital 36 home

I woke up.
Today is the day we go home again.
I went downstairs all our food was gone.
I decided to skip breakfast.
I sat down on the sofa.
Draco came down too after 30 minutes.
"Good morning y/n"
" Good morning. Did you sleep well?"
"Yeah, it was okay. When are we leaving?"
"Noon today, right?"
" Yes "
Draco sat down next to me.
" I'm so hungry!"
"We'll get something again this afternoon, unless you want to go into the forest and look for something to eat."
" No rather not"
" I thought so"
"Do you actually know any news about Black?" Draco asked
"No, no other newspaper arrived"
"We'll just see everyone again this afternoon"
"and in a week we'll go back to Hogwarts"
"Yes, it didn't feel like we had any holidays"
"Who do you think will be the new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher?"
"I heard some friend from Black"
"Really now," Draco asked, "Who did you hear that from?"
"Pansy, I don't know how she knows that either."
" Uh"
The sun was rising.
"We still have to ask our parents for this Hogsmead permission. We can't forget that!"
"If your father doesn't do it, my mother will sign for you"
"Thanks but I think he'll do it"
"Let's sit outside"
We were still on the mountain.
Draco looked over the mountains.
"What would happen if we just walked home?"
"That would take forever again"
"But is apparating really that safe?"
"It has to"
"Then let's go now!"
"Okay."
I went into the tent.
Draco followed me.
"I'll go pack our clothes and you can pack the rest"
I went upstairs and opened the wardrobe.
Then I stuffed all the things into my bag.
Then I went down to Draco.
He just finished and put everything in my bag.
Now the tent was the same again.
"Take now down the tent "
Me and Draco came out of the tent.
We dismantled it and stuffed it in my bag.
"Done," Draco said.
"Now we're going home"
Draco took my hand and we apparated.
We stood in the living room.
Nobody was home.
It was quiet and no one was in the kitchen.
We went up the stairs.
I throw our laundry into the laundry basket.
Draco put all his things back in the basement.
I put my bag in my room.
" Y/N are we going to the library?"
I came down the stairs.
We walked to the library together.
I sat down on the sofa and Draco took out a book and started reading from it.
I smiled to myself.
Suddenly noises came from the living room.
We went into the living room.
My father sat there alone.
" Come in"
Me and draco went into the living room.
"And did everything work?"
"Yes," I said
"Where did you hide it?"
"In the ice."
He turned around. His eyes cold. No emotions.
I looked at him with exactly the same look.
Draco noticed.
"draco you can go"
He quickly disappeared.
"What kind of curses have you placed?"
"One who kills one, there is only a certain amount of time you can get in, otherwise you will be dragged by the water to your death."
"What else have you done?"
"One to get stuck and one to weaken!"
"Do you know it works?"
"It works perfectly"
"Why is there a rumor going around?"
" I do not know what you mean?"
"A rumor is going around in the ministry that I have a daughter and she has appeared in the world.
What else have you done?"
"We were looking for a perfect place, it took a long time and then we ran into little problems!"
" Which problems?"
"We were being followed and I had to kill someone"
" How often?"
"What how often?"
"How many times have you murdered?"
"I think 4 times or 3 times. I don't know exactly!"
"You'll be like me"
"No, I won't. I generally don't have to become like you!"
My father looked at me, definitely angry.
I knew exactly that someone was listening to us.
My father knew it too because he looked at the door.
"I don't have to be told what I should and shouldn't do! I don't want to have a Dark Mark!"
My father looked at me.
"That's how it works now. You still know who can torture you?
You obey me! Understand?" My father shouted at me
"Try it out. Can you really torture me" Now I screamed the same way."Come on, try it!"
My father laughed his ice-cold laugh.
"You will do what I order you, you will get the Dark Mark soon enough and so you know I can torture you with anything."
"Crucio" The lightning struck me.
It was more pain than anyone else's.
I had to wince but stood relatively upright.
I noticed I hit my lip.
I tasted the blood. But I looked my father right in the eyes.
He removed the curse from me.
I smiled at him.
" didn't I tell you"
"Oh after long torture you won't last long and I have other methods.
You will do what I ask of you Y/N"
"No I won't" I screamed half my lungs out.
"crucio" it feels even more painful than before.
He withdrew the spell after 4 minutes.
"And happy birthday" he said and he laughed the same way I remember.
"Stupor" I said.
He refused.
I had enough and went to the door.
Suddenly a magic came towards me. He scored. I suddenly couldn't move anymore.
My father came towards me.
"Be careful what you say. There will be consequences, understand?"
"Crucio" this time was too much. It was so much power, so much power. But I couldn't move.
"Say it" He laughed "Say it"
"Yes," I whispered.
"Louder" He increased his strength and I did the same.
"Yes," I shouted.
My father disappeared into the smoke as soon as I said yes.
The curses lifted and I immediately fell to the ground.
Blood was still running from my mouth.
I leaned against the door and tears streamed down my face.
I stood up and wiped away my tears.
I got up and opened the doors.
Behind them were all the Death Eaters.
I looked at them.
My expression was cold.
They immediately made a move.
I went straight through. As straight as I could.
They all watched me go.
When I finally reached the top of the stairs I held myself against the wall. I half hobbled down the corridor.
I opened my room door and immediately had to spit blood.
My stomach turned.
I half ran to the toilet and had to spit.
It was all too many tears streaming down my cheeks.
I sat down.
The taste of blood and grief made everything worse.
I didn't cry loudly, just quietly.
The worst thing is I would never get out. So I have to get stronger, colder. I decided not to cry anymore.
It always reminded me of that. As if I were weak.
I suddenly saw my father laughing in the mirror.
I hit the mirror and it broke.
My hand started bleeding.
Suddenly there was a loud noise.
And my father stood behind me.

I turned around and punched him in the face.
He looked at me.
"Anger is what makes you strong"
My eyes were shocked.
"Happy Birthday my daughter"
" Thanks"
"You need anger to gain power in this world."
"And if I don't want to be in power?"
"You already are. You are more powerful than anyone your age! You have killed, tortured and much more"
"And if I don't want to be? If I want to be normal?"
"You're not normal and the whole world will know that too.
If you don't notice, they're betraying everyone because you trust."
"Don't betray me!"
"Ah, and why did Pansy, your good friend, tell her parents who you were? They didn't know I had a daughter, now they know. She's a traitor."
"You had friends too, why are you so against me having some?"
"They have to stay with you no matter how dangerous you are. Don't tell anyone and you're in control. You have to stay in control. Stay strong!"
With that he disappeared. There was a box on my bed.
My thoughts were spinning.
Did my father want me to lose my temper.
So he can attack me where I'm vulnerable?
I opened the box there was a letter and a piece of paper and a knife.
I looked at the piece of paper.
It was permission for Hogsmeade.
I opened the letter.
"Everything I do, I do it out of love for you"
This line only confused me more.
Then why is he torturing me?
Does he want me to become stronger as a result? What is his plan?
I took out the knife.
In the corner was my disk and the doll.
I threw the knife and hit the red.
I smiled. The pain from the torture was immediately gone.
I put on my boxing gloves. That was the only thing I really picked up from the Muggles.
Boxing.
I hit the doll so often that it almost fell over once.
I lay down on my bed, my thoughts circling.
Next week is Hogwarts again.
What's in store for us?