Y/N Riddle

Capital 104

I woke up in the morning.
We're going back to Hogwarts in two days.
Mattheo sat next to me on my bed.
"Did you really kill 4 men?"
"Yes" I said.
He laid his arm around my waist.
He pulled me towards him.
I put my feet around his body.
He pulled me on his legs.
I sat on him literally.
I kissed him and he kissed me.
His hands were on my hips.
Then we kissed.
It was such a long kiss.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door.
Theodore and Draco came in.
They looked at us briefly.
I went down from Mattheo.
Draco and Theodor sat down next to us.
"We're going back to Hogwarts in two days," Draco said
“Then we have to see what we can do with the group,” said Theodor.
We talked about a lot of different things until Narcissa came into the room.
"Come on, you three, let's go. You'll see Y/n again in two days."
"Bye" Draco said and hugged me.
When they apparated I went downstairs.
Lucius was still sitting downstairs.
Jordan and George were standing at the table, talking about something.
Belatrix, Lucius, Antonin dolohow, Crabbe's Father, Theodor's Father, Mulciber, Avery, Augustus Rookwood, Rabastan Lestrange and Rodolphus Lestrange were also there.
"Hey Y/n, we have to go" Jordan and George said
"Bye " I hugged both of them.
They apparated.
I went to Belatrix.
"Where is Fenrin?"
"Not on this mission. He has another assignment"
" Ah okay"
"Do you have to be there?"
"Yes, but only with my father"
My father walked into the room.
Everything immediately became quiet.
I sat down in my chair.
Next to him came Nagini.
She snaked its way up my leg.
I stroked her head.
I missed Penney so much and I think Nagini missed Penney as much as I did.
My father started talking about something. I only listened with one ear. It was about the prophecy and the ministry.
The meeting lasted at least an hour.
Then it was over.
I was one of the first to revolt.
I went out of the house.
Nagini followed me.
We went to Penney's grave.
"Nagini did the boys really bury penney here?"
"Yes, I watched them" Nagini answered
I put my hand on the ground.
"hey Penney miss you here a lot.
You have no idea how much your efforts have helped me. Love you my sweet little snake"
I stroked Nagini's head.
"Penney was one of my best friends. Now she's gone"
Nagini looked me in the eyes.
I stroked her head.
Then I disappeared back into the house.
The house was quiet.
I went up to my room.
When I reached the top, I collapsed onto my bed.
I closed my eyes.
Immediately there was blood.
I looked at the bodies of Toney and Marry.
I immediately opened my eyes again.
I watched the ceiling.
Nobody is pure evil and nobody is just good.
Villans and Heros have the same stories. Both arise from pain just as they process it. That's what makes them different.
My thoughts were spinning.
Both Marry and Toney were never on the Hero side.
But they made the right decisions and taught me everything I needed to know.
What does the world see me as? As evil, the daughter of Voldemort even worse than her father or as just a little girl with a shitty life?
I don't know but I shouldn't care.
Belatrix and my father would say at this moment you have to become stronger and make the most of this situation.
Prove your strength.
Fear is good. Power is better.
My father always tells me to take power from situations. They're afraid of me.
In the newspaper they say I killed 6 men with knives. But it is not the truth.
I'm just always lucky that I was awake long enough and still had a clear mind.
I was able to react quickly when two men were distracted by Penney.
Penney would help me now. She would tell me to stay strong, don't let anything show, do your thing, decide for yourself what's right. You have power over your life.
What would Mary say? Everything is far too dangerous for such a young girl. Tom you should take her out of Hogwarts and homeschool her. It's too dangerous for her outside.
Maybe she's right.
What would Toney say to me?
Don't stop, she's just trying to talk you into shit. You are strong, you are good with magic and knives, take advantage of this talent and do what you see fit.
I closed my eyes.
The house appeared before my eyes and the moment where they had beheaded Penney.
At that moment I slit one man's jugular.
I opened my eyes again.
Would it have been better if I had stayed dead? Then I wouldn't have had to experience the pain again. All the thoughts about why everyone died for me but I can't die.
I always come back to this terrible world.
So much violence, so much unrest.
They died because of me. The men came for me and killed Marry, Toney and Penney.