Y/N Riddle

Capital 135 Hogsmead

We were just sitting in the carriages down to Hogsmead.
It's been snowing constantly for the last few days.
The floor had a white layer.
The carriages stopped at the bottom of Hogsmead.
Draco and Mattheo went straight ahead. Me and Theodor stayed in the background to watch the whole thing.
We arrived at a jewelry store.
Draco opened the door and went in.
Me and Theodore waited outside.
A group of four would be more noticabel than just two.
They came out again after 10 minutes.
"To the howling hut?" I asked
Draco nodded.
There we would try to put the curse on the chain.
We arrived at the Howling Hut and slipped through the fence inside.
We ran up the stairs and sat in the room where I met Sirius.
I pulled the book out of my bag and handed it to Draco.
"Who does it?" Mattheo asked.
Draco looked at the floor.
"I can" Draco said. He still hoped to be able to make up for his guilt.
"Draco, you don't have to do everything alone just because then you could get out of punishment."
He looked at me.
"It doesn't matter, it's worth a try"
He opened the book and opened the box with the necklace.
Then he took out his wand.
Mattheo and Theodor came to me.
I watched as Draco began to read something in Latin.
I wasn't really paying attention to the words but it worked.
We stood in the room for about 30 minutes.
I looked into Mattheo's eyes.
He had dark circles under his eyes and his black hair hung over his face.
I looked at Draco.
He also had dark circles under his eyes and his hair hung over his face when it was wet. Draco looked extremely stressed and tired too. His face was pale and he looked like he was about to vomit.
Draco put his wand away and closed the box.
"complete"
We went out of the room and climbed back outside through the fence.
It was cold and windy.
The wind blew my hair out of my face.
" Where now?" Theodore asked.
"Three Broomsticks" Draco said
We went down to Hogsmead together and I opened the door.
A table by a window was still free.
We sat down.
On the other side of the room sat Harry, Ron and Hermione.
Draco stood up.
"I'll go for a moment and then we'll leave immediately" he said.
We watched him disappear into the girls' bathroom.
A little while later, a girl from our school went out with a box in her arms.
She went to her table and another girl stood up.
They left the Three Broomsticks.
Harry, Ron and Hermione also stood up.
A short time later, Draco came over to us from the girls' bathroom.
We got up when we saw him and walked out.
All the snow formed a blanket.
We walked up the path to the castle.
It didn't take long before we reached the top.
We entered the castle and sat down in the large hall.
A loud conversation went around.
We sat down at the Slytherin table.
Pansy came over to us.
"Katie Bell was put under a spell. She's in the hospital wing now. Apparently there was a curse on a necklace and she got it."
I looked at Mattheo and then at Draco.
Draco was pale as a statue.
I took his hand.
"I think I'll just go to the bathroom"
Draco immediately got up and ran away.
I immediately got up with him and ran after him.
I saw him run into the first boys' bathroom and just followed him.
The whole toilet was empty.
Draco stood at a sink and cried.
"Hey Draco"
He turned around and immediately pulled me into a hug.
"It's my fault"
"No it's not. It was just a stupid accident. It's not your fault."
I stroked his hair.
"But it's my fault, I'm just trying to do everything right so that he doesn't torture or kill my mother or me. If I don't kill Dumbeldor, he'll kill me."
"Draco look at me"
He slowly looked up into my eyes.
"If he tries to kill you, I will protect you with my life.
He won't kill you, I promise you!"
I put my hand on his cheek.
"Everything will be fine! I'll help you through this"
He put his head back on my shoulder.
We stood like that for an eternity.
I took his arm.
"Come on, let's go to the Astronomy Tower and you'll get clearer thoughts again."
We walked up the stairs to the Astronomy Tower and sat on the edge.
"Next time Mattheo will do it" Draco said.
I put my arm around his shoulder.
"Everything will be okay. At some point everything will be okay and you can look back on these times with joy."
He put his arm around me too.
"only with you. You know, at the beginning I thought it was bad that you and Mattheo were together.
I thought I would lose you because you would rather do something with Mattheo. But I know better now. You are there for all of us and give to all of us the same time and attention.
I love you so much Y/n"
" I love you too. You know that I would do everything for you. Even die"
" I can't live without you. When you die I will die too"
" Draco No. When I die you must live for me"
"You know, I think I have a new idea.
We'll poison some wine or something else and you'll give the whole thing to Slughorn and he'll pass it on as a gift to Dumbeldor." Said Draco
"Yes, that's a good idea"
"That's where Slughorn's private club comes in"
I smiled.
"Yes"
We sat there for an eternity.
The door opened and Mattheo, Theodor and Peeves came in.
I smiled at all three.
They sat down with us.
"And better?" Theodore asked Draco
Draco just nodded.
"How is she?"
"Good so far. She will be able to come back to class on Monday" Peeves replied.
I smiled at Peeves and he smiled back.
"We have a new plan" Draco said.
"Okay, but we shouldn't worry about it today"
We sat in silence on the edge of the Astronomy Tower.
Everyone was thinking about their own things.
My thoughts kept wandering back to Dumbeldor and my father.
It was like I was trapped inside a cyclist.
I constantly saw Dumbeldor standing in front of me who wanted to know everything about my life and would give anything for it, even his secrets and on the other hand my father who wanted me to stay in the background so that no one found out about my life. It doesn't matter if he's doing it to protect me or if he doesn't want it to come out that I'm not his real daughter.
My life is one lie that keeps expanding.
Why do so many people want to know things about my life?
Hermione, Dumbeldor, Slughorn, Harry and so many more.
I'm not special and I don't need anyone to show me pity.
My father, Belatrix and Fenrin raised me to be merciless. To draw power from the fear of others.
But I'll never actually be able to do it.
I'm afraid of their punishments, that they'll find out things that I don't want them to find out.
But you shouldn't be afraid of anything. This is how you get power and mental strength.
Without fear, you can concentrate better on your fights.
To see your life clearly and much more.
The five of us sat quietly on the edge of the Astronomy Tower.
"So guys, We shouldn't fall into self-pity but live our lives now" said Theodor.
We looked up at him.
"What if there's nothing good left in life and all you're left with is fear and horror?" Draco asked
"You have to harness fear and horror and understand and combat them.
You have to understand why you have it and come to terms with it.
Once you have them clear you will notice how harder you have made life for yourself.
Through the fear you have fought, you draw power that lets you fight. For you and your life.
Win it back and be happy. You won't always have everyone and there will always be dark times.
So use them and defeat them." I stared at the sky as I spoke.
"Fear consists of feelings that deceive your life. So take them, understand them and fight them. Then you will get your happiness back. Only if you make peace with your fear and use it for yourself can you grow, so do that."
Everyone stared at me.
Peeves began to smile.
I knew what thoughts he was having.
"Quotes for life by Y/n riddle.
Written by Peeves her poltergosth."
I smiled at him.
Draco, Mattheo and Theodor just looked at me with their mouths open.
I had to smile.
"Where did that come from?" Draco asked
"from the destroyed soul that cries out for help"
Draco sat next to me and put his arm around my shoulder.
I rested my head on his head.
"You will always be my best friend. Draci" I started to smile.
He hit me lightly on the head.
"You need another nickname"
"Should I call you Ferret boy again or Blondi or Drac or what else?"
"Green apple king" said Mattheo
"green Ferret boy" We started laughing.
"Then the others need something too!" Said Draco
"Mattheo, what could his name be?"
Matti, matty" I smiled at the nickname.
"Theodor clearly Theo and Peeves becomes peevi or Kiwi" i said
Everyone laughed.
"I only call Draco Ferret boy, Mattheo only Matty, Theodor only Theo and peeves only peevi" I said
"And what for you?" Theodore asked.
Nobody answered him.
I smiled at him.
"Do you think Katie will be okay?" Draco asked
“Yes, sure” I said
Mattheo's arm wrapped around my waist.
Theodore started smoking.
Mattheo also got an out.
Peeves came in front of me.
" Y/n?"
"Yes?"
"Have you heard from the Weasley twins?"
"Yes in between. They now have a shop with prank items and earn enough money to live on"
Peeves took a deep breath.
"in London right?"
I nodded.
"I would love to come visit them but I can't get out of Hogwarts"
Peeves looked sadly at the floor.
"Peevi, maybe they'll both come here again and then you'll see them again"
"And how long do you think I have to wait?"
"Maybe you'll see them again next year"
"You have to promise me when you get out of Hogwarts you have to come visit me at least once a year"
"I promise you that I will come to visit you at least once in a year"
Peeves looked at the ceiling. He had tears in his eyes.
"Why can't I hug anyone, it's so unfair"
I smiled slightly and put my hand in the air.
He put his hand on it.
I felt a cold frost run through my hand.
Peeves looked at my hand.
Mattheo's arm was still around my waist.
Peeves hung down with his legs.
Draco, Theodor and Mattheo had all already climbed down.
"We have to go to our comment room otherwise we'll get caught"
Mattheo pulled me away from the edge with his arms.
Peeves looked at us.
" I come with you" Said Peeves
We all went down to the Slytherin comment room.
We walked inside. It was already empty.
We went up to our bedroom.
I went into the bathroom first.
After minutes I went outside again.
Mattheo and the others were already ready.
I sat on Draco's bed.
"Na green ferret boy"
Draco smiled.
He brushed my hair out of my face.
"Do you remember how we used to play together in the garden as little children? So innocently, we weren't forced to do anything and didn't have to suffer. I miss those times."
I gave him a kiss on the cheek.
He looked at me.
"I still remember it exactly"
He looked into my eyes and then kissed my forehead.
"I love you" Draco said.
"I love you too please don't ever forget that"
"I could never forget that and I could never forget you" 
I smiled and he smiled.
It was one of these great moments.
Suddenly a flashlight hit US.
We looked to Mattheo.
He had made a picture it was kinda tradition to take a photo on a great moment to remember.
I had a full album with Mattheo and an almost full album with Draco and I had many pictures with Theodor.
I had one with pansy too and with Penney and all other members of my life.
Theodor came into the room.
They both sat down on the bed with me and Draco.
"Let's take a group photo" said Theodor
Mattheo put his camera on his bed and turned on the remote control.
"We smile for the pictures because we are the Perfect Family" said Draco
"We smile for the pictures because we are the perfect family" we all said after Draco.
At that moment the camera took a picture.
We took fun pictures and more.
All of a sudden Theodor and Draco made a heart and me and Mattheo kissed in between.
It was incredible.
These moments felt like heaven and had to live for it.
We all had our own problems but together we are a perfect group.
After a long time we went to bed.
I laid down next to Mattheo.
He put his arms around me.
"I love you babe so much" I said.
Mattheo smiled.
"I love you too my little sweet darling"
He kissed my lips.
I pulled myself closer to him.
He stroked my hair.
"You're the best thing that ever happened to me" said Mattheo
"You're also the best thing that happened to me"
We fell asleep together.
With him I felt as if the whole world was made up of happy people and nothing could tear us apart ever.