Today is the day. The last day in Azkaban. I'm being released today. I didn't have to pack anything because I didn't have anything. The guard gave me the jacket. I got up. "So bye guys, I'll miss our conversations" "Bye little one and hopefully we'll never see each other again" " Yes I hope so, too" The Dementors came. I was slowly getting used to the cold. They unlocked my cell and I was taken out. We walked up the hallway for some fresh air. It was raining here as usual. The four dementors stood next to me.
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Then we apparated. I was standing on Hogwarts grounds. The dementors were next to me. The sun shone on my skin. I walked up the path to the castle, the Dementors flew up next to me. I opened the gates to the castle entrance. Then I stood in front of the large hall. My Dark Mark was seen. Since I was only wearing a Top it was visible to everyone. I opened the door. All eyes were on me. I saw the minister standing in the corner. I started walking, the dementors close behind me. Draco, Mattheo, Pansy and Theodor sat at the Slytherin table with the others. The minister stood in front of me. "Hello y/n, in my opinion you would have been in there for life just for you to know" "Oh, don't you know that I'm not interested in your opinion at all? If you don't know, I'm terribly sorry, I you thought so I thougth I'd already made it clear in the ministry." "Oh you made that clear enough" "Then that's a good thing" He looked at my forearm. "It's pretty ugly when you're tagged with something like that" He looked at the dementors. "Oh, I'm terribly sorry that everything doesn't go according to your plan. By the way, it wouldn't have been that bad and just so you know, Azkaban didn't bother me at all." "Then that's a good thing. Remember my words." He came closer. "I think you can go now" He walked past me. I turned to the dementors. They looked at me. I nodded my head and they all disappeared. I went to the Slytherin table. Many people looked at me. I was used to the stares since Azkaban. I sat down next to Mattheo. With my back to the wall. Durmstrang and Beauxbatons were also there, which is why the hall seemed so full to me. I immediately put on Mattheo's sweater, which he handed me across the table, and to hidde my dark mark. Everyone turned back to their food and talked. A lot of the conversations were probably about me. " Hey how are you?" Pansy asked "Shit. That was one of the worst things that ever happened to me." Mattheo put his arm around my shoulder. I noticed the teachers' eyes on me. It felt like they were listening to me. Dumbeldor struck up a quick conversation with Mcgonagall and Snape. Moody just looked at me with his normal eyes. "What happened?" "Nothing, the days were all the same and it always rained. The others must have had it even worse because Dementors made their lives miserable, but I was in a room with the most dangerous wizards in the world. There were lots of mass murderers and more. I was ranked among the most dangerous wizards and witches. There was no light and I was in those clothes all the time. If something happens again I'll have to stay there for a year. They are all there for life. Then someone got the kiss too. It was so cruel." My whole body trembled at the thought. "hey it's over" "No it's not. Draco it isn't. They knew everything, everything about you and me. Really everything." "You mean everything everything?" "Yes, they listed everything in the ministry." "Then also the thing with the ring?" " Yes " "Do you think we'll get in trouble for this?" "Yes. At the latest when they have had enough we will be declared a life sentence in Azkaban. These files were spy files. That's why they were so afraid that we were there. That's against the law: you can't just spy on people all the time. Now we are being listened to. We have to get these files at some point and they have to go. This could put us in there for life." "Okay and what do we do?" "We have to wait for some point and then destroy them " "Okay" " How do you know all that?" Thedor asked "That's how they got another guy from Azkaban. He's serving a life sentence." Our heads were together so that we didn't even notice that we were the only students left in the large hall. "Y/n we would like to talk to you" " of cource " said Dumbeldor Harry, Hermione and Ron stood in the corner. I got up. Professor Mcgonagall and Dumbeldor were apparently the ones who wanted to talk to me. Professor Moody wanted to stand up too but Snape stopped him. I was taken to the lower room where we had to go when the champions were chosen. " Y/n you have to be honest since when did you have the Dark Mark?" "I think in the holidays two years ago" "So Harry never killed him?" Mcgonagall asked "Omg the first to check with Hermione of course. How is a baby supposed to kill an adult." "Why were you convicted" "We stole files, that was the reason." " which?" "Spy files on Dumbeldor" I suddenly realized what I had said and put my hand over my mouth. "shit" "They also have spy folders on you, so they got you because you were the only one who knew about the spy folders, right?" "Yes, I was the only one, but so was my father. They knew when we were on the road, they knew everything." "Okay thanks Y/n" Dumbeldor said. "If you say anything about it, you're dead. Azkaban wasn't a problem." "Yes, of course, we saw you and heard you earlier with the others. Just because you want to threaten you don't have to say that everything was easy. I know what you can do and what you would do to keep you and your friends safe. You would do everything for them But would they do the same for you?" " Yes definitely" "Hmmm," said Dumbeldor. "Take care of yourself Y/n, they want to get to you, try not to steal your files, it's no use" I turned around as I did so. "Are you not spying on us too?" I disappeared through the door and left the door open. I heard Dumbeldor say to Snape. "She knows too much they will try to kill her so their secrets are safe" Hermione, Harry and Ron must have heard that too. They looked at me. Pansy, Theodor, Mattheo and Draco had heard that too. "If you didn't say so much, you wouldn't notice" "You're not blaming any of the teachers" "But that's me or the three of them" I pointed to Hermione, Ron and Harry. "Y/n the only ones who know your secrets right now are the spies" said draco "Maybe they too. Have you ever thought about it? I want everyone to stay out of it and let me do what I think is right" "Have you noticed that everything you think is right only brings you bad things?" "Yes, maybe because too many people know about it" "I told you, don't do that," said Dumbeldor. "Maybe I should have done this sooner" "They're behind you and you want to get rid of it" "It would be easier to light them, they wouldn't even notice me" "They wouldn't even notice you?" "Yes, they wouldn't even notice. There and then gone again" "If he knew what you want to do, you would immediately end up in the basement and he wouldn't let you out," Draco said "Then come with me and there will be two of us" i said "then we're dead, think before you act" "Don't you realize it's the only chance anyway. Death or locked up. Here it's like a prison no better than Azkaban. I'm locked up everywhere. I want to be free without knowing someone is following me, wants to kill me because of secrets or deals" I looked at Snape "or because they think they can protect me like that. I can protect myself. I know what I'm doing. I know what's right, what I can do right away and what not" I imagined the records room. I apparated and suddenly found myself back in the same place. "STOP IT" I screamed. Dumbeldor came towards me. "No, you don't know what you're doing" "But I know the quicker the better" "Do you know which spell?" "Yes please, I don't want to live like this" “ Y/n I come with you!” Draco said "No" "If he finds out, you'll be out of here." Said Mattheo "Then at least I'm locked up there rather than here. Please, that's the way it is, they can't bring everything to light." "Okay" He swung his arm and a spell went off. "One minute," said Dumbeldor " Thanks" "No," Snape shouted, "No, I'll tell him." "Then just tell him, I don't care" I apparated and stood in the files room. "Confringo" The whole room exploded and there was fire. I stood there. The red light came on. It was louder than at the beginning "Bombarda Maxima" "Confringo" I shouted The whole room was on fire now there was nothing left. "accio Y/n's and Draco's files" They didn't came. I ran through the room. Our Files were easy to find. I took them in my arms and let fire take this place. The door opend and many people ran in. I apparated. I stood in the great hall. The two burning files in the hand. The burned in my hand. "Confingo" They exploded and were gone. All the teachers looked at me. Snape looked at me very angry. Suddenly the minister stood in the corner. "Amnesia" I screamed. He flew into the corner against the wall. A substance came out of his brain. I let it explode in the air. I sat down on the floor. "Ignis ardeat, sit oblivio notitiae, obliviscantur omnes quid intus solum me et Draco norunt" Black mass flew out of my hands. It flew out the window to the minister and into his head. He forgets everything that was in the file and the files burned to ashes. I let the ashes disappear and stood in front of the minister. He opened his eyes. " What happened?" He recognized who was standing in front of him. "Minister you stumbled over a cat running past and are with your Head against the wall. Are you okay?" "Yes" He stood up. "Why was I here?" "Unfortunately I don't know, but I was here the whole time" "You were here the whole time" "All right, now go" He apparated. "understood once" said Dumbeldor "Yes Professor" "You look too much like your father when he was young, it scares me" said Dumbeldor "Oh don't worry, we're different" Everyone else looked at me in shock. Harry, Ron and Hermione looked at me with their mouths open. "Y/N" Snape screamed my name. "WE'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS, come with me" He pulled me by the arm out into his office. "You just used the Imperial Curse in front of Potter, Granger and Weasley and black magic you know how dangerous that can end for you" "These are spy files that know everything, you know that what was in there could have brought the entire Slytherin group to Azkaban. You don't think that I'm not doing anything. I sat in Azkaban for a fucking month and thought about what I should do and that straight away thereafter. I don't want to spend life in Azkaban like him just because the damn file wasn't destroyed while I still could." "I couldn't tolerate that for once longer, do you understand?" " Yes " i said Snape put a spell on my wand so that the spells can no longer be seen. " Thanks snape" We went back to the Great Hall. Two security guards stood there. "We would like to talk to you" "Okay then now" "Wouldn't you rather be in private?" "No, it's okay here" "Something burned down in the ministry" "Okay and that can always happen, what's special about that?" "It was lit with Bomarda Maxima and many more. Can we see your wand?" "Of course" I put it in the hand of one of the guards. They saw through it. "Okay, clear. Sorry for the interruption" "It's not bad, we're always happy to help" "Oh wait, can I see her hand?" "Oh you mean if I used black magic?" "Yes, if you already know that" Snape whispered something. He placed the wand on my hand. "It's a talent that you can perform black magic, not everyone can do that" "Oh I'm very sorry for those who can't do it" The guard looked at me disgusted. "Do you want to say anything else?" "No," it sounded dangerous "Then I would ask you to leave" I said One pulled me to him. "I've got my eye on you little bitch" "Little I can do more than you can" "Oh, we'll see. I can just put you behind bars." "Oh are you so sure? I thought something burned down" I smiled my smile. He looked at me. " I know what you did" " Do you have any Prof?" "We'll meet Again" "Oh I hope not, sorry" He apparated. "Idiot" Snape came towards me. " give it to me!" " no" " You know" " they immediately suspected you, give it to me" "You'll get it all back tomorrow." I put my wand in his hand and held out my hand. "Don't You Dare Go Too Far" "Recessus viribus infirmior" He went away. "Come tomorrow and you'll get everything back" Draco, Mattheo, Pansy and Theodor stood in the corner. They came towards me. " Let's go" We walked out of the large hall down the path to the lake. "It's through" I smiled at them. They didn't smile " what is?" Pansy and Thedor went away "They want to take a little distance because you're becoming too powerful for them" My jaw twitched. "You're staying, right?" "Yes, but we have to go to class" "See you later" said Mattheo Mattheo disappeared. I sat down on the floor. Draco next to me. "hey, they're scared of you, just stay calm, they'll calm down." "Is Mattheo afraid of me?" "Yeah, I guess he's not used to that you, none of us are" " You will stay with me?" "Yes, but now I have to go to class first. I'll come back with Mattheo afterwards." He disappeared. Everything was a lie Mattheo and Draco now had a free period they just wanted to get away from me. So much sadness rose within me. It's true all my thoughts in Azkaban. They were all scared and wouldn't do anything for me. I started to cry. Hermione, Ron and Harry came down the mountain and sat next to me. " What do you want?" "We want to help you" "You can't help me, all my friends are afraid of me but I did it for them" "Hey everything will be fine" "No, maybe it will be for you, but not for me. It hasn't even started yet and I'm already at my limit." "What hasn't begun yet" "Hermione I thought you were so smart, you're the only one I think how knows and understands. I'm a fucking Horkurkz from my father, I have to die at the hands of Harry or my own father and if you don't kill me you can't kill my father. All my friends are turning against me. Everything was true. It's not that easy to be in Azkaban with the most dangerous people in the world Because I tortured or murdered, but because I knew their secret, I was locked up and to protect what is not allowed to come out, I should be locked up for life. Everyone turns against me because they are afraid. No one stays because of the reason why I did it. They are looking for reasons to lock me up forever because otherwise everyone would have to go to court themselves and many people from Azkaban would have to be released again. They are innocent the ministry is to blame and everyone thinks of the stories they deserve it. How many times have I heard the sentence, she belongs there because her father is Voldemort. That's their reason, that's most people's reason and now my only four friends have left me but I didn't think that could ever happen. I stand alone against the rest of the world, locked up and watched. I don't have that much power and I don't know how to controll it. I don't want back to askaban. I want to do rigth fings but they aren't rigth for me. When I try do to rigth fings for the world everyone turned against me. I have safed so many lifes with that but they are scared. You must belive me I have not that many power and I'm not so strong. Every kill destroys me again. I have trustissus, fear for losing my friends. Askaban was so cruel. They sorted me to the Dangerous Wizards I was with Mass killern. They looked at me. Jugsons brother was there. I had fear of being murderd. It is always there." I put my head in my arms. "Evil Y/n deserves everything that comes her way no matter how many try to murder her" My heart cracked loudly. They definitilty didn't know what to say. " I'm so sorry Y/n" said Hermione " don't be sorry" " We must go to the next lesson. When you need us please come to us" Mattheo, pansy, Theodor and Draco came down the mountain. Hermione, Ron and Harry disappeared. "hey y/n sorry we're so sorry we shouldn't have left you alone" "But you did. Okay, you did, you were the only ones I really trusted, but no" "Y/n" Pansy said "You scared us. You can speak Parseltongue, you can do black magic, you've been in Azkaban for so many things and more" "Yes, I scared you, easy reason to move away" "We're sorry, we'll never do it again" "Oh yes you will" "No, I promise," said Draco "Summer holidays are coming soon" I smiled, it was such a fake smile. Mattheo, draco, pansy and Theodor started talking. I got up and went into the forest. " Maria" I said loudly "Please come, I need you" She immediately stood next to me. " Y/n I heard what happened, is everything okay?" "No, nothing is good" The tears streamed down my face. "My friends disappeared and said they were afraid of me" "Oh, my little one, everything will be fine. You have us and your father, everything will be fine, we'll go to the hut for three weeks on vacation and then everything will be fine." "We're all going to the hut together again?" "Yes, you don't know, your father was so worried about you this month. We were with him" "Does he know you're here?" "Yes he knows" "Tell him I love him so much" "I do. Should he worry about you?" " No" "Okay you can do it, I know it's difficult but you can do it, we're with you" "Thank you. It's been so much lately" "It will get better as soon as this year is over no one will mess with you anymore" "Thank you, you helped me so much" "I always do, I love you so much" " I love you too Marry please never leave me" She hugged me. " I won't and your father won't either She disappeared. Draco hugged me from behind. "hey draco" "Hey, you're not mad at me?" "No, not you, you're always there for me but everyone else" "You know that you're still with Mattheo? Wait, I'll send him in here and then you'll talk" I turned around and hug him. " nothing is okay am i rigth" " I can't do it anymore" " Hey you can I'm with you. You don't have to do anything alone. I would kill for you. My lovely little Girl. I will always stay with you. Do you know Narcissa said sometimes that you fell to her how her daugther. She loves you so much and so does I. I will go and tell Mattheo he should talk to you" " thanks draco" " Your welcome" He disappeared into the trees and Mattheo came. "hey babe" "hey why were you afraid of me?" "I wasn't afraid it was just all too much for me but now it's better. I mean you were in Azkaban and then I found out you can do black magic and that's cool." Mattheo held out his hand. Immediately there was a small flame. I held out my hand too but it didn't work. "Oh that's right Snape took it. You can do dark magic too?" " Yes I can my love" "Are you mad at Snape?" "No he saved me earlier, I didn't think they would want to check my hand then they would have seen the curse" " Are you mad at me?" " A little bit" "Okay, I'll make it up to you, I promise" " and how?" "on a date" "Do you know if I'm out of the Triwizard Tournament?" "No idea, sorry" "I hope I'm out, I don't feel like it anymore" " I hope so too. I don't want to Lose you in a risky game" " Hey you must promise to never be jealous of Draco. " " I won't " We went back on the path. Theodor sat next to me, everything was back to normal for him, he talked to me and talked to everyone else normally. "What's freedom like?" "Good if you want to look at it that way. It was colder in Azkaban, always raining and everything" I leaned against Mattheo. Penney lay on my legs and slept. "I think Penney won't let you go" "I don't think so either" We sat there for a long time then went into the comment room. It felt so much like home. Me and Pansy immediately went to our room. I lay down on my bed. It was warm and had a blanket. I lay down and then an owl came through the window I accepted the letter and opened it. "Said aloud," Pansy said "Hey my little one, Today you left Azkaban and immediately a fire was set in the ministry by whoever it was. How are you doing? I can't write to you that often. But I would like if you come with me to the cemetery then I can finally see you again. Bring Mattheo and Draco with you. By the way, I received the file with great praise and I'll get the prophecy myself. I heard you spoke to Maria. They are all waiting here for you and the holidays. We then go back to the hut together. I'm looking forward to it. With kind regards TR." "What does TR stand for?" "For Tom Riddle, my father, his name before he changed it" " Ah okay" "Do you think I should go?" "Yes, I think that was more of an order than a request" "Yes, probably" We lay down on the bed. Penney was lying on the bed next to me. I stroked her head. "Love you Penney sleep well" “Sleep well Y/n” "Sleep well Pansy" I said
