Y/N Riddle

Capital 88 Home and gone

I was still asleep as the door opened.
Suddenly water was thrown at me. It was cold. More than cold. I screamed.
I was immediately in an upright position. Draco stood in front of me with the bucket of water.
"Draco!" I stood up immediately. Draco started running and screaming.
I ran after Draco down the stairs.
Draco ran into the kitchen.
I followed him.
Narcissa, Mattheo and Thedor were sitting in the kitchen.
I was still dripping from cold water.
Theodor and Mattheo started laughing when they saw me.
Draco was hiding behind the table.
"Draco Lucius Malfoy"
"Yes," he came out from behind the table.
"Seriously again?"
Narcissa turned to the kitchen and picked up her wand. She swung it. I was dry immediately.
Narcissa smiled.
"Kids, go up and pack. We're leaving at lunchtime today."
I was the first to go back to the stairs.
Draco, Mattheo and Theodor followed me.
I went into one room and the boys went into theirs.
The bags were packed quickly.
I made my way back to Narcissa in the kitchen.
I sat down at the table.
" Y/n?"
" Yes?"
"Belatrix wants you to go back to the Order later to see if there's anything new."
"Okay, did my father say something?"
" No"
I just nodded.
Mattheo, Draco and Theodor were just coming down.
"So then let's get started"
I looked down.
"You don't want to go there, do you?" Narcissa asked
"No, definitely not making up this whole lying-always-lying thing."
"You have to. Everything is promised better"
" Hopefully"
"Let's go"
Mattheo came to me.
"Where do you have to go later?"
"To the Order. You're waiting, aren't you?"
"Yes, we'll wait until you get back"
We walked out of the tent and apparated.
We were back in the living room.
Everything was quiet.
Belatrix came from a corner.
She smiled at me.
" Come on, we have to go"
I walked to Belatrix.
We apparated again.
"Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you have become?" She ran her hand through my hair.
"Was my father home?"
"No, he was just on the way"
"You know what you have to do?"
" Yes, as always"
"Where did you stop?"
"at the enchanted card"
"Then let's get started"
I Apparated and stood at Grimmaulden Place 12.
I opened the garden gate and got to the front door.
My heart beat faster again. I felt it at the bottom of my neck.
I opened the door.
It was quiet.
I walked down the hallway and looked around the corner.
An ear hung in front of me.
It was facing the door.
My arm started to sting and suddenly there was a high-pitched noise. Too high was more in the pitch where only dogs can hear.
My head started to hurt.
It felt like the voice was screaming in my head.
I didn't realize that I had started screaming too.
I fell on my knees and covered my ears.
The sound made my skin crawl.
My head was pounding.
My heart soared.
Everything felt like it was about to explode.
My Dark Mark began to sting. It burned like it hadn't for a long time.
Memories came back to my mind.
There was our hiding place from the Horcrukz.
Suddenly everything stopped.
I support myself with one hand on the floor.
My eyes went up.
In front of me stood Dumbeldor. Panic filled my eyes. Had he just used Legimens? Does he know where the Horcrukz hideout is?
I looked at my arm.
The Dark Mark was burned red.
It had red spots.
Snape stood next to Dumbeldor.
He got down on his knees.
"Hey, is everything okay?"
I looked at him and then back to my arm.
I looked back at Dumbeldor.
The panic in my eyes still there.
" A tactical detection system, including hidden dark marks. Your dark mark was discovered by the disappearance protection and that triggered the alarm.
"What alarm?" It was Harry. They sat on the stairs. All the Weasleys.
"Those noises Harry"
He looked at me. Surprised.
Snape pulled me to my feet and looked at my arm.
He looked questioningly into my eyes.
"He'll see that. What should we do?"
"Nothing that will remain as a warning." Dumbledore said.
"That we are behind him. Following his trail. Knowing his plans"
I looked at Dumbeldor. Are you just trying to find out if I'm a spy or have you already known?
" What plans? "
"You know exactly his plans, every single one. You're part of the plans. The missions, everything. This isn't good for you and Draco. It will eat you up from the inside. It has begun your Traumas all the Traumas. The world can see your pain"
I looked at Snape.
"Is Sirius here?"
"Yes, where else would he be"
I stood up immediately.
My arm burned.
I quickly pulled my cloak over it.
"Are you saying upstairs?"
Snape looked at me and frowned.
I went up the stairs.
Once at the top. Tears streamed down my cheeks. I ran into regulus room.
My gaze went out the window.
My whole body was shaking.
Suddenly Snape came through the door.
" Y/n what has you so scared?"
I pulled Snape by the arm through the door and closed the door.
"He was in my mind. Dumbeldor saw the Horcrukz's were we hid it . He saw it."
My voice became more and more panicked.
" My father...if he finds out."
"He has what?"
"He saw the hiding place where me and Draco hid the Horcrukz three years ago snape please help me please. My father can't find out please"
He stayed silent.
"Otherwise I'll end up in this basement? Have you ever been in there? These corpses.
These men who eat themselves. The smoke, the chamber"
" Y/n, were you in there? Were you downstairs?"
"Yes, I was at the bottom and almost died because of that stupid smoke. You have to help me, please. Please"
"I'll speak to Dumbeldor immediately"
Snape disappeared straight from the room.
I followed him. My hands were shaking.
I sat on the stairs so I could still hear clearly.
I didn't notice that I was being watched. One floor above me sat the Weasleys, Harry and Hermione.
I started shaking even harder.
My heart kept rising.
Did he feel this pain? Did my father feel this pain
My vision became black dots.
I held onto the railing and started coughing.
I looked at my hand. There was blood in my hand. My blood.
My heart felt like it was jumping out of my throat.
I looked at my arm.
The top layer was charred black.
Suddenly the same thing that happened to Umbridge happened to me.
My father was on my mind.
My head snapped back to my neck. My eyes turned black.
I heard the voices.
" What's up? "
It was my father.
I answered not too afraid.
"Anything unusual happen yet?"
"Y/n answer me"
“Sorry,” my voice sounded broken.
"what's wrong?"
" later"
My vision returned to normal.
I started shaking even more. Again.
My hand gripped the railing.
I heard voices from the room.
"I need to talk to you in private for a moment"
"Is it so important, Severus?"
" Yes, it is"
Dumbeldor and Snape came out of the room. They continued to walk.
Suddenly it occurred to me. I needed information. New information are the best.
My hand was shaking as I stood up and walked down the stairs to the room.
I crept to the door and slowly looked inside.
Suddenly Moody starts looking at me. Through the door.
I was frightened and went back a bit. Moody opened the door.
"Can I speak to Sirius in the room briefly?" He looked me up and down.
Moody opened the door a little wider.
I looked at everyone in the room.
There were three new ones.
I looked at them closely and memorized their appearance.
Sirius came out of the room.
“What are you want Y/n?”
" Can we talk?"
He led me into his office.
"I don't want to come here anymore. It's getting too dangerous for me but I still want to find the diary. But what happened today was too much for me. I would love to come further and look for the diary but I'm afraid of something next time comes or that someone doesn't trust me enough and then something happens to me. Can we write and find a solution?"
"Yes, of course. I'll just write to you then"
" Thanks"
"I have to go back now"
"Okay, thank you for everything and say hello to your mother from me"
" Will I"
"And tell Snape to tell me the answers at Hogwarts"
"I'll spread the word"
We walked out of the office.
Then I noticed the Weasleys and Harry and Hermione sitting upstairs.
Fred and George came towards me.
Fred was the first to pull me into a hug.
"Hey, see you again at Hogwarts and please take care of yourself"
Then George pulled me into a hug.
"and get a doctor to examine you, you don't look healthy"
He let me out of the hug.
I went to the door.
I pulled my cloak over my arm.
Kreacher came out of the corner.
He gave me a bottle and a can.
"that's for combustion"
"Thanks Kreacher"
Sirius and everyone else looked at Kreacher in surprise.
"always happy for you"
I smiled at him.
"I'll help you if you need help, I promise"
"Thank you, I really appreciate that"
I opened the front door.
Kreacher watched me go.
I closed the door and heard him say.
"MUD BLOOD GET OUT OF MY WAY"
I smiled.
"Kreacher"
I was standing on the street.
The Weasleys, Harry and Hermione looked at me through the window.
I apparated and landed on the mountain near Belatrix.
" something new?"
"Show me the picture?"
She pulled out several pictures.
I recognized the people immediately and pointed to them.
"The four were still there."
"This is Mundungus Fletscher, Daedalus Diggel, Elphias Doge and Kingsley Shacklebolt"
"Good information. What is their next plan?"
"I don't know. I couldn't hear anything"
I had my hand on my injury.
She looked at me in surprise.
" What's up?"
" Nothing?"
"Okay then, let's go"
We apparated.
I was in the living room but Belatrix wasn't.
She wasn't next to me.
The front door opened and Belatrix came into the living room.
A few Death Eaters were already sitting at the table, waiting.
Me and Belatrix sat down immediately. My father came and crept around the table before sitting in his chair.
" and?"
Belatrix began to speak.
"New group members have appeared. Mundungus Fletscher, Dädalus Diggel, Elphias Doge and Kingsley Shacklebolt."
"What's your plan?"
"To find and destroy the Horcrucs. That's just Dumbedlor's plan, the others haven't talked about it," I said.
"Dumbeldor is a real problem. He has to go"
They want to kill Dumbedlor.
I held my arm again.
"Which security guard did they take?"
" I don't know"
It was discussed how to proceed. I was often included.
I had to come along to get people on our side and if they didn't want to we should kill them.
My arm hurt a lot. He burned and much more.
The meeting was over.
"Y/n come with me"
My heart started beating faster again. Was I too conspicuous?
I followed my father into his office.
It seemed bigger to me than normal.
" What happened?"
"They have a security system installed that detects Dark Marks and tries to destroy them or something like that"
My father looked at me confused. He grabbed my arm and pulled up the cloak.
He looked at my charred forearm in shock.
His expression turned angry.
"And then there was this high-pitched noise. It felt like everything was about to explode. I don't know exactly what happened then, but I think Dumbeldor used Legimency."
"What did you show him?"
"He saw the memory from the hiding place"
"Which hiding place?"
"That from the Horkrukz. But he only saw ice and so he doesn't know where it is. Ice doesn't help him. He only saw the area where it is lying, nothing else"
My father looked at me angrily.
My heart rate went up.
He held his wand to my throat.
"Anything else that can't wait?"
" No"
My hands started shaking again.
I noticed the blood in my throat.
He was so angry.
Suddenly a beam from his wand hit me.
My whole body was suddenly read.
I stood there and looked at him.
"Crucio"
The lightning struck me.
A terrible pain went through my body.
With more anger, his torture curses became more and more powerful.
I didn't realize that I started screaming.
My whole body twitched.
I closed my eyes.
Suddenly my body was there again.
I brace myself against the wall with my one hand.
He did not say anything. I leaned against the wall.
"Your torturing is getting easier"
That was a big lie. But if he thought it would be easier he wouldn't do it.
"You are my daughter. You must not never disappoint me. But that is what you have. And everyone who disappoints me will receive their just punishment."
Suddenly something cut open my body.
I screamed.
I dropped to the floor. I slid down the wall.
It was black magic.
I tried to get up again. It did not work. I was trapped by black magic.
My father removed the curses from me.
I was still trapped by the black magic.
"You can now spend two hours thinking about what effects the whole thing has. You are my daughter, so never disappoint me again. I'll come later and then the same thing will happen again, only this time a thousand times worse because you said it would get weaker. Be careful open your cheeky mouth"
The door to the office opened and closed. No one was allowed into the office except for me, Belatrix and Narcissa. Everyone else would get a big punishment.
I put my head on my legs.
I took advantage of the moment and rubbed the ointment on my arm and drank the potion.
My head was full. Always torture.
Never anything else. How I'll end later. As a person with trustissus. With trauma and severe physical injuries. Everyone thinks I'm the bad one. The ones with no good feelings. That kills people and much more.
He's already punished me for running away. What if I don't go back, I just stay out in the world.
Will it get better then?
It had been an hour.
I tried to free myself with black magic. I had made the decision to leave and start again.
I mumbled lots of different things. Suddenly the cage disappeared from smoke.
I was free and still had an hour's notice.
I walked out of the office and apparated.
I wasn't allowed to apparate too often.
I arrived in a muggle town.
I limped along the streets. The injuries were still bleeding.
Not for long. I stopped the bleeding with simple black magic.
I ran down the street. After an hour I was in the country.
I was walking next to a main road.
Suddenly a black shadow flew over me. It was a Death Eater.
I ran into a forest.
The Death Eater flew over me.
They're already looking for me. It wasn't a good idea to leave. It was clear to me that they would be looking for me. It was so clear.
You can't let me near anyone and I'm his daughter. He must have some feelings.
I ran further along the path in the forest.
My steps became hasty. My arm hurt a lot.
I tripped over a Stone.
I fell to the ground and scraped my arms.
I immediately got back up. The nearest town is where Sirius lives.
When I get there I'll be safe first.
I continued running through the forest.
Everything went well.
I was at the edge of the forest. Now just through the city.
I walked into the streets and put my hoodie over my head.
My arm was well hidden.
I mingled with the Muggles.
It was easy to move forward. Suddenly three Death Eaters landed behind me. I didn't turn around.
" Y/n?"
I continued walking down the street.
They followed me.
"Y/n riddle"
I was silent.
My legs moved at normal speed. They could catch me right now.
I went to a house and reached under the front door mat. Please is there the key. I actually felt a key. I pulled him out from under the mat and opened the door. I went into the house and closed the door behind me.
I dropped to the floor.
The Death Eaters disappeared.
After 10 minutes I went back out and put the key back under the mat.
I continued walking down the street. My legs were so heavy. I was so tired of being tortured. I couldn't have endured a second round.
I arrived at the house. But was followed again.
I opened the garden gate.
Suddenly a curse flew at me.
I took out my wand.
"Protego"
The curse rang out immediately.
I ran to the front door and slipped into the house.
Everyone was probably at dinner. It was already late and dark.
The Death Eaters stood in front of the house and watched. Did they see the house or not?
I tiptoed down the hallway.
I knelt under one of the windows and looked up cautiously. They stood in front of the house and stared into space.
My heart was pounding. They knew I was here, which means my father would know right away too. I rolled over onto my back. I was lying on the stairs. My stomach was still ripped open from the floundering.
My entire T-shirt was bleed through.
I looked at the window again. They stood against the wall of the house with their wands raised.
They saw the house.
I slowly opened the window.
I became directly a spell in my face.
I screamed.
" Amnasia " It hit the one man
"Riddle" He screamed my last name. "Come here right now!!"
"Who's Riddle?"
"The Little One"
"Riddle" the one shouted again.
I was in Sirius' house.
I sat back under the window and hid there.
"Kreacher" I whispered.
A house elf immediately stood next to me.
" I need your help"
" With everything"
"Can you distract the men outside?"
" Yes "
Kreacher ran to the door.
I crept behind.
I have to find Dumbeldor and erase his memories.
Kreacher apparated I heard him from outside.
" What are you looking for?"
I looked through the window. The men had turned to Kreacher.
I quietly opened the front door and crept out.
I looked back at the house again. Everyone upstairs was watching me. They looked through the window.
Suddenly a Curse flew towards me.
I fended him off with Protego.
"Riddle" He screamed my name.
My head went to him. They had definitely seen me.
I started running down the street. The Death Eaters were close behind me.
I noticed the effects of the torture in my stomach. Kreacher Apparated next to me. He gave me a hand.
"Woe to you dirty little thing. If you take her away you'll be the first to die" screamed the one man
Kreacher took my arm.
" Riddle you know the punishment"
I saw another knife flying towards us from behind. But Kreacher and I already apparated.
Everything went black.
Suddenly a sharp pain hit me.
We landed on a cliff.
I looked at my arm. The thrown knife was stuck there.
"Kreacher, you must please find Dumbledore and then bring me to him"
Kreacher nodded but looked at my arm worriedly.
Then he apparated.
I was alone.
I've never been here before. It was an exposed area with no forest nearby.
I took the handle off the knife and pulled the knife from my arm.
Blood ran down my arm.
I took a scrap of fabric and wrapped it around my arm.
Below me was the sea.
I looked at him in the open water.
I heard a plob behind me.
I turned around.
It was my father.
I turned around again.
"Why did you send your search team?"
"Why? What was your mission to run away and hide in the world from all evil?"
"No, I wanted to find Dumbeldor and erase his memory"
"But why didn't you tell me we could have done this together"
"If you make a small mistake, you're immediately on the torture level. When am I supposed to be able to do something on my own? I'm constantly being watched over by someone, watching whatever else. You didn't even trust me now and immediately sent out your search team."
"Yes, because you disappeared and you know exactly why"
"You can't even say it. All you know is anger, insensitivity and you have no trust in me anymore. I have no trust in any other people and you think I would walk away from the only people where I know they don't want to kill me right away "So many have taken advantage of my trust in them, I have no trust in Sirius, no trust in anyone else. The only people I know would look for me are you, Kreacher, Marry, Jordan, George, Toney and Penney."
"Let's go home then we can discuss what to do with Dumbeldor"
"No. Kreacher went looking for Dumbeldor and when he finds him I'll do it myself."
My father looked at me angrily.
" then comes the punishment again you know that? You must obey me understood?"
"Just let me do that, please."
"Okay, once and what if it doesn't work?"
"Then we can do whatever you want and I'm completely on board"
"Okay then, I'll see you later and don't think you would come away from your punishment. When you come home you're directly punished for even telling him that"
" Thanks"
He apparated.
After about 10 minutes, Mattheo, Draco and Theodor suddenly stood behind me.
They sat down next to me.
" How far are you?"
"Kreacher went looking"
"Y/n we're going down to the village if you're ready or need help we'll be up here as quickly as we can"
" Thanks"
I smiled at them.
" We are always there for you"
I saw the boys walking down the mountain. They ran to the next village.
Suddenly it made a noise.
I turned around. Dumbeldor and Kreacher stood behind me.
"Y/n I have to go again otherwise Master will ask questions"
"Thanks Kreacher"
He apparated.
"I think I know what it's about"
"You saw it, right? The hiding place?"
" Yes I have"
"You have to forget it again"
" I want to show you something "
Dumbeldor closed his eyes.
"Legimens" I whispered
I got into his thoughts.
He sat at a table with Snape and a few others.
"The prophecy said something about a girl. What was said? Does he know about it?"
" I can't tell you exactly what it said, but she is one who can save the world and also lead to the abyss." Dumbledore said
The memory faded and a new one appeared.
This time Professor Trelawney and Dumbeldor sat at a table.