Y/N Riddle

Capital 150

It had already been two weeks since I was here.
A lot has happened by then.
Julian flirts with me all the time.
The guards watched my every move.
I was just sitting under the tree.
The snow fell on my hair.
I pulled out the heart I made two weeks ago.
Since then I have had no contact with anyone from the outside world.
The practice sessions were boring, they were always about the same thing.
I looked at the landscape.
Four guards stood at the top of the castle and watched me.
Suddenly something rustled through the forest.
It looked like a dog or something.
I got up and followed him.
The forest was pretty dark.
I stepped over a branch and made fire appear in my hand.
Old trees lay everywhere.
Suddenly a person stood across from me.
She was wearing a black hooded sweater.
I held the flame closer to his head.
He had scars everywhere and only had 1 eye left.
His second eye stared into my soul.
"What are you doing out here?"
Suddenly I heard sounds hitting each other.
I turned around.
Behind me came three more men with knives.
"What do you want?" I asked incredibly excitedly.
“What is such a young girl doing here alone in the forest?”
"I'm not alone"
"Oh yeah. Now it looks like you're alone"
"I'm never alone"
"Just do what we want and everything will be fine"
"Hell no fuck off"
Then suddenly they came running towards me.
I ducked quickly but not quickly enough the knife caught my cheek.
I rolled over.
Then I made fire appear in my hands.
I let it grow larger and a flash of flame shot into the sky.
"don't you dare"
Suddenly a knife flew towards me.
I caught it with my hand and shot it back at its sender.
It hit him perfectly.
A man ran towards me.
I pushed his neck towards the air and let him rise into the air.
"Never mess with me"
The man in the air started screaming.
I began breaking all of his bones one by one.
Another man is currently choking on my plant and the last one is currently burning.
The man was squeezed everywhere by the plant that he would soon explode.
All three were suffering and it gave me feelings of power.
"please spare me"
It was the man who was crushed by the plant.
" Why should I?"
" I'm sorry"
He knelt in front of me and begged.
" No"
I closed my eyes.
Suddenly I felt a blade go through my foot.
I concentrated and then it was over.
The man in the air had his neck broken and the other exploded.
Blood spurts everywhere.
My face was covered in blood and the third burned because of my flames.
I opened my eyes.
My face and clothes were streaked with blood.
My own foot was bleeding and there was a huge gash on my face.
I started hobbling back to the castle to see if I could even find my way back.
My foot burned incredibly.
The blood from my cheek dripped onto the floor.
After hobbling for a short while, I suddenly saw the castle again.
No one else was outside.
It had to be lunch.
The only way in and into the room was through the dining room.
Unfortunately for me, there was no clock outside. Maybe they were all already in class and I could sneak in without getting into trouble.
I hobbled up the hill and to the door.
It was a glass door.
I looked cautiously into the room.
Everyone sat at lunch.
Suddenly black eyes stared at me from just behind the door.
It was a guard.
I was startled and staggered back a step.
He opened the door.
"Miss Riddle where were you?"
He grabbed my arm.
The blood was just dripping.
I was pulled into the room.
Everyone looked at me.
There was a large mirror in the background.
Snow covered my black hair and blood gave the whole thing a horrible look.
I looked dangerous.
" Have You Killed"
He brushed my hair out of my face.
The wound appeared.
"Knife wound 3 centimeters deep," said a second guard.
"Where are the bodys?" The one in front of me asked.
"In the forest," I said loudly
"How many"
"look"
I had to smile.
"Foot A second knife wound also three centimeters deep"
"What did you do to them?"
"I would say it's an easy meal for wolves now"
"Look for the bodies immediately," said a man in all white.
He was the head master.
I was let go and the guards immediately disappeared from the dining room.
"Miss Riddle you know this is a strike for you"
"I can't help it if they attack me with knives for no reason"
"There are always other ways to get around something like this"
“Sure,” I said
It reminded me of the 5 men on the mountain when they just attacked me and I only found out afterwards that they were from the ministry.
"What's your problem with knife attacks? Why just death. There are always other options"
"Tell that to the 12-year-old who has to carry out missions for her father and almost dies in a knife attack or when some complete strangers just run after them in France because the two 12-year-olds have done so many wrong things. Tell that to the 15-year-old A waterfall crashed twice just because she was being chased.
Or simply being attacked with knives by 5 strange men in the mountains above.
Tell that to the 14 year old who was forced into some shitty kid stuff because her name came out of a shitty cup.
Tell that to the 14 year old that she has to be in Azkaban because she is being forced to do things.
Tell that to the 12 year old who is forced to kill and torture people with her best friend.
Tell that to the three-year-old who runs away with her big brother to find a better life and then her big brother explodes in front of her own eyes. Tell a 1 year old that her brother and mother were killed out of pleasure.
Tell that to the girl who got a memory blocker when she was four.
Tell the girls that they are constantly trying to get killed.
Tell the boy to throw away his life to serve someone else.
Tell that to the 13 year old girl who runs away from her own father to find a better life.
So tell me there were other options."
The man remained silent.
"I thought so. There were never any other options"
I just walked past him.
The guards at the door didn't even stop me.
I hobbled up the stairs to my room.
"Other options clear"
I went into the bathroom and ran the water.
I washed the blood from my face.
I put the cloak and the only thing that wasn't bloody on the floor.
I sat on the chair and bandaged my foot.
The bandage was immediately full of blood again.
I got out a first aid kit.
I opened it. Maybe there was something to stitch up the injury.
And sure enough there was a needle and thread.
I started sewing my foot together.
It hurt like hell.
I bit my lip at times to block out the pain.
When it was finally finished I put a bandage around it again.
I pulled the blood-stained pants back over them.
The mirror showed my reflection again.
I looked tired and pale.
My hair still wet from the snow.
The only thing that gave me color was the blood.
The injury to my face.
Was it big enough to sew up?
I took the needle between my fingers again and threaded a thread.
Then I started sewing my face shut.
I felt tears welling up in my eyes.
I told everyone my whole life in a few sentences because I was angry because of one word.
So pathetic.
I quickly put on some fresh clothes and then sat back down on the chair.
I gave myself credit for freaking out because of one word.
It was pathetic I should never have said it.
Tears rolled down my cheeks.
I just want to go back to Mattheo, Theodor and Draco.
I pulled out the heart.
Mattheo, Theodor and Draco smiled at me.
It was like they just understood me.
Understanding what I had done wrong.
I don't know how long I stared at that heart.
Time passed quickly.
The sunlight slowly disappeared and darkness came.
I turned on the light.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door.
"Y/n, I have to go in there too," came Lisa's voice suddenly.
I got up and went to the door.
I turned the key and walked out without saying a word.
Lisa watched me as I laid down on my bed.
She disappeared into the bathroom.
I closed my eyes and concentrated on not thinking about anything.
I quickly fell asleep.

When I woke up the next day, Lisa was already long gone.
I got up from the bed and combed my hair.
Then I disappeared from the room.
The corridor was full of people.
They all looked at me.
I ignored them as if nothing had happened.
I arrived in the dining room. There were quite a few people sitting there, probably already waiting for their food.
Lisa and Jonney were already sitting at the table.
Julian and his friends were already there too.
Nothing ever happened for me yesterday.
I went to the door outside and opened it.
"Miss Riddle, you're not allowed out"
It was a guard.
I gave the middle finger and walked out anyway.
"Shit she is a badass" suddenly said one of Julian's friends.
The guard followed me to the door but didn't go any further.
I got under the tree and sat down.
I saw Julian coming towards me.
" What do you want?" I asked
Julian sat down next to me.
"Tell me more about Mattheo"
I looked at him in surprise.
"You know when we were talking to Mattheo he heard and looked shocked when you talked. Why was he shocked?"
"Because he's probably afraid of losing his girl. I don't know. So tell me more about him"
"He's actually the complete opposite of becoming and everything.
Mattheo sacrificed himself for me when I was no longer allowed to leave the house.
He promised my father he would look after me at Hogwarts.
That's how he became a Death Eater.
Now he has a mission with Draco.
My best friend for a long time.
He has always been with me on missions and other things.
But back to Mattheo.
Mattheo only gets angry when someone says something against him or us.
Or if he didn't like something Theodor said.
Then they always argued like little children.
Mattheo and I have been together for almost three years now and hope it will be even longer."
"Tell me more about Draco"
"Draco has actually always been with me.
His parents are Death Eaters and we became so close.
Later, when we started Hogwarts, me and Draco had to start learning how to torture and kill properly.
Belatrix wanted to teach us everything so that we would become like her later.
Draco always found it more difficult than me.
He actually does everything just for his family.
He accompanied me when we hid the Horcrukz.
I always thought that he would die if we were attacked.
I often went on vacation with him and narcissa.
Unfortunately it was never a vacation but always a mission.
For example, once Narcissa had to do something in Rome. Then we were allowed to come along and were actually just supposed to stay in the hotel.
Draco is sweet and kind"
I knew that he couldn't tell anyone the whole thing because me, Mattheo, Theodor and Draco had once placed a curse that if we told someone something, they wouldn't be able to tell anyone.
A butterfly flew around him, which was the sign that it was working.
I leaned my head against the tree trunk.
"I think it's awesome my little brother is getting a riddle"
I looked at him.
" Happened"
"Tell me, what kind of mission are you currently on?"
"Not allowed. Only when it's over and how am I supposed to know that you won't tell the guards?"
"The guard here?"
I nodded.
"Definitely not"
"Everyone says you're special and different. Why do they say you're different?"
"Who said that?"
I heard the guards talking about you and you just walked out of the room yesterday without getting a punishment."
"I'm different because I know how I'm going to die, because my life has always been shit, and because I can control the dementors. They listen to me and do everything I want."
"But why. What makes you so different that you can do something like that?"
"I have no idea.
"I always wish I had stayed dead on Snape's first try."
"You were dead?" Julian asked.
"Yes, I drowned"
"How old were you then?"
"I think 12"
"Wait a minute, when you were 12 and were forced to torture and kill there for the first time, Voldemort was never dead."
I had to smile.
"You're the first to realize that.
My father was never dead.
I told you yesterday that I ran away with my eldest brother when I was three years old.
I was at Harry Potter's house when his parents died.
I was in the room with him.
My father never died, he just focused on other things."
"It doesn't make sense. If you're his daughter then why did your mother and brothers die. Then why did you run away?"
"This is my secret that no one will ever know"
" Why?"
"Because no one will ever understand"
"If you tell me maybe I'll understand"
"No, I'd rather not"
"Okay"
I looked at the forest.
"What exactly happened in the forest yesterday?"
"I don't really know for sure.
I was sitting right here in this spot at the top of the mountain, there were four guards watching me.
Then the bush shook and it looked like a dog running away.
I followed him.
Suddenly a man stood in front of me near a tree trunk.
He had a dagger in his hand.
Behind me came two other men also with knives.
Then they just attacked me like they always do and then I just defended myself.
As always"