Y/N Riddle

Capital 105 reality or just a dream?

I woke up.
Today we go back to Hogwarts.
My father was sitting downstairs at the table.
I sat down next to him.
"Hey" I said
My father looked at me.
"Today you're going back to Hogwarts"
"Yes then I have to see the pink bitch again"
"You just have to get along with her, it can't be that hard.
It's only for a year"
"Yes and this one year is making this woman extremely difficult. How are things going with Potter?"
"I'll let him look into my mind more often. It'll be fine."
"I always thought there was no other way to remove a Horcrukz other than killing them."
" there are other ways but I've never heard of it like that. Normally only magical fire and the basilica's poison can destroy a Horcrukz."
"Then what did he try?"
"Probably to kill you. He probably tried to combine two curses and that's why it didn't work."
"Doesn't that actually mean you have one less life now?"
"that's exactly what it says and I think Dumbeldor and Potter have already destroyed two more"
"Do you mean the diary?"
"Yes, exactly that. That's why it's so important that Dumbeldor doesn't find your hidden Horcrukz."
I looked at the table.
"And what happens if he finds him?"
" Then hopefully your curses will kill him before he can destroy the Horcrukz. So you have to go to Hogwarts now. The train leaves in 10 minutes.
Just apparate to the train station and everything will work out."
"Okay, you'll let me know when this is supposed to happen with the Ministry?"
" Yes"
I took my bag. It was much lighter now.
I apparated.
I was standing on the train track.
There were already many other families there.
I was alone.
In the background I saw the Weasley family.
Molly, Arthur, George, Fred, Harry, Hermione, Ron and Ginny looked at me.
Fred started walking towards me.
George followed him.
“ hey Y/n how are you?”
"Good" I smiled at them.
"Why do you always come alone. You always came with the Malfoys, don't you live with them anymore?"
“Difficult,” I said
" What exactly happened?"
"The newspaper says you killed six men" said George
"No, I didn't, I only killed 3, the other two took their own lives through black magic"
"Do you want to tell us what happened?" Fred asked
"I don't know if I can tell you everything, but they killed Marry, Penney and Toney."
"What did you do in Dubai?" George asked
"It was a safe house, that's all I can tell you. I thought I would die in the safe house like my whole other family"
George and Fred looked at each other.
"You had other family members than your father"
"complicated. I had two brothers and a mother"
"Two brothers all from your father?"
"No, it's very complicated"
"In any case, you're fine, that's the best" said Fred
I smiled at both of them.
"Have you seen Mattheo, Theodor or Draco?"
"No, but Pansy"
"pansy and I are no longer good"
" Oh what happened?"
"a lot of arguments about small, individual things"
"Maybe they're already inside"
Suddenly two women and a man stood next to me.
They had cameras in their hands.
"Hello, can we please interview you briefly about the accident in Dubai?"
" no"
I smiled at Fred and George and then disappeared into the train.
I saw out the window how the woman approached Fred and George and they refused.
I walked down the corridor and sat down in an empty compartment.
The train began to move.
After two hours the train stopped again.
I looked out the window.
We were at Hogwarts.
I got off the train and waited outside.
But Mattheo, Theodor and Draco didn't get off the train.
I was the last person to walk to the carriages alone.
I sat down on the last carriage.
A girl came to me.
She was in my grade level.
"Hey, I'm Luna Lovegood" she said
"Hey Luna, I'm Y/n"
"Where is the rest of your group?" she had an incredibly dreamy voice.
"I don't know, they weren't on the train"
"Maybe they'll come later" Luna said.
The carriages stopped at the top of the castle gates.
Me and Luna walked into the Great Hall.
I went to the Slytherin table.
Pansy watched me.
Everyone was watching me. I hated this feeling of attention.
I sat down in an empty spot at the Slytherin table.
Dumbeldor gave a short speech and was interrupted again by Umbridge.
The food went around quickly.
I was one of the first to revolt.
I walked out of the great hall and ran down the mountain to the lake.
Nobody was there.
I leaned against the tree.
Where are the three of them?
Marry, Toney and Penney kept coming to my mind.
The funeral is supposed to be in 4 days. I would then be exempt from school there.
They only died because of me. I felt the tears welling up again.
They rolled down my cheeks.
I heard someone coming behind me.
I didn't turn around.
This person hugged me from behind. I immediately recognized who it was.
She came in front of me.
I hugged Pansy.
"Y/n"
" It's all my fault"
" No it's not"
"But they only died because of me"
"Hey, where are the guys?"
" no idea "
She sat down next to me.
"Why did you all ignore me? I felt super left out"
" Pansy, you have to understand, someone told all the things to Dumbeldor and we all thought it was you. So we tried to find out and excluded you from everything."
Pansy didn't even look at me in shock.
"You didn't betray us, did you?"
"No, I don't, but I think I know who betrayed you."
I looked at her.
"Daphne. I told her a lot, nothing really important and she listened to us a lot."
" Are you sure?"
"No, but I have to go back now and Y/n don't even think about the fact that I have now forgiven you because you told me. You excluded me for half a year just because you thought I had betrayed you. Good friends don't do that. " Pansy said
I looked at her in amazement.
She disappeared.
I looked at the lake again.
What was wrong with her right now?
The sun had long since gone when I decided to walk back up to the castle.
I went through the door into the comment room.
Nobody sat downstairs.
I went up to Draco, Mattheo and Theodor's room.
Nobody was there.
I lay down on Mattheo's bed.
Where are they?
Then I fell asleep.