Part 32

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Sunrays hit me sharp and I woke up.. have I even slept??? And Mayukh??Is sleeping.. I guess he had slept just in the dawn!! The last thing I remember is I slept without having anything, so around 3 'o' clock he had waken me up and fed Maggie.. I too didn't resist.. instead fed him back... I yet could not come to any conclusion about the conversation we had last night.. I looked at Mayukh.. his face was pale. He had fisted the edge of my night suit shirt. I released my shirt from his grip and got up..

The itinerary showed our sightseeing trip would start tomorrow, with two other groups of tourists. The hotel had arranged it. Tirp??? Honeymoon..!!! huh..!! This joke of a marriage..!! I don't know what should I do.. to forgive him?? To accept him?? Or to tell his truth to everyone and leave him??? Forgiving is a better option or separation??? I sighed and closed my eyes.. Mamoni's face flashed...!!! Suddenly my I felt the 'matarmala'.. that day was just like yesterday, when thammi blessed me this..!!! No... I cant punish them for his faults.. definitely not..!! Mamoni's words rang into my ears again.. "punish him.. handle him the way you like.. but stay with him..".. yes.. I cant leave him... he needs me... but I cant forgive him too... I don't know if I can ever accept him even....

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"Hiyaaaa..." he shrieked while I was brushing my teeth in the washroom.. I ran in the very same state with the brush and foam in my mouth...!! 'what's wrong' I gestured him, only to be crushed in his arms... he was crying!! badly..!! "I thought... I thought you left.. again..." he stammered...

Shit..!! he may seep into a emotional breakdown..!!! I somehow gulped the foam and spoke... " I wont leave you Mayukh.. but... I need time to absorb whatever you told me last night... I need time to forgive you... if ever I can..." "amake chere jabe na to... more jabo ei baar gele (YOU WONT LEAVE ME NA..?? I SHALL DIE IF YOU DESERT ME THIS TIME )"... I broke the hug and nodded in negation.. "I am not angry on you Mayukh.. I am just upset... hurt..!!!" my voice trailed off as tears again bounced out ..only to be taken into his arms..!!! "DO I DESERVE A SECOND CHANCE HIYA???... CAN I GET IT???"...

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