36 - His handssss

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In the chapter before (best one ever), my silverboy kept on touching me and I kind of noticed his hands and dang! Imagine a 11 year old boy who still hasn't been through puberty but has slightly veiny, long, slim hands. Dudette, it's so hot! And the way he grips his iPad whenever I touch it is so effortlessly strong but careless. I don't have words to explain. He touches me so harshly but.... there's a gentleness behind all of that "I hate you" act. This is how Mia imagines our first kiss to be like :

S : "I hate you, silverboy and I know you hate me too but why would you want to hurt me?" *me standing between him and the wall*

M : *pushes me to the wall and whispers in my ear* because I hate you. I hate everything about you. From how confident you are to how you're so smart but I'll never admit it to how you smile at everything and everything about you. I hate the way you look at me. I don't like anything but-

S : *kisses him*

M : *kisses me back, fiercely*

S : *pulls back glaring at him*

M : *kisses me again*

S : *kisses back and then pulls back*

M : *breathes out* what just happened?

S : we KISSED

M : we c-can't. Why did you kiss me?

S : why did you kiss me back *running my hands through my hair*

*glaring at each other*

M : I do bad things when I'm-I'm in- *sits down* why did you start, huh? *smirking*

S : I did it so you would shut up

M : no, you didn't

S : yes, I did

M : no, you didn't

S : tell me your reason then, huh?

M : you answer first!

S : Malik, leave this here

M : we're worst enemies

S : worst academic rivals

M : and this changes nothing

*someone entering*

I was dying laughing lolllllll. That would be soooooo awkward. Imagine this in a staircase that no one's in.

Also, it's really obvious that I like silverboy. There's a girl in my old class, Yasmine, and I met her in the bathroom. And Mia was there too and I couldn't shut up about how it's really annoying on how I sit next to Malik in art, Spanish and French.

This is what Yasmine says "siyana, it's obvious that you like Malik but then you say that you don't like him" and I screamed "I don't!" and left the bathroom. I was mad a Mia because she f*cking high-fived Yasmine after she was like "Siyana is in love with Malik". Like, the audacity! I could never. Guess, I am doing "never" right now. But am I making it THAT obvious?

I'm losing it.

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