My Love Life : Y7

61 - Scores

We got our reports back!! Woohoooooooo!! I did A.M.A.Z.I.N.G

War was over.......

The moment I walked into tutor, I squealed "guess who got an amazing report back?"

I wanted him to know. His gaze was burning into my back, maybe I would catch on fire but did I care. I would love to burn if it was because of him. He was gripping that motherf*cking iPad, again. Why does he do that?

"So, you know for the Maths GL, the highest you can get is a 141 and guess what I got? A mother ducking 141!!!" I screamed.

"Good job, Siyana" Leah said. Me and her are on better terms now but she's a meh right now. 

Malik was smiling, but he wasn't playing a game and Tyke is not that funny. It wasn't a smirk or a grin, it was a genuine smile.

Is he happy for me? Holy sh*t, Malik is happy for me? I'm so mean to him, but why would he be happy for me? Doesn't he hate me? Aren't we supposed to? Hate each other and that sh*t? It was just a coincidence.....

It was just a coincidence, stop thinking Siyana. I was zoning out again and my friends call me out. I overthink way too much, why? Why? Why? 

I just like to see things in a different perspective so that I can be happy. I want to. I want things to happen in a different perspective. Maybe, in a parallel universe, me and Malik weren't academic rivals but dating?

Maybe I was pretty, smart, talented, athletic and the perfect student everyone expects me to be. I'm broken. Malik f*cking tore me apart.

I can't think straight when I'm around. I can't stop yelling at that idiot, I can't stop rolling my eyes at him. The glares that burn through each others' flesh to the dreamy stares as if you've been in love all along. The enemies part was just an act, a part of the story. Is it though?

"How many RL5s, Siyana?" Ava asked.

"I got 11 RL5s, 2 RL4s and one RL3" I replied.

"Ooh  good job! I got 6 RL5s" she said.

"Great job Ava! You get a double high-five from me. An academic one!" I sarcastically spoke. "How many RL5s for you, Leah?" I asked. 

"Around 7/8? I think it was 8 though. For my GL, I got a 129 for maths and 116 for English. What did you get for English?" she answered.

"I got a 131 for my English GL. That's pretty good for English I think. Because like, the comprehension stuff is straight-up complicated!" I exclaimed.

"Mhm, it is!" she exclaimed dryly. Saying "mhm" is so hot for boys but just an ick for girls. Malik and Habeel sound so hot when they say "mhm". Like, oh my f*cking god.

When we were going to science from tutor, Malik kept on talking about me with Tyke. It was in hushed whispers so the only thing I really heard was him saying "Siyana said that....." repeatedly on and on. And Tyke was just laughing at Malik's state. It was pretty funny, but you know what was hilarious?

Layla. Layla, screamed at Malik across the hallway, calling him out for smack-talking about me all the time. "Malik! Stop talking about Siyana all the time! Li-" she gets interrupted by Tyke.

"She's obsessed with him, she can't shut up around and about him" Tyke says. I mean he's not wrong.

"Let me finish, Tyke and Malik. Malik, you talk about Siyana all the time so I'm assuming it's one out of the two options I'm giving. Option 1 is that you're really jealous of her because she's smarter than you." Layla says and the points to me. Everyone's staring at us eating Malik up right now.

"But habibi, you can't become anywhere as smart as me. Do you hear that? Ding! The elevator because I'm way above your level, sweetheart" I say.

"Option 2 is that you like her and are trying to cancel your feelings towards her by taking sh*t about her. Well, guess what? It isn't working so get on her good side!" She exclaims.

"Goodbye, silverboy and his blonde friend" I end the conversation.

We ate that sh*t up, dude.

At the end of the day, I was so curious about what Malik got for his GL. Like, what did he get?

And I was begging Leah to ask him but she said "go ask him yourself!". The thing is he'll ignore me and that's embarrassing. Finally, I asked him "what did you get? On the maths GL?" and he f*cking didn't reply. Leah smacked her head and grinned while going over to him.

"Uhh, Malik. What did you get on the maths GL" she asked. Courageously, unlike me. I was right behind them, like a sneaky mouse.

"I thinkkkkkkkk, I goootttt aaaaa one second. What did I get? A 138, I think? Yep, I 13-" he says but gets interrupted by my jumping.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaah, I gotttttttt aaaaaaaaa 141!!!!" I squealed.

"Bye, Siyana" he said and left.

"Imagine not getting a 100%, Malik Awad" I screamed and he flashed me that lopsided grin.

That trademark smirk, iconic lopsided grin and glare that burns into me.