Saturday. October 21, 2023.
hobi:
yoonie.
yoongi:
hoba.
hobi:
i said thanks to that guy that saved me from jaehyung.
yoongi:
right. how did that go?
hobi:
good ig? he didn't really have much to say.
yoongi:
maybe he is just a shy guy.
hobi:
ig.
hobi:
he is friends with the guy that sits next to me in my computer science class.
yoongi:
well that's exciting.
hobi:
you okay yoonie? you seem awfully distant.
yoongi:
rough few days. ig.
hobi:
you want to talk about it?
yoongi:
no. not really.
hobi:
okay.
hobi:
um,
hobi:
i can go. give you some time to cool off.
yoongi:
why are you so nice to me?
hobi:
what do you mean?
yoongi:
even after i pushed and pried with you, you still give me the option to talk about it or leave me alone to cool off.
hobi:
you are nice to me so i'm nice to you. treat others how you want to be treated. we are taught that from an early age.
yoongi:
thank you. i mean it.
hobi:
no problem at all.
yoongi:
it's just, i'm so fucking tired of my stupid social anxiety. it makes doing stuff that i enjoy so hard because i can never open my mouth and say anything.
yoongi:
nothing comes out and i just shut down and want to start crying.
yoongi changed his mind, seeing that hoseok actually didn't mind talking about his problem.
hobi:
that's nothing you can control yoonie. you just gotta practice with speaking to people. start in a mirror and then to your friends.
yoongi:
i wish it was that easy hobi, i really wish it was. i just freeze up and want to curl up into a ball and cry.
yoongi:
speaking of crying..
hobi:
awww yoonie, don't cry.
hobi:
i promise it will get better. and i will be there with you every step of the way.
yoongi:
really?
hobi:
of course. you have talked me through break downs and me crying, i feel like i should do the same for you.
yoongi:
this is my first time mentioning me crying to you.
hobi:
i'm glad you trust me enough to tell me you are crying. i would never make fun of you for crying.
yoongi:
you are so nice.
hobi:
i try.
yoongi:
i don't think you have to try.
yoongi:
you have only been mean to me one time and i deserved it.
hobi:
hey, i apologized.
yoongi:
lol i know. i'm just teasing.
hoseok:
oh, that guy that i think is cute? his name is namjoon. he told me the kid with the blonde hair's name is han cody.
yoongi:
cody?
hoseok:
yeah, pretty american name for a korean.
hoseok:
but he goes by han.
yoongi:
ig so.
yoongi:
wait you talked to the guy you think is cute?
hoseok:
yeah, when i went to thank han, he noticed that im the one that sits next to him in who class so, he started talking to me.
yoongi:
awww my hoba is making friends.
hoseok:
oh stop, your gay is showing.
yoongi:
haha, i'm just proud of you.
hoseok:
well thank you.
yoongi:
gotta go, dinner time. text me later?
hoseok:
of course. eat well please.
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Sunshine (j.h/sope)
Fanfictionyoongi is a quiet kid who only talks to his friends. he is close to his parents and older brother, but suffers from early childhood depression and social anxiety. hoseok gets bullied for being the way he is. he suffers from severe depression because...
