Wednesday. July 10, 2024.
Yoongi and Hoseok sit in their room on the bed. Yoongi lays on the bed, his on a pillow. He scrolls through his phone with one hand and plays with Hoseok's hair with the other. Hoseok lays on the younger boys stomach, scrolling through his phone as well.
They have been in bed all day. Everyone decided to take a day to just relax. That is what Summer vacation is all about.
Yoongi giggles and Hoseok looks up at him with a smile. "What's so funny?" He asked. The younger boy shakes his head. "I keep checking my notifications to see if you had texted me yet." Yoongi says and Hoseok smiles. "I mean, I can text if you want, it would just be weird because we are in the same room." "It's just that when I am bored like this, I always look for your texts."
Hoseok sits up a bit and Yoongi looks at him weird. "What?" He says. Hoseok smiles and shakes his head. "I think it's cute that you turn to me when you are bored." Yoongi laughs as Hoseok lays back down on his stomach. "I mean I turn to you when I'm happy, sad, excited, any emotions really. You might not ever see that emotion but it's there." Hoseok smiles.
"I don't mind that you don't show expression. I feel like I know you well enough at this point to read your facial expressions." Hoseok explains. "Really? My face changes that much? I feel like I have a deadpan expression on my face all the time." Hobi shrugs a little. "It's the little things." "Like what?"
"Well, whenever you get mad, your eyebrows raise but only a little. I notice because you have a little wrinkle at the top of your forehead that goes up with it. When you are happy, your face is relaxed. You still looked pissed off because of the RBF but again, the little things. When you are anxious, you tend to bounce your knee and also squint your eyes. When your sad, you lower your head to the ground and your mouth goes into the tiniest little frown. Not enough to notice but enough for me to notice."
Hoseok looks up at Yoongi who is just staring at him. "You really recognized all of that about me?" Yoongi asked and Hoseok nodded with a smile. "It's the little things." He shrugs. Yoongi leans down and gives Hoseok a kiss on the lips. "You are the best thing that has ever happened to me." Hoseok sits up to face Yoongi. "And you are the best thing that happened to me."
Yoongi looks at Hoseok and frowns a little. "What is it baby?" Hoseok asked. Yoongi shrugs a little and scratches his nose. "I'm just scared." "Scared of what?" Hoseok asked with a concerned look on his face. "It's barely been 3 months and I am having these emotions that I have never felt before."
Hoseok blinks a few times. "Okay? Can you elaborate? I'm not really sure I understand." Yoongi looks down as he starts picking at his thumb. "I don't know. I feel like I depend on you for all my emotions. Happiness, sadness, everything. I need you to be around all the time to help me stay sane on a certain level. I don't know. I think..." Yoongi pauses, looking up at Hobi in the eyes. The two boys stare at each other.
Yoongi remembered what his mom said the night they went ice skating. "Hoba, I think I am falling in love with you." Hoseok smiles a little and sticks his lip out. His eyes gloss over as he grabs Yoongi's face and kisses him.
"I know I've fallen in love with you Yoonie." Yoongi smiles back and kisses Hoseok again. "I have to be honest though, I had a $5 bet with Tae on who would say it first." Hobi says and that makes Yoongi laugh. "Did you win?" Hoseok nods his head. "I am too nervous to say something like that."
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Fanfictionyoongi is a quiet kid who only talks to his friends. he is close to his parents and older brother, but suffers from early childhood depression and social anxiety. hoseok gets bullied for being the way he is. he suffers from severe depression because...