Sunshine (j.h/sope)

✏️fifty✏️

Saturday. February 24, 2024.

Yoongi wakes up with the sun beaming through his bedroom blinds. His shirt is scrunched up by his neck so he straightens it out. He suddenly remembered that Hoseok is beside him in the bed. Taehyung was right, he does look peaceful when he sleeps.

Yoongi lays his head to the side, taking in all of Hoseok's details. He moves a piece of black hair out of Hobi's face and smiles. He is so beautiful. What was I thinking not realizing that I liked him? He is perfect. Hoseok's eyes starts to flutter open a little until they are fully open.

"Good morning Yoonie." Hoseok says, smiling like an idiot. Yoongi kisses Hoseok on the forehead. "Good morning Hoba." Hoseok rubs his eyes, cuddling the blanket closer to his face. "Were you watching me sleep?" Hoseok asked and Yoongi shakes his head, "More like admiring you. You look so peaceful when you sleep."

Hoseok smiles. He moves closer to Yoongi and lays on his chest. "How did you sleep?" Hoseok asked. "Honestly, better with you here. That was the first time in a long time I stayed asleep throughout the night." Yoongi admits, putting his arm around Hoseok. "What about you?" "So good. Your bed is so comfortable." Yoongi laughs a little. "Why do you think I choose to wither away in it?" Hoseok smiles.

"Boys, breakfast is almost ready!" Yoongi looks to the door and furrows his eyebrows. "That's weird, she never makes breakfast on weekends." Hoseok laughs, sitting up. "Thats the Hoseok effect." Yoongi laughs, sitting up as well. "Shut up and go brush your teeth." Hoseok smiles and gets out of bed stretches his arms out. He begins to walk to the door and then stops. "Oh wait, I forgot something." Hoseok says.

He walks back over to Yoongi and places a small kiss on Yoongi's lips. Gigi smiles against the kiss. "I like waking up and seeing you." Yoongi whispers and Hoseok smiles. "Me too."

+

"Why do you always choose the worst movies to watch?" Yoongi asked Hoseok with a laugh. Hobi just shrugs and smiles, "I think bad movies are worth watching. That way when people are like "hey have you seen this movie?" We can chime in and say "yeah but i wouldn't recommend watching it." Because we have already seen it." Yoongi laughs, stretching his arms out.

They both lay there for a few second. "I still remember the first time I came over here." Hoseok says and Yoongi smiles. "And now you won't go home." Hoseok laughs. "I also remember that. I had no idea what I was doing and I would be lying if I said I know what I am doing now. Hell, it's probably worse than last time." Hobi smiles.

"I think you are doing your best." Hoseok says and Yoongi sighs. "That's all anybody ever can do." Hobi nods. "Is your brother enjoying college?" Hobi asked the younger boy. He nods, "I'm sure. He was always the party sibling so I'm sure he is having a grand time." Yoongi explains. "Speaking of siblings," Hoseok sits up. "My sister told me that my father keeps stopping by and begging for us to accept his apology. Even though I'm 17, my sister says that it is still grownups business and won't tell me what is going on but I think I deserve a say so in what is happening."

Yoongi nods back immediately, sitting up with the older boy. "Oh absolutely. Just because you are 17 doesn't mean anything. That's your choice. And it's not her choice to make for you." Hoseok shrugs. "Yeah," Yoongi looks over at him and frowns. "What's wrong Hoba?" He asked.

Hoseok shrugs once more. "I don't know. I just feel like I should be included more. He is my dad too, you know?" Yoongi nods his head. "I get it. Maybe talk to your sister about it. Do you want him back into your life?" Hoseok shrugs, lying back down in the bed. Yoongi follows suit, putting his arm around Hoseok. Hobi lays on his chest.

"He had his chance and he left. But then again, he is my dad and he is trying now." "I think you have hit the 3rd stage of grief." Yoong speaks, running his fingers through Hoseok's hair. "Denial happened that night when he showed up. Anger was a result of you not being in school for a week, ranting like no tomorrow. And now you hit bargaining. You may start feeling like you could have done something to change the fact that he left but nothing changes the fact that he left."

Hoseok nods his head. "He's just an asshole who didn't love his kids." Yoongi nods, "Precisely." "Anyways, let's watch another movie." Hoseok changes the subject, grabbing the tv remote. "Hey Hoba," Yoongi says and he looks down at the younger boy. "Yeah." Hoseok looks up at Yoongi with soft eyes.

"It's not your fault my darling." He strokes his black hair softly. "You didn't do anything for him to leave, that was his own choice." Hoseok heart triples in beat. "He was selfish, and he had his choice to stay or go and he made the wrong choice. He didn't get to see what an amazing person you are. And how pretty you are, and sweet, and caring, and just overall a beautiful person. If there is any person that will see that in you, I will."

Hoseok looks into his dark chocolate eyes. "I don't deserve you." Hoseok whispers. "You deserve me and so much more than I can offer you. But I promise you I will provide you with everything I can and so much more."

Hoseok smiles at Yoongi. This mixed feelings of emotions runs through Hoseok. He doesn't know what to do, what to say. He has never felt like this before. Yoongi's thoughts run wild. He has never said anything like that to anyone before. He doesn't know where it came from, he was just speaking from the heart. At least he thinks he was. He doesn't really know.

Hoseok sits up and faces Yoongi. Yoongi watches him doing this, not knowing what he is doing.

"Just shut up and kiss me."